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2006-08-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

wahah. i decided to copy anngi's idea and set up a tabulas acc too!! hahaha (:
uh huh that was where i had my first blog lols. and now i am clueless on how it operates lols.
yeah well if i dun blog here its bcus i blogged over there heee.

tag me here!!(:

2006-08-14T04:08:00.000-07:00

hahah hmm ok lets see, today was like a super slow-moving day like seriously.
its about time i reached home and slacked lols.

and yeah shan tok abt the math test today. everyone is gna flunk it horribly man! hahah ppl like me, who din study nor practice any questions for it is like a goner lah basically hahah. fine ! >.<

ok so i slacked during choir prac today. gastrics. uh huh.
so for sectionals i sat at the stairs with chermaine and jessica.
uhhuh, and i was tryin to sleep during it hahah, tried all kinds of positions but all weren very comfortable so i got up after a while each time hahah.
and u know , we were sitting at the science's block's stairs which were diirty and NO WIND MAN! so hot can! aiyio!!
and uh huh, sectionals was so sian can, dunno how many times they repeated the song over again!! its like, we've only started on this for a wk and im sian of it alr hahah.
thn they tested them two by two hahah. i shall be nice and keep my comments to myself hahah.
and sops are.. very sad ppl lah seriously lols..
uh huh so aft that thn all the sections combined.
and u know me and chermaine and wensiu jus sat right at the back of the altos.
and so funny!! we kept staring at CORNELIUS! hahah !!
thn we laugh and smile at him until he was so distracted by us!! hahah so funny !!
thn bcus many ppl were blocking our pretty view of him, so we 3 kept shifting positions to somewhere where we could see him singing hahaha!! who ask him go transfer to tenor, make all the altos miss him so much ! hahaha (x u ppl shud really see him singing the word PONG! SO CUTE LAH CAN ! ahhaa
oh yah! thn he would somehow look towards our direction thn he sees us looking and smiling at him hahah. thn he wil kena distracted by us hahah ! so cute lor! thn he will be flipping his scores finding where they are now lols! (x heeeeee
and he very cute lor, he's one of the few juniors whom u can see that he does try put in effort to learn the song well and sing it well too hahah. he really very yong4 gong1 leh hahah (x so ke ai hahah
oh yah. thn i was like staring at the guys sing too hahah.
u know usually, i would be staring at the sops cus they stand opposite altos mah.
but this time, i looked at the guys instead, more interesting hahah. ok interesting not bcus i like guys and im huachi or whatever. its jus tt, u shud see the faces of the sops lah, super dead can hahah. uh huh.
so yup, stare at corny so shun bian look see look see lor hahah.
and i shan mention someone who i was lookin at heehee.
eh man its like so interesting to be like lookin at someone sing can.
u totally can feel the type of gan jue he/she is singing de hahah thn u get so captivated hahah.
so cool can!! hahah. very interesting really!! a person's facial expressions can tell so much!! hahah. heeheeXD
haha that person very interesting to look at lor hahah. i shan comment furthur HEE (X

guys who can sing are really very captivating,
at least, to me.
some..

2006-08-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

CANON IN D IS SO TOUCHING!!
hahah im stuck on it. jus a pity i cant play it well on the piano burr..

yet another lonely walk baq home again today. well i had chermaine walk with me for like 1/3 of the journey? heehee XD shes nice :DD
and oh yah. its so cool lah. from a distance, when i look to my block, i can easily spot my house. why?
cus there are like 6 pairs of shoes being sunned HAHAH so obvious can! one whole row outside!! LOLS! yay so cool man heeheeXD

and hmm lets see, had youth fellowship today.
hmm, err, ok, funny thing that happened.
jason is sucha joker lahh.
well yeah anws, we were playing games.
played a concentration game which we call WHO STOLE THE COOKIE FROM THE COOKIE JAR
yep, well u see, we had this china guy who was introduced by one of our youth's mom's fren. smth liddat lah. yeah well anw, uh huh so we wanted to involve him in the game but he cudn understand english very well. so what did we do?? we tried TRANSLATING the game into CHINESE
ok it was hilarious!! cus apparently ALL our mandarin jus sucks big time hahaha! (x

original version:
Person A: who stole the cookie from the cookie jar ? number # stole the cookie from the cookie jar
Number #: who me?
Person A: yes you
Number #: couldnt be
Person A: Then who?
Number #: Number & stole the cookie from the cookie jar
( and the cycle goes on )

translation version:
Person A: shi4 shui2 tou1 zou3 guan4 zi bing3 gan1 ne1? shi4 # hao4 tou1 zou3 guan4 zi bing3 gan1 de4
Number #: HUH? WO3??!
Person A: jiu4 shi4 ni3 !!
Number #: BU4 Ke3 neng2!!
Person A: na4 shi4 shui2???
Number #: shi4 & hao4 tou1 zou3 guan4 zi bing3 gan1 de4 !!

ok this translation version is we xin1 xin1 ku3 ku3 bian1 chu1 lai3 de4 lor!! hahah the process was jus simply hilarious when we tried communicating with him and thinkin of wad words to use for the translation man. the best is the WHO ME? which i cleverly came up with HUH? WO3??
hahaha aiya it was jus so stupidly funny lah rofl (x

ok thn we played traditional game aka HOPSCOTCH!
oh man we girls were totally stuck at the first lah. cudn even make it through cus 9 of us were playing so all the boxes were taken up by guys. grr.
bully us haha.
so we decided not to play cus we simply cudn jump when even the guys were having problems jumping themselves hahah.
well mr shuai ge dongxing is the proest of all lah no doubt hahah.
*applause!* :DDD

2006-08-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

tralala whatta boooring dayyy!
kinda sad that im missing out on some good choral music for the soul tonight. well im sure everyone will be enjoying themselves since victoria choralle is like SOOOO PRO can!! grrr.
oh well wells, never mind!!
@.@

well nothing much happened today, as usual.
walked home from school today lala~
a lonely 30mins walk it was.. grr..

hmm and PRISCILLA GAN JUS BROKE MY HEART! humph! stupid girl.
*poot!*
*cries*

oh savage garden's voice in 2 beds and a coffee machine is SO NICE!! hahah i love guys with good vocals hahah. it jus simply amazes me soOo much heehee.
ahhh, ive been listenin to it over and over again..
its making me oh so sad!! lols T.T
let prissy hear the song and she likes it too hahah, well not the vocals, the emotions lah grrr..
like i said, shes a stupid girl so there..

another stop sign , you keep moving
vanish oh you!
wonder how im gonna make it through

2006-08-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

ok slacked my 2 days away hahah.
so my parents told me no more going out with friends or whatever until end of yrs is over lols.
must be focused on studying liaos. fine. lols.

ok so we went to jack's place for lunch to celebrate daniel's 20th birthday!! (:
hmm wells, din really had an appetite to eat anything there hahah. so i jus shared something with pris. thn we gayed around taking pics hahah. and my stupid bros kept tellin me to stop posing hahah. cant imagine that i can act also right, lols, oni family gets to see it hurhur
yeah anw i love my family hahah. (((:

yup so after that thn came home. and the timing so zhun man. ys called to say theyve reached when i was already at my void deck. cooool. hah.
uhhuh so i had cherngru kahhui yongsheng leepeng mahjong-ing at my hse.
uh huh and my fengshui really lousy siah. kept losing. until the last round thn finally won ONE! what is this!! LOL.

thn went to play bridge and watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
always puts a smile on my face heh.
so sweet lor hahs.
OH YAH and kahhui jus reminded me about the jealous yongsheng thing. haha
he very funny lah. watch the show until he became so jealous hahaha!! (x so hilarious.
thn he and minhui are like the oni ppl i know who can watch yu le bai fen bai until laugh so much to themselves and so happy de lor.. hahaha!!! funny ppl!! (x

yeahh thn go and song4 them at the busstop
and now im so tired and the time is 820pm. watchin tv and waitin for idol results.
gna have an early night.
luckily i din buy ticket for the victoria concert though im very tempted to go cus they're really a very good choir lah.
but ive been feeling so tired and so i guess i wanna come home and sleep aft choir tmr mah heh. and u know, saturday still have prac!! goodness.. save me man!!

dun tell me about it.
i dunno anything

2006-08-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

ahhh, jus a random post on the 2.4 km crap
i was like running and running.. thn i was thinking "how come run so long le still haven reached the part to turn back hurh? "
and guess which song was running through out my mind the whole time hur hur.
dun tell you =PP
thn i kena stitch. but it was a different type of stitch from previous yrs. it was more pain lehh. and compared to previous yrs, the stitch was not bearable. so i totally died and when i saw ppl giving up and walking, i was also tempted to jus stop for a while and walk, but no, i pushed myself. i forced myself to continue jogging, dun stop, press on!! but the pain was too much lah, i cudn go on, some more still long way to go. so yup, i threw in the towel. abit sad lah, cus once i stopped, alot of ppl overtook lols. stupid. so i faster picked myself up and started again but it was difficult lah cus rilly PAAAAAIIN!

ok in any case, im very happy that its over cus i hate running. telling mi to run is as good as telling mi to go and die. lols.
and i totally hate the after effects of running 2.4 man. or rather 2.2, its like neck pain, head feels pain and heavy thn jus so super tired you jus feel like dying hahah.

ok so after that, me minhui and anngi went to parkway parade. walked there.
stopped by the marine parade cool cool library cus anngi wanted to return books. thn we went to the children's toilet there. lols.
so cool lor. my first time at that library. so funny, this yr has so many my first times at libraries ive nvr been to de hahah(x so crap.
thn aft stayin at the toilet for a while, we went off and i played the sound travel thingy with anngi lols. so childish!! hahah i wanted to scream into it so it'd blast her ears but cant lah, library mah. must shhhhhh lols.

yeah anw so we walked some more to PP. thn minhui wanted to eat yoshinoya. so after a while of indecisiveness, we agreed on that hahah.
thn we walked ard PP for a while and i was feeling super tired. lucky din go marina sq, can die walking man. lols.
and erm. ya so we left after buying minhui her mayday ffhome.
i went to GIGI's hse!! for the first time hahah. her hse so far in lor! must walk up the slope so far. and some more from the bus stop to her hse is like make one detour since we din jaywalk but crossed by the overhead bridge. so ma fan lor. lols.
and uh huh her bros so cute hahah.
and her hse is so closed up and quiet lah can! i would die in sucha home man! it feels so weird lah can hahah. compared to mine where all the windows are open and lotsa wind coming in plus a lot of noise de. hahaha (x
yeah well anw the point of me going her hse was bcus i jus simply refused to stop at bedok to take bus home from there. so i told my dad to pick me from gigi's hse muahah

ahhhhhhh leg pain. stupid. and im still so tired. i think i sleep so much until i need even more sleep now hahah. so crap.
ahhhhhhh i wanna go play badminton! or go out with THEM, but hardly able to see them de lehs. and wads more, my fam doesn have a good impression of a certain him so they wun like it if we go out with them de lehs.. so sad.. hahah. but its so funny everytime!! oh well wells..

and i hope SOMEONE saw what i intended SOMEONE to seeeee
lol nvm, i know that person wun get it de.. i think hahah NEVERMIND grr

another sudden random thought: I WANNA PIERCE EARS! hahah
danny is so lame.

2006-08-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

2006-08-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

got this off theron's blog heh heh, presenting, the MOOMOO SONG!! :

I AM COW
by Arrogant Worms

I am cow, hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream cheese and butters
Made from liquid from my udders
I am cow, I am cow, hear me moo

I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when I belch
Oh, the ozone layer is thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am cow, I am cow, I've got gas

I am cow, here I stand
Far and wide upon this land
And I am living everywhere
From b.c. to newfoundland
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow!

hahah and i got this off theron's blog too :
*- SomeThings to Give ppl -*
stuff-huggable toys,soft soft nice to hug ones-'TaopokLa'**
HAHAHA

"someone who can talk so much on MSN sure have blog one.." -LOL! fine.. hahaha (x

2006-08-06T03:26:00.000-07:00

OH FUNNY DAY... when TYRON & THERON set foot in our church..
LOL!!

ok lets see, i have no idea why tyron, theron, and MUM , wanted to come our church but yeah anw they did.
oh and its good to see benjamin back!! heehee=DD
ok baq to the 2 guys. lols.
umm, yup, these 2 guys are like so funny. i took 3 pieces of VISITORS' FORM for the 3 of them. and guess what. they jus filled in one piece..
they wrote : " Theron seow/ tyron seow/ MUM "
smth liddat.. dun rmb.. LOLS..

ok thn i was walking round the church dunno doing what..
thn when i was walking to where they were, both of them looked at me and gave a "mi1 mi1 yan3" look. HAHAH (x
ok thn service started so we sat down and after the invocation was prayer, and somehow both me and tyron din close our eyes thn he turned n we saw each other with our eyes open!! LOOOOOOOL -.-
ok and i shan comment on the Lord Supper thing abt tyron lols.
and umm, what ah.. oh yah tyron is so.. self-entertaining? tsktsk-. lol
OH YARH! and SEOW TYRON ACTY FARTED CAN! OH MY GOODNESS! and acty i thot it was jus some friction between something der sound, thn he became so paiseh thats why we got the idea that he farted. its like bu4 da3 zi4 zhao1 can hahaha! wah lao eh but it was so funny lah can.. my goodness!!! hahahaa XD

and after service, cudn talk to them, had to go prac anniversary song. and i haven even learnt my part yet cus i wasn around las sunday cus of the esplanade concert.
yup, so i was totally following elaine's lead heehee. the song is so weird. like some chords clash and stuff. dunno wad exactly is the problem though. oh well heehee. i still love singing =DD

oh YAR! the 2 jokes of the century. man theyre so crap but its jus so funny!!!
but arrrghh i forgot how the jokes go lehs.
eh theron help me out here hahaha , if u see this which is dunno when cus u cant use ur internet right? aiyyaahh
one was some " Bi3 sai4 la4" ( chinese translation of priscilla which becomes nose shyt) and thn theres the "taupokla"( chinese translation of my name.. supposedly is stacking ppl lidat de right the meaning.. )
ahhh i forgot how tyron said it but it was SOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!
thn as we were sending them off, tyron came up with another joke.
because right, our church is situated on top of some chinese medicine building..
so tyron was saying each lvl is like a worser health condition.
so the top of the building ( where our church is ) is where the terminal illness go, so they can get eternal life and get saved from their illness cus when they die, they go to heaven.
smth liddat right theron?? hahaha. dunno lah cant rmb exactly.
go ask tyron thn blog it out or tell me.. somehow.. hahahah.. (X

but man it was great having them ard.. a lot of laughter lah seriously.. ALOT! hahah so FUNNN havin them ard heehee XD

oh thn later i heard a dongxing joke. ask me if u wanna hear it lols. i was in sucha laughable mood i jus laughed so hard after hearing it hahaha. i think i very noisy today lols.

oh thn later was the cliffton song!!
" i am cow, hear me moo.. "
oh man u guys shud really hear cliffton play the guitar and sing. he totally sounds so folk-songish lor. and piang he sang it until super comic!! can die laughing.. !! hahaha. ((: but his voice is good and when he sings and play guitar at same time.. *thumbs up man!!* haha (:

so aft church, me pris daniel cliffton jason elaine yingxian and lizzy went to paya lebar for lunchie!(:
ok so we waited for bus 154 for like AGES! it nvr came man!!
so we got bored and me and pris started singing the AMAZING GRACE. the mr tan version of AMAZING GRACE.
[ those my batch choir ppl shud know right, we sang for founder's day rmb?? =DD ]
yah it rocks man, me pris elaine cliffton started singing it. oh man its SO COOL SINGING!! sounds great man hahaha (:
and man, jason elaine yingxian and cliffton keep talking about university or medical stuffs which i dun understand nor can be bothered to understand!! grrr..
so i jus quietly savour my fishball noodle heehee.. eat until so full!! haven eaten sucha filling lunch in ages man, been skipping it so much hahaha (X
oh thn we started playin a guessing game, by cliffton.. guess wad fluffy likes. lols. ask me nxt time hahaha (x

ok thn wad arh wad arh.. oh erm yeah ok , so on the way home from ah ma's hse, in the van, me daniel and pris started SINGING AGAIN! WOOT!
i tell u guys man, its like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cool to have a soprano sis and a tenor/bass brother lor! and im an alto!! woot! its ultra super duperish coolio!! (x
we started singing erm high school musical songs first, thn we started singing nationdal day songs.. thn started singing erm choir songs hahaha (x
man its so cool ok!! u know how great we sound?? hahah IT ROCKS MAN! hahaha (:

everything seems so pretty and lovely today! sucha happy day lor!! woot! i love sundays! and i love everyone i was with today hahaha (((:
ultra super duper good mood and laughter mood today man, jus laugh and laugh and laugh!! wad is this man??? SOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOL!!! hahahaha (:
wish everyday was liddat.. hahaha !
yay thank u all for making my day sucha wonderful sunday!! heehee XD
*SMILES!* :DDD

2006-08-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

who's your one & only?- my Father in heaven! (:

who's your number one?- my Father in heaven (:

name ten people you hang out with most.- minhui, anngi,leepeng, liming, kahhui, jolene, pris, barjar, elmo, my dad hahah

who's the funniest ?- yongsheng, jolene, liming

who's the cutest ?- joleneyeo!hahah(:

who's the nicest ?- RANDALL!! (x

who's the prettiest ?- everyone is pretty !! (: im serious. even guys :DDD

who's the nerdiest ?- all the ppl i know not very mugger lehs hahah.. oh CLIFFTON lah or my bro hahaha

who shares the most interest with you?- hmmm im not sure lehs. my sis? hahah

who showers most hugs on you ?- nah none. hah.

who's the most generous?- ppl ard me all cheapo wan.. lols (x

who's the sweetest?- RANDALL & the cat? hahaha (x

who motivates you to do good stuff?- my brothers & sisters- in- Christ

is everyone abovementioned important to you?- OF CUS CAN!! Hahah (:

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yay thank you melissa for sending me high school musical soundtrack songs!! (((: heehee

2006-08-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

lalala cheapo day~
noob still say giving the performers a buffet lunch.
WOW YEAH RIGHT!!
in the end whole school got 3 dollar coupon off from buying in school canteen.
and so all the cheapo ppl who usually dun go recess decided to make use of it lols.
canteen seemed to be having more students around thn usual lols. and all the food kena sold out.. LOLS

2006-08-03T03:39:00.000-07:00

being attacked by gastrics again!! *cries!*
cant stand the pain .. =( ahhh hate getting gastrics!! *cries!*
shud bring a pillow or squishy to school so i can hug it thn wun so pain LOLS
whadda great idea HOHOH (x

oh anws wah go to tampines acty saw dickson tan lip shin lols.
hahah we're all in white uniform.. so ugly hahah =P
and i also happened to see jonathan! hmm in his short pants school u he looks short lehs lols. well he din see me and tim anws hahah. in WHITE uniform AGAIN!! why so common man sian hahaha.

anw, planned to go buy presents for 3 girls and 3 guys whose birthdays are coming up.. wait. one is TMR!! OH NO! LOLS. nvm lah anw i wun see him anws hahaha..
in the end, walk walk walk also din see anything nice to buy for them leh.. dunno wad to get em.. grr.. sian dao..
so me anngi liming kahhui jolene jus walk ard look see look see..
thn in MJ i saw a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL POSTER!! thn kahhui went to ask if got the soundtrack but sadly they out of stock.. aww hahah. and i saw GONG VCD! man it looks so nice to watch lehs.. no money.. aww

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haii its gettin harder and harder to express myself
express my thoughts and feelings
sometimes i feel like i shud forget this
but sometimes i miss it
in a world full of thoughts of..

2006-08-02T03:25:00.000-07:00

NO GREATER LOVE
Mark 12:28-34

You can't show a greater love for people than James Harrison demonstrated. And he did it for people he didn't even know.
Harrison, a member of the Ouachita Baptist University choir, was returning home from Europe with his fellow singers. As their plane was landing in Little Rock, Arkansas, it was hit by heavy rains and high winds. The jet skidded off the runway and hit a bank of lights, ripping open the fuselage.
As chaos reigned and flames broke out in the mangled plane, Harrison began to help others. Over and over, he pulled passengers to safety and ran back to the plane for more. On his last trip into the burning wreckage, he was overcome with smoke. He didnt make it out alive.
At his funeral, the choir director quoted John 15:13
"Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends."
Jesus was really speaking of His own death on our behalf, and the choir leader pointed out the value of this ultimate sacrifice.
We may never be called upon to make the kind of sacrifice Harrison made during that tragedy. Yet everyday we have opportunities to set aside our comfort to love our neighbours (Mark 12:31). How much love do we show? - Dave Branon

The more Christ's love within us grows,
The more His graciousness outflows;
And when we face a fiery test,
His love we then will manifest. --Hess

In a world that "couldnt care less,"
Christ wants us to care more!

just some food for thought heh.
indeed, the biggest sacrifice anyone could give is to give up his own life for others. Jesus Christ has demonstrated this when He died on the cross to take away our sins. Why did He have to do it? He was the Son of God, He could sit on His throne in heaven, He need not come down to earth for sinners like you and me. but it was because of His love for us, the great amount of love He had for us which words cannot describe that He was willing to die for us.
What have you and i done to repay His love? even simple things like reading the Bible everyday , we can cook up so many different excuses like " oh im too busy with school work, another day lah" or jus continued procrastination!
we fall so short of the glory of God ! but He still loves us..
Have YOU accepted His love?
after accepting His love, what are you gonna do next??

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argh thats the thing why i hate myself ! for being a fickle minded person who doesn know what she wants nor can she stick to the decisions she THOUGHT she had made!! GRRR!! STUPID DEBORAH!
now, i feel so lost without .. .. .. ..
but then i think this shud be the best way for us all..
ahhhhh i dunno.. ever thought of reversing the situation.
but im being sucha mean person if i ever do that, its like playing with a person's feelings leh.. very mean thing to do i think..
maybe i shud try harder to ................
but everytime i sing that song in choir, that particular line, it jus hits me hard about ---------
so stupid. stupid me with my stupid thinkings with my stupid confused mind.
i dunno anymore..

2006-08-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

its amazing to see God work in the little little ways in our daily lives hahah.
BE AMAZED! (:

where are you..??

2006-07-31T03:15:00.000-07:00

Can you name 11 people you can
think of right off the top of your head? Don't read
the questions underneath until you write the
names of all 11 people...This is a lot funnier if you
actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
>
> 1) vanessa
>
> 2) randall
>
> 3) anngi
>
> 4) joleneyeo
>
> 5) tankahhui
>
> 6) liming
>
> 7) cherngru

> 8) minhui
>
> 9) theron
>
> 10) tyron
>
> 11) cornelius

>
> How did you meet 10?
> in COMBINEDCHURCHCAMP2006 woot!! (((:

> What would you do if you had never met 6?
> i would nvr have someone to crap with me during lessons las yr and she very funny lah lols.. and kpo too..

> What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
> EEEEEW NO WAY!! totally dun match HAHA! poor randall would get bullied hahaha
>
> Have you ever seen 4 cry?
> no.. she da jie da leh lols
>
> Do you think 1 is handsome?
> NO! she is chio hahah.
>
> Tell me something about number 11
> HE VERY FUNNY AND SUPER GOOD AT GOSSIPPING!! LOLS

> How do you know 8?
> 2A
>
> Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
> hahah im sorry to disappoint u but im not les leh
>
> What's 7's favorite color?
> white/black. cus thats the oni shirt he wears hahah
>
> What would you do if 6 confessed to like
> you?
> LOL!! not gonna happen
>
> Fact about 9:
> he is sucha artist!! draws so well!! (x so envious
>
> Who is 4 going out with?
> she knows super lot of gossip stuff?? hahah..
>
> who is number 5 to you?
> the person i dl songs from hahah (:
>
> Would you ever live with 11??
> HAHAH id die of laughter
>
> Is 2 single?
> yarrr
>
> Where does 7 live?
> 1roomflat in pasir ris
>
> What do you think about 3?
> PANGSEH *clap!clap!*
>
> What's the best thing about number 8?
> she's smart lols.
>
> What do you like about number 10?
> very funny to hang out with cus he super crap and i can slap and suan him=DDDDD
>
> Favorite Memory with 2?
> YESTERDAY NIGHT!! he SO SWEET !! yah read prev post hahaha.

2006-07-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

so many things happened today..
shall jus sum em up lah heh heh.

early morn went ta school, took bus to esplanade.
on the bus, those girls started comparing their make up liaos lols.
ppl like my bus partner- VANESSA!!
LOL. u shud totally go check out her make up bag thingy lols. has all the new new cool makeup siah. piang cant stand it hahaha.

ok anw, reached esplande, went in through the loading unloading place.
went into our dressing room and boy it is totally packed lah!! wadda big cca thn squeeze into that room.. horrible..
ok thn had a lot of practices, a lot of standing, a lot of waiting, a lot of time for make up, and most importantly, A BIG WHOLE LOT OF NOISE FROM EVERYONE WHO CUDN SHUT THEIR TRAP WHEN THE SLS AND PRES OR VICE PRES ARE TRYING TO DO SOMETHING!! LOL.

ok yah funny make-up thing was that van kept touching up & touching up her make up lols. duno why but she so perfectionist kept thinking her make up either too light or too heavy.. thn she really very funny lah. finish doing her mascara, thn do her cheeks , her lipstick whatever de. keep doin and doing man.

oh yah. and esplanade dressing rooms very cool siah.
the mirrors are like those xi ju ones lor. have a lot of light bulbs surrounding it de. the purpose is that it represents the spot lights when ure on stage so u can see how ur make up will look when ure on stage lols. so cool hor. i always thot that hav so many light bulbs surrounding is jus for show nia lols.
ok anw, i so smart siah, i go put my thing at a light bulb and apparently, it melted my plastic man!! wow! now i have a whole in it! so cool siah. lols.
stupid me lols.

ok, the full dress rehearsal, wait so long till all our feet all so pain so we decided to sit down.
thn we started self-entertaining, crapping and being idiots lols.
the bestest idiot award goes CORNELIUS KORSHY!! =DD hahah wah he very gao xiao siah hahaha.
oh yah thn i crap to van abt liujun being an item with bryan HAHAHAH! who ask them to look like one.. HOHO (x

yeah anw, the real thing was kinda cool though.
when we were at standby to go in, i was feeling excited man hahah. a bit nervous but its normal lah. hahaha.
ok we totally blew the songs but i dunno why ppl still thot it was nice cept for caiyu hahah. whatever man lols its OVER anws lalala.
ok so after choir sang finish, went backstage and bryan caught me and liujun. liujun die die din wanna take a pic with him so ended up with me taking a pic with him.. yeah whatever i think its ugly lah lols.

ok thn everything was over, went off with van. thn kinda got very lost. thn saw ex-choir seniors!! LOLS! (x
sunyu caught me first, asking for emma. thn constance and cindy came along and i took a pic with constance lols. hope its not ugly again with my thick make up lols.. din bother to wipe HAHAH.
and yahh.. i tell u
RANDALL IS TOTALLY THE BEST GUY EVER!! REALLY!! I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS RANDALL DEAR!! HAHAHA =DDDD

i totally wun know what to do without him man.
cus i got stranded!! thn i had to find my dad but he cant find me if i dun even know where to ask him to wait for me!!
saw the bunch of GUY choir seniors so i immediately grabbed hold of randall asking him to GET ME OUTTA!!
and hE ROCKS MAN! he left his gang of guys and walked the long long city link with me all the way to raffles city there HOHO!
randall is funny and he is nice and he sO rocks!!!!
man, im really very absolutely grateful and thankful to him lah aiyo! i really dunno what i would have done without him luh.. oh man hahah YOU ROCK RANDALL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! HAHAHA (x
so funny lah, me in a gown, running or brisk walking with randall. hahaha.
thn walk pass so many ppl.. like choir juniors-guys. thn he still stoppped to say hi and tok to them for a while. thn i saw trudy and eloise. hahah i think they all think we're an item.. but obviously we're not hahaha.
randall jus rocks man!! hahaha WOOT! so coooooooooooooL

and yeahh very thankful to a lot of ppl today..
my dad- for fetching me and all the trouble i gave him
my sis- for coming to fetch me even tho she has school tmr heehee
VANNESSA!! for letting me use her pretty make up and helping me with my make up hahah
ok i shall jus list the names lah, erm cheryl, liujun, shiyun, chermaine, bella, binghao, CORNELIUS!! LOLS.
for cherngru, jolene, minjie , all my dear choir seniors who came, regardless or not i know u or not hahah. oh yah, for jacq, caiyu for her encouragement hahaha.
and i totally wanna thank DEAR RANDALL tonight man.
im still so touched by him HAHAH.
oh man. i LOVE YOU!! hahaha (((: nxt time get to go out i treat you to anything u want lah okok !! hahaha.
and u better rmb what u said arh, my birthday treat me to a tour of singapore!! HEEHEE (:
ahhhh its been quite a great day lah.
cept for all the boring waiting..
OH YAR! i cant believe johannes went to off our dressing room lights and started telling ghost stories till poor vanessa got so freaked out LOLS.

aiyah so much to say lah.. cant finish bloggin.. or rather, thoughts dun come to me when im blogging de.. so.. i shall go get my beauty sleep now hahha.
BYE BLOG AND WORLD!!! heeeheeee

I LOVE RANDALL!! (:

2006-07-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

im tired.
tired of choir
tired of choir pracs.
jus wish if i had to spend 4 yrs in choir, all 4 yrs would be exactly like how it was when i was in sec1
oh but whatever, cus time would not go back and we jus have to face the future with a positive attitude.. *SMILES!* =DDD

so crap man.
im quite sure that after esplanade performance, it would not be the end, still got even more worse things coming up. in fact, this is just the beginning nia.
GREAT! jus wonderful !!
*rolls eyes* sheesh.
grr im jus so sadly born 1 mth 11 days late!! ARGH! @.@

ok enough of my gripes.
so tmr's the day. jus brilliant. falalala~~ im so bored!!
i was so bored in choir too!! oh man!! i dunno how im surviving but hey i still am lols.
im jus kinda dreading the make up part. esp if ms sng is gonna check. seriously. its gonna be disgusting if u have her do touch ups for u. total EEEEEEEEWWWWW!! can go and cry seriously.
all the crap lah aiyo!! hmm i shall keep some comments to myself instead of posting here lest someone who shudn see it comes and sees and decides to be a tell taler! keke

hmm lets see, today morning had choir prac till 130? ard there.
thn left for church at 3.. stayed there for youth act till mm 630? cus they jus kept talking and talking!! esp abt their JC school stuff which i DONOT understand nor appreciate at all.
thn he tells me im quiet. BRRRRRRRR DOTSSSSS!!!
lols.

acty wasn planing on going benedict's party cus im kinda tired and my eyes are like dry and i haven packed for tmr yet and i wanna sleep early tonight lols.
but thn , i kinda changed my mind and decided i wanna go.
so after alot of hussle bussle fussle crap in the end my decision was..
not to go.
lols im sucha waste of time deciding so long whether or not i shud go.. lols..

ah enough talking to myself. shall go fill my stomach with energy now .
toodles`!

2006-07-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.. AH CHOIR arh.. aiyo..
i kinda felt that the sec1s really deserved a scolding lah.
their attitude is horrendous and have obviously no respect for seniors lah.
i mean, ok fine if u dun respect the seniors BCUS you CAN SING WELL already. but fact proven today is that you guys CANT sing!!
so come on man, shape up and listen to ur seniors lah wl

the poor girl who had to solo quite pitiful lah hahah.

and aiyah i have nothing to say..
today really broke record man.
until 630. WOW!! o.O
so stupid. faster get esplanade done and over with le lah lols. sian dao.

ahhhhhhhhhh, im too tired already. dunno what else to post so shall end here for tday lah heh.
gnight!! (:

my eyes are too tired to look far ,again

2006-07-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

to reply some tags:

jol: =DDD
anngi: =DDD
JAN: JANNY!! BAND END LATER?? AWW IM SO SAD FOR YOU HAHAH. AND YEAH MAN SO
EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT LEHS! MY WHOLE SUNDAY BURN SIAH. LOLS
tim: heys! yup haven talked to ya for a long time. ur tagboard looks rather active eh heh. obviously i still rmb u luh.. lols.. and ive been rather much the same?? lols.. you take care too eh! dun always so sad lah. how many yrs le.. hahah..
Style': oh heys lol yeah i know. i lazy to relink back. hahah. and eh why u go back to the old one? ure supposed to give up ur past what not mehs? WHat happened??? o.O
Kira: YO GOR! how are ya too eh. prepared for ur Os already or not?? heh heh. i remembered u in my prayers!! (: may u study hard and do well for ur Os!! (:GOGOGO! heehee. thn aft ur exams can come baq for youth fellowship yeahh!

wah im super grrrrded by my amaths test. wah lao eh it was so simple that i thot can get full marks lah. thn in the end so diu lian. so many careless stuffs here and there.. GRRR! nvm, we learn from mistakes lols.

26JULY06. anngi cheated my feelings. *CRY!*

oh sian. after today, will be spending 3 days in a row with choir.
where got not sian.
WOW ESPLANADE CONCERT SO EXCITING MAN.. grr.. blow my sunday away..
i thinkin thinkin thinking..
why am i sucha thinking person but i think of all the better-to-not-think-of stuffs de.. grrr..

tomorrow will worry of its own..

oh yah. our level the cleaner auntie is so cool lah. hahah.
she acty went to so many places of the world before already man! LOL. so rich siah.
thn she showed us her passport with all the stamps of the places she went. wah so cool man eh. thn she also showed us her photo album. she so funny siah, bring her album to school with her hahaha!! (x

the rest is still unwritten..

everything is beginning to be so complicated
i feel as if i dunno anything or anyone anymore!
kinda depressing.. i dunno..
i dun even know what my goal is anymore.
i know i deceived myself many a time until i din even know wad was true anymore.
too many times. i convinced myself on one thing, but i can nvr seem to stick firm with any decision i make.
but now, i hope that im firm about this. i will not change my mind on this anymore. jus let it go. let it be. its not what i want anyway.
break free.

2006-07-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

argh im in sucha foul mood.
siigh. but i jus cant seem to be angry with friends lehs.
even if i am ina foul mood, no one would notice it.
unlike some ppl, once they angry right, u can tell straight away by their black face.

but mayb the good thing abt me being mad is, once time passes by, i would have forgotten my unhappiness.
ok, maybe its bcus i suffer from memory loss?
i dunno but its a good thing that im forgetful hah.

i dun wanna be mad at anything or anyone.
anyway, the anger doesn stay for long..
i dun like being mad at anyone
like duh right lols.

i find that, i dunno ppl so much, i cant understand them , their behaviour, actions, words etc. whatever.
its like, haiyah i also dunno how to say..
and why ppl get angry with me i also dunno.
esp if its bcus of some petty details.
wah i really detest those ppl who think that oni THEY have a temper lor.
what selfish thinking. they obviously oni care about themselves and not about how others feel or if they hurt anyone. as long as what they say what they do makes them happy, then to them its fine.
wah lao. buay tahan lah.
maybe im better off in solitude

today's choir totally broke record for this yr lah.
as the latest choir prac.
end 6+ man.
and for the first time, i din complain leh. hahaha.
singing with the school choir now makes me want to sing with my church choir instead lols..

tears which are dried
a cry without a sound
far away hope
wishes but a dream
direction blurred
destination beyond reach
alone&cold
all's forgiven.

its funny how some things can get you so down & make u super moody sad and whatever nonsense negative stuffs.
and yet, happy stuffs dun last long..
yes?

2006-07-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

high school musical sing-a-long.

hahah i din expect to sit down and watch it cus i watched too many times already haha.
ended up watchin still though. all daniel's fault hahah.
and yeah sing-a-long session caught us all singing the songs hahah.
man, everytime i watch this show i get so impressed with vocals.
its super beautiful can.
so fantasical (:
duets are sOoooooooooooo coOoooooL !!
the oni duet i do is with my sis or bro HAHAH!
at home, jus random singing.. hahaha..

ohhhh i superly appreciate good vocals hahah
amazing man.
more amazing than musical instruments.
our natural instrument is way cooler !!
God's creation is so amazing !! (:
wish i had such good vocals sometimes HAHAH! WHATEVER~~!! =P

pls dun do things which you know ppl dun like.
its not nice

2006-07-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

summary of the week..

ehhh hahahah i thot instead of blogging almost everyday, i would sum it all up during the weekends but i kinda forgot any significant thing which happened ler hahaha.

oh yar. mr mok, pls dun read my blog leh.. hehe (x

well this wk has been fine i guess.
had amaths test which was rather simple?? at least i hope it was hahah.
and english and chinese which were kinda harder heh.
oh i passed my bio test too. something to rejoice about? hehe

friday full dress rehearsal..
err i still dun understand why they want full dress rehearsal.
whats the point?
all the hassle for 400 poor students.. dots..
oh yah and we sang so horribly horrible man. could tell toh was really bu shuang at our slacko performance hahaha.
ok i admit. i was one of the person's who was switched off.
man i couldn help it, i was really tired leh.

ok today's founder's day rehearsal..
i think its so stupid. make us sit right at the back.
surely can see anything de lor!
i mean, 3A is sitting ard the front wan leh. thn kena demoted to right at the back.
lame.
anw it was really boring. so i dun think i missed much eh.
really wanted to sleep when the thing was going on heh.
but the ending was cool. all the poppers hahaha. so cooooooooL.
reminds me of the fireworks in disneyland las yr thn they had soap to represent snowflakes falling on our heads hahah.

ok thn after that, we , as in me jol liming qian, waited almost an hr for the bb and gb ppl to be dismissed and get changed.
made us waste time waiting so long lols.
thn we went to bugis! wanted to catch pirates de but the nxt show was at 3+ , means the show would end at 6+. and yeah we all couldnt lah. parents will scold.
so there goes our movie man grr..
went to eat pasta mania, take neoprint, walk ard, thn go library..
OH YAR! the library! hahah.
we were being suakuus in the lift.
man its so cool lah. the lift is those type which can see outside de.
so when we were descending from the 11th storey, you look out the glass and it makes ur stomach have this ticklish feeling hahaha!!
liming was trying to be funny in there lols. the ultimate suaku!! (x hahah
ok we were totally throwing face in the lift lah but come on, who cares hahaha.

thn at the bugis mrt station while waiting for our train, therés posters everywhere on different advertisements lah.
thn liming, tried to be funny yet again lols.
she go try their pose hahaa. and we took pics of her using anngi's lousy camera hahahah.
go anngi's blog to see it !! heehee (x

2006-07-18T03:16:00.000-07:00

Tell me abt your room.
` err i share it with my sis. its small and kinda cramped cus we stack lotsa junk in there hahah. and me and my sis, we practically share everything.. really hahaha =X

How many windows do you have in your room?
` one long one, once ive measured it i'll tell u, if i rmb hahah

What is the color of your walls?
` its supposed to be lilac!! but we din coat that many times so it looks abit like white.. lols.. -.-

Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet?
` its wood but i dunno the name of it haha

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the
bathroom?
` hmm bothh

What type of closet do you have?
` well , like i said, i share with my sis. so.. most of our clothes are all folded and stacked on top of another so its like, when we pull a shirt out from the middle or bottom of the stack, the whole stack of clothes kinda topples lols. we are SO gonna get hanger-style wardrobe in our new hse lols (x

What size bed do you have?
` normal type

Is your room big?
` uhhh i wun say so. u shud really come into my room man hahaha. see how much crap we have in there which makes the room look super small and cramped HAHAH

Is it clean?
` hmmm i know my bed is cus i sleep on it every night.. but im sure theres lotsa dust collecting on the table HAHAH

What is your bedroom view out the window?
` oOooh YAY! its the reservoir!! but its kinda covered by the trees growing oh so tall. and u can see temasek poly right in the middle hahah

What is your favorite part of your room?
` MY BED DUHH!! SLEEPING SO TOTALLY ROCKS! hahaha. i sound so piggish!! *shy*

Do you have the following in your room:
[x] desk
[x] cell phone
[x] chair
[x] book shelf
[x] dresser
[ ] TV
[ ] computer
[x] bean bag
[x] pictures
[x] mirror
[x] bed
[x] stuffed animal(s)
[ ]drumset
[ ] clothes on the floor
[ ] plastic flamingo
[x] guitar(s)
[ ] lava lamp
[ ] smoke detector
[ ] piano/keyboard
[x] locking door
[ ] can of soda
[ ] bottle of water
[ ] a blacklight
[ ] something about your own country
[ ] medals/ribbons
[ ] trophies
[ ] awards
[ ] water polo ball
[ ] soccer ball
[ ] volleyball
[ ] basketball
[ ] softball stuff
[ ] track gear
[ ] frisbee
[ ] beach ball
[ ] football
[ ] tennis ball
[ ] hockey stuff
[ ] lacrosse stick
[x] cds (without covers)
[ ] sofa/futon/round chair
[ ] bottles of liquor
[ ] flag
[ ] stop sign/any sign
[ ] caution tape
[ ] paintball gun
[ ] airsoft gun
[ ] Real Gun
[ ] Cigarettes
[ ] Snowboard
[ ] Wakeboard
[ ] Skateboard
[x] Stereo
[x] books
[x] trash can
[ ] swimming goggles
[x] jacket
[ ] pet
[x] clock

there u have it!! haha cudn find a more interesting one to do.. bOoo

2006-07-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm suddenly feel like doing more quiz thangs.. heh heh..

ok firstly,
HAPPY GB DAY
to all the GBs i know hahah.

tooday was.. a very .. uhh.. dunno what word to use .. day.
and WOW i ran almost 20 rounds with christabel non stop man! hahah coooooL.
did shuttle run and yeah i know where im going wrong, i must try and amend my problem to save me more seconds heehee..
very tiring PE, thn we went up to slack outside air con hall- where the wind is hahah

nxt was english.
did a NEW SOUTH WALES english compre mcq test.
sian arh, their standard is like SUPER DIFFICULT can!
i think oni johannes will get distinction hahah.
very stress doing it man, totally dunno how hahah.
some more this ate into our recess time grrr..

thn had amaths test.
hahah i must say it was rather easy.
man i do hope i can get a perfect score hahaha (x

thn had chinese test.
wah this one is the kiler man.
SUPER HARD LAH WHAT!
i think im down for chinese remedial le.. hahaha
stupid chinese. so hard

ok and im gonna go have my nap now hahah. do a quiz maybe later tonight wahah!
tata~!!

2006-07-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

jus a random thought..
i was jus thinking.. thinking about.. about my old wallet.
man do i miss it so much.
all my memories inside.
arghh. how in the world did i ever lose it.
still remains a mistery to me.
i really want my picture baq.
my family picture back !!
i dun really remember what else i kept in there. all i know is that the item i treasured most in there was my family pic..

oh and another random thought.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL is a nice show. go watch it man haha.
i preety much like all the songs in the show hehe.
vocals are so cool !!
music is something which we cant live without man, its jus amazing and something so beautiful haha (x
music makes the world go round round round

ah enough with random thoughts hahaha
i think the listening compre today was.. er.. dumb..
came at 2, wait till 230 for the teacher, wait till 3 for the whole thing to really commence. so lame
and for half an hour we were listening to 92.4 lols.
one of the rare times when i listen to classical music hahah.
and err.. apparently it made everyone sleepy and wanna sleep hahaha(x

ahhhh 3 tests tmr.. how nice.. crap.
oh lets see, im almost done with my english compre.. oni left summary to do and i get to slack.
thn theres amaths test on functions.. [ jus mastered it on saturday lols ]
and chinese test.. stupid. 25 cheng yus and 2 kes.
WHATEVER!
and tmr is GB DAY! sad/ hahah
ok im jus bloggin crap here cus i wanna use comp longer hahah.
cus after this i'll be going baq to mugging cheenese

2006-07-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

ahhhh this has really been one tiring week. i miss my sleep so muchie!! *pouts!*

ok im at church forum now..
having been posting there for a wk plus? or maybe longer not sure.
yeah but theres been so much new posts and talk going on hahah.
i guess i'll oni get to read em when im free.. hahah (x

ok today has been quite cool ??
quite. hahaha. ok today morning my mom asked me if i could stand in for her to teach a kiddie Bible story cus she's down with flu and not feeling well to teach.
well i was kinda reluctant cus i dun think im very good with kids.. somehow.. grr.. ok.. yeah but c'mon, how could i reject my mom when she's sick right.
so i accepted to help her for that.

ok so i had ONE student!! *applause* hahaha easy job eh.. heehee
i finished telling him the story in like less than a min?? hahah too simple a story le heh.
and what was running through my mind before it was " Dear God, please guide me as i teach the boy the story Lord.." [ cus ive nvr done anything like this before lol ]
and after i finished the story i was like " now what am i gonna do man.."
[ cus apparently, the sermon jus started not long and i was already done..]
ok i really dunno how i was gonna entertain him.
btw. his name is glen and hes 6 yrs old and TMR IS HIS BIRTHDAY!!
hahah well thank the gracious Father, he was sucha cute boy hahaha.
he very guai and responsive lah.. altho every question i ask him, he replies me with a " i dunno"
everything dunno wan hhaha.
but hey! he memorised my memory verse leh!! hahah i promised to buy him sweets nxt wk.
someone pls remind me at the end of the wk so i remember to go get him his sweets hahaha (x
oh yah so i did colouring with him, played tic tac toe, hangman and taught him 2 hand games.
and he so cute lah!!
i dunno how to explain the game but he wanted me to time how long it would take if we did to 100.
so i use stopwatch and he recited from 1- 100 !! hahah
and thn even funnier. after he was done with it, i told him that if we were to do 100, it would need 300 [ bcus of the game.. dunno how to explain here ]
so right, he was like, " ok lor, i count to 300"
i was like !!!!!!!
hahahaha.
so yeah i timed him lor. he count until very cute siah. too bad i din record it hahah.
he took umm.. 2min 54 sec to count to 300 hahaha (x so cute!

"After being with Jesus, Zaccheaus became good and kind to others. "
Luke 19:8

hahaha.

and lol. i realised also how im SOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT cut out to be a teacher hahah. i totally dunno how to handle kids.
aww man i wanna tell ppl stuffs leh.. but no one whom i talk a lot with is online tonight.. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
eeeeeeeee yerrrr

oh and today, spent like 4hrs+ with LP doing the history project.
we totally redid the whole thing lah can.
super tiring.
i totally abhor mounting stamps man!!
look at stamps and my eyes so sian, back aching alr also man hahah.
oh brother!

oh yar!
and i jus remembered something muahahah.
talked a lot to style on msn hahah.
and the best thing is, he so graciously added 3 more wins to MY score sheet MUAHAHA!
heehee..
i wonder.. i thot he said he knew the cheat for it lor.. hahaha (x

AIYAh i wanted to go watch pirates tmr lehs.
but i found out that our listening compre oni ends at 3 ! ARGHH!
why start at 2 when school is closed by 12?! SO LAME MAN! waste my time to go catch a movie !! noOooooo. and i got pangsehed by pris man! now i have to find my own ppl to go watch with me..
anyone interested?? hahaha (x

and oh yar. THANK THE LORD
hahah im so glad that He has woken theron up heehee.
i do hope and will continue to pray that like he typed in his blog, he wouldn look baq no more!! how heartening to see his post hahaha !!
AMEN!

and another thankful thing, i received 2 smses that amath test has been postponed to tuesday instead of tmr!!
God really works in wondrous ways.
u know, ive been busy with LP doing our project and stuffs and now that im done with my part, im so tired i dun think i even wanna go study it alr. i haven even done some hmwk which are due tmr!
and at this point of time, someone tells u that the test wun be tmr.. u know wad a big relief and YAY! in ur heart u have.. hahah. (x
well i know im not prepared to do it so its a great relief that i can go sleep now after blogging here hahaha (x

hahah i think i can go sleep with a smile lols (x
my heart dunno why its.. its jus rejoicing in there.. can feel the happiness hahaha. (x

_________pirates?? anyone?? heeheeXD *

2006-07-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

feel so uncertain today.
filled with lotsa uncertainties.

i was jus thinking..
why would God want to love me?
a person so undeserving and not worthy of love.
thinking of this, makes me realise how GREAT our GOD is.
how He forgives us time and again.
but how we fail so miserably, how i fail to follow in His example.
how i tried but failed.
but i prayed about it and He so graciously revealed the answer i was searching to me through His word during yesterday's quiet time and today during our youth "conference".
and i really feel so thankful that He reminded me of His words.
ain our God just the best?? lols (x

haiiya this wk really is horrible man.
i cant believe how detestful it has been but well what do i expect? that life is a bed of roses? obviously nort.

jus so many random thoughts going through my mind today..
kept thinking and thinking..

suddenly thought of past events.
things that make me seem so weak.
and embarrassing things which i had done and by reflecting on em, i really wish i could just dig a hole and bury myself in there.
or otherwise, wish there was an underwwater world which i cud stay underwater (but wun drown) for a long long time and not come up from there again man.

oh man im in sucha crappy mood. as in CRAP. not the ha ha lame~~ type of mood.
so worthless and unworthy feeling
shucks. i need counselling lols.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna SCREAM!
well i did, in the lift, but got scolded by timo cus i deafened him lols.

2006-07-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
this week is sucha bad week man.
bad things always happen one after another. stupid.

first minor thing to kick start the whole chain of undesirable events was on tuesday lol.
can u believe it??
i acty gained 3kg in half a year leh!! INSANE RIGHT?!
LOL.
if this was a few yrs ago, i would super happy man..
the irony lahh..
cant believe im so fat man *cry* lol

and thn the kena pangsehed thing [ read prev post ]

nxt thing was.. ok i dun wan mention it.
but that woman has sucha horrible attitude can. and so pain man. stupid.

and thn today right..
everyone's face black black de lor.. its like sucha dark day mann.
it'd be more suiting if it rained today also hahah.
anw its like really lah.. oni me and minhui and the normal ppl around lols..
super black day man.. how come arhhh.. lols.. XD

2006-07-12T05:04:00.000-07:00

its ALWAYS liddat de man.. im sick of it happening every single time..
everytime i get really excited over something which is gonna happen.. it ALWAYS lets me down in the very sad way!! im numb already. no more excitement no more looking fwd.

and u ppl really rock lah.. stand ppl up and some more call yall so many times all dun answer phone de.. FINE! FINE!!
dunwan go out with yall le seriously..

ok so i dropped at a stop before my bus stop and walked home.. my neighbour happened to be walking in front of me lols. but he was kinda on the phone and he oni realised my presence behind him bcus i stepped on a drain and it made noise which startled him lols. he suddenly turned ard with a shock look.. i think he thought it was a cyclist mah lols. thn i gave him a spastic smile with a wave lols.
so after he put down the phone, he waited for me thn we walked home and talked together lols..
so weird man, we've been neighbours for like ages but we nvr talked liddat before hahah. but it din feel very awkward.. at least not as bad as with ---- lahh.. so.. yup. much better.. somehow.. lol
thn we talked abt JC and secondary school.. and i told him dun wan go poly like him bcus poly a lot of bengs.. LOL and he started to try and correct my wrong perspective hahaha.. okok lols..
thn very funny.. walk walk walk thn walked to our bus stop the gate there thn we were kinda like waiting for each other.. thn he was like "do you have the card?" so i was like "whoops NO!! LOL" ok so we both walked a bigger round to the main entrance lols.. more time to talk hahah.. XD
thn yar we continued talking bout stuff, man he can really talk hahah.
thn reached home lah so jus say bye lor. hahah cool.
i suddenly feel that having someone to walk with you home and talk to you is sucha cool thing man..
who wants to walk home?? =DDD
lol the oni person and walked home with before from that bus stop wud be pris lols.. typical eh..
but it really is cool man. SOOOOO cool. WAY cool. im super amused and happy by it leh. kinda lifted my dampened spirits up hahah. SO COOOL MAN!! =DDD

again something suddenly dawned upon me..
like how come we oni start communicating when we are gonna all be scattered le..
quite sad right.. ya it is.. lols..
haiiyah oh wells.. like i said, im introverted LOLS!
i seriously am lahh *winks* ya u know what to do HAHAH XD

2006-07-10T02:15:00.000-07:00

it suddenly dawned upon me that, an adult's life is so .. something not distant yet something i dun wan to happen anymore..
i can still recall, when i was in primary school how MUCH i really wanted to grow up and get out of being a kid. ok probably i had such thoughts bcus i am the youngest and i dun really like it - at that point of time.. u wun understand..

2 things consecutively happened on the same day which made me come to the above conclusion. i nvr wanna be like those adults when i become an adult.
why are their thoughts so super confusing and complicated and warped?? i cant understand. maybe its bcus i haven experienced as much as they had so i know nothing about life yet compared to them. i dunno. i can jus come up with a bunch of excuses.
adults are SO HARD to understand man! ok this post ain aiming at my parents btw hahah. my parents are FINE
but seriously lahh.. for the 2nd issue, i dunno whether i should listen to him and his "advice" or jus go on with my own thinking and who is he to interfere with my life anyways. but im gonna show him respect anyways cus afterall he is a brother-in-Christ and so i guess being a leader to other youths in his church, he wun be a bad example to me bah..
i really dunno. i cant read minds! i dun like reading minds! what u wanna say jus say it out plain to me lah. i dun get hints de ok!
it seemed like he was tryin to put it very nicely across, with hidden meanings. i dunno, thats jus purely my speculation. maybe it was really out of goodwill. i dunno what to do now.
to me, it was kinda like an insult- well abit, not that overboard lah.
but why he thinks so complicatedly i cannot understand.

haiiya. i must be a good example. i must be more discerning. i cannot tarnish the name of my parents or even worse, my church. thats wad makes me most irritated. what i do next is gonna reflect on me, my parents or even my church. come on man, at times i wish u jus arrow or condemn me and me only and not let this affect ur view on my parents or even worse my church ok. i dunno what they think nor can i stop them from thinkin the way they wanna think.
i really dunno what to do now lah.. may God guide me in this and tell me what we should do..

grr.. PURE INNOCENT FRIENDSHIP between guys and girls is really impossible meh?
i dun agree lor. cus i did think that maybe a girl's best friend should be a guy.
AIYA i dunno laaah. i dunno what to accept and believe and do and what to shut out.
stupid. make me so bu shuang.
i dun wanna push the buck lahh, friendship goes both ways, think abt it.
maybe they're jus super conservative but.. AIYAH WHATEVER LAH!!
ok FINE U GOT ME!
i will do it the way you want it to be !! fan3 si le4!!
its not my reputation which is at stake, rather my parents' and my church's. and its bcus of THEM which i put in consideration and not bcus of ur "power" over me or bcus im scared of you or anything.
seriously, think as badly abt us if u want, jus dun let it implicate others .

ok this sounds super serious. im not sure if its supposed to be liddat. but i cant believe it lah come on.. oh forget it mann.. FORGET IT!!

sometimes, its better to let good memories be the way they are and not insist to continue some things after its "over". bcus once u get to know someone better, you either like the person more, or u find out that all ur good impressions are gone.
but you see, you nvr know until u try it.
and i know now, that everything shud jus be left as a beautiful memory.
maybe it would have become a regret for leaving it status quo, but would it be better this way? than to have a beautiful memory turned ugly?
think about it.

and btw, this is nothing abt love love in the bgr sense. its about friendship..

2006-07-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

the quiz goes :~ tagged by VANESSA

Your 10 favourites
Favourite Colours: mainly white lahh heh
Favourite Food: kenny rogers / long johns / etc
Favourite Songs: WILDS MUSIC!
Favourite Movies: err. not that sure
Favourite Sports: badminton
Favourite Day of the Week: saturday / sunday ! (:
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: ehhh as long as its nice i wun mind it i guess hahah
Favourite Countries: australia / japan / korea
Favourite Things: acty whatever that belongs to me hahah duhh~

Your 9 currents
Current Mood: tired / slack
Current Clothes: white collar giordano / pink U2 skirt
Current Desktop: some greens with a waterfall
Current Toe Nail colour: natural colour
Current Time: 5.58PM
Current Annoyance: CHOIR got 3 pracs nxt wk / chinese hmwk undone
Current Thoughts: i wanna pon school !! lols
Current Song: Not I but Christ
Current "Chatter": no one.

Our 8 Firsts
First Best Friend: as far as i could remember, shud be trudy toh hahah when we were in kindergarten. nxt off is FAITH DEAR!! (((: love ya!
First Crush: HOHO the guy i sat nxt to in P1 cus he was so sweet to me HAHAH. innocent days lah.. hahah (x
First Movie: hurrr like i remember??
First Piercing: seriously dun remember when hahah. but i know i pestered my mom for it and when i had the piercing, i cried in the shop HAHAH!!
First Lie: mmm hello who would acty remember such things de
First Music: shud be JESUS LOVES ME
First Car: no idea lehs
First Cry: when i was born.

Your 7 lasts
Last Cigarette: im sorry im not that dumb hahah obviously dun smoke at ALL duh
Last Drink: milo.. still drinking hahah
Last Car Ride: on the way home from bk batok jus now
Last Crush: HAHAH!! u mean the current one?? HOHO (x
Last Movie seen: eeEee i wanna go watch pirates of the carribean 2
Last Phone Call: hmmm never bahh i dun use phone de wahah. if u insist it shud be on friday with danny bahh
Last CD Played: the WILDS

Your 6 Have you evers
Have you ever dated one of your bestfriends: eh date nvr, liked yes.
Have you ever broken the laws: i shud think so lols
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever been on TV: nope
Have you ever kiss some one that u dont know: nahh

5 things that you are wearing: specs / white collar shirt / pink skirt / watch / pink bracelet
4 things you did today: worshipped God / fellowshiped / crapped / laughed
3 things you hear right now: tv -wan quan yu le / my sis laughing / my typing sound
2 things you can't live without: God and my family
5 peeps to do this quiz: anngi / jolene / liming / kahhui / YOU!

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YAY ONLY FAITH
its sucha beautiful song man !!
i'll put up the lyrics here when i find em heehee

and so much laughing abt lame jokes and crap in church today man.. hahah u ppl are so lame!!! hahahaha!! (x
but i still love yall hehe (:

2006-07-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

i was jus playin the piano one night, using the WILDS song book.
i found so many beautiful songs inside.
its really very comforting
that our God makes NO mistakes
and theres a cause in every change, a good cause bcus everything works for the good of the Lord.
AMEN!

oh yar. my composer brother has completed his FIRST SONG - [NIGHTFALL]
and seems like he sent it to some professionals who has had an album released de. and he said that for tim's first attempt, its very good and he has a future in it!! WOOOOW hahah. (x i cant appreciate it though hahah since i dunno new age music lols. guess i shud feel proud of him?? heeehee (x
so stupid. my bros and sis all so musically inclined and i feel so laggy lahhh grrr. i wanna play like DANIEL GAN ZHENG QIANG!! stupid boy. lols.

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Take this quiz n find out how girly you r.
(GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true.

Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always
painted
[ ] during the summer pretty much the only shoes
i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite color is pink or purple
[] i did Gymnastics
[x] i love skirts
[] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate
[x] i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 4

[] my hair is straightened
[x] i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ] i usually go shopping once a week
[x] i like to hang out at the mall with friends
[x] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[] i've gone to a tanning salon
[] ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[] i change my icon weekly
[] i wear a shower cap
TOTAL: 3

[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of
me
[] i wear mascara everyday
[x] i've been or am on a diet
[] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and
a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[ ]i have gotten my nails done
[] i own over 10 purses
[] MTV is my one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: 1

[] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] i love to have (other) girls do my hair
[ ] i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[ ] carnivals are so fun!!
[]summer is THE best season
[] myswimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[x]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and
im all yours
TOTAL: 4

[x]i am self-conscious.
[x] i cry often
[] my car smells like vanilla
[x] my dishes get washed more then once a week
[x] i dont do sports
[x] i HATE to run
[x]i squeal when i am surprised or angry
[x] i eat dried fruit as a snack
[x]i love romance novels
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 8

[] i dance a lot.
[x] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to
leave my house
[] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] i love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] i talk on the phone at least once a day to a few
of my friends
[] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[] clothes..it doesn't matter how expensive!
[] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
[] i wish i were a model
TOTAL: 3

[] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton
[] i have been something that was semi slutty on
halloween
[] i own Uggs
[] hip-hop is the best music
[]i pop my collar
[] i like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[x] i'd rather not pay attention in school
[]cats are adorable
TOTAL: 3

[] i write my own music
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[x] valentines day is soo cute!
[x] white is better then black
[] i wouln't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[] i love to read gossip magazines
TOTAL: 5

[x] i love to gossip only true good kind
[]I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[] i love Celine dion
[] My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[] my wedding only needs a groom because it's
already planned
[x] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly
only hang out with each other
[] i like children
[x]diet drinks are ok
[] i'm all about being vegetarian
[]i refuse to eat at McDonalds
TOTAL: 3

[x] i check my friendster everyday.
[] i have a lot of jewlery!
[] claires has cheap jewellry
[] my screen names have x's in the
[] either one of my friendster names has/had <3/'s
in them
[x] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] it's not what he/said, it's the way he/she said
it
[x] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
Total: 4

RESULT: 38% girly.. thats not too bad hahah . at least im not a bimbo HOHOH(x

2006-07-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

my heart is so warm todayyy..
i feel so blessed
and ive been blessed by the ppl around me
and i really wanna thank and praise the Lord Almighty!! really!!

first, today in school.
i went YF during 1st recess with minhui leepeng yongsheng benedict.
ok i din have any plans to go cus yupp i dun kinda agree with their type of worship.. but this was jus a short sharing session lahh.
and u know.. in the midst of school, to find time out to come and remember and reflect on God's Words and His promises and be constantly reminded of His great love for us.. its so great a feeling and sucha comfort to one's heart really.
i wanna thank benedict for his sharing and thank xiuxia jie for prayin for us hahah.
(:
oh yah also right..
in school, minhui was like tryin to memorise the books of the new testament hahah.
thank God for working in her heart that she wants to be a light for God !

secondly.. came home and surfed church forum
and i saw something so comforting and so sweet !! (:
by 2 guys.
im really so thankful to God.
He really works in ways we dunno
and its so great as He slowly reveals His plans.
i really wanna pray to the Lord, that He'll let our youth ministry prosper. that through Him, we will get more and more ppl like them.. really.
i feel so happy!! hahah (:
and i thank the Lord for working in their hearts!! (: YAY!
AMEN! (:

2006-07-04T03:05:00.000-07:00

3 YEARS AGO:

How old were you?:
-12

What grade year were you in?:
- primary six (((:

Where did you go to school?:
- red swastika school (:

Where did you work?:
-nowhere.

Where did you live?:
- bedok reservoir

How was your hair style?:
- oh it was terrible.. helmet lah

Did you have braces?:
-nopes

Did you wear glasses?:
-yep

Who was your best friend?:
- faith, guanyang, cheryllynn

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend:
- none

Who was your celebrity crush?:
- ok fine.. this is embarrassing but it was 5566.. grr

How many tattoos did you have?:
-none.

How many piercings did you have?
-none too.

What car did you drive?:
- daytona.. lols

What was your favorite band/group?:
- 5566.. gahh i must find a hole and hide myself..

What was your worst fear?
- gettin caught by discipline master

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:
- NO im not STUPID

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?:
- none..

Had you driven yet?
- yupp.. daytona at arcade hahah

Had you been to a real party yet?:
- nahhh

Had your heart broken?
- nooo im so innocent lah can hahaha (x

**NOW.....

How old are you?:
-15

Where do you go to school?:
- anglican high

Where do you live?:
-same..

Where do you hang out?:
- at home hahah.. if not at tamp arcade lols

How is your hair style?:
- long hair, side parting with fringe

Do you have braces?:
-not yet

Do you wear glasses?:
-contacts now...

Who is your best friend?:
- my heavenly Father (:

Still talk to any of your old friends?:
- umm yeah but not as often.. sad.. they were totally the best !! (:

Who is your celebrity crush?:
- no one.. oh wait! maybe RAIN hahah

Who is your regular-person crush?:
- huh?? hmmm.. hahah

How many piercings do you have?:
-none still.. after os bah

How many tattoos?:
-none

What kind of car do you drive?:
-same. daytona

What is your favorite singer/group?:
- THE WILDS!! (((x

have you smoked a cigarette?
- nvr ever ever never ever ever

Have you gotten drunk or high?:
- got high?? YUP!! hahah (x drunk NO!! so dangerous

Have you been to a real party?
- nahhh.. im a homebody hahah (x

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aiyah.. i totally blew my O lvl chinese oral today lah
dunwan comment on it
but we very suay siah
wait like almost 2hrs for our turn
wanna sleep le man.. waste time!! lols

2006-07-02T23:31:00.000-07:00

ok ive settled my moods thanks to a few ppl who made me smile!! ((: i love you guys hahah
thank you mr [R] for sayin you love me jus to cheer me up HAHAH (x
and mr [K] for acty comforting me !! lOL i thot i had to do that job instead hahah.
and mr [C] for being sucha easy person to talk to so i could let u know things which i dunwanna tell anyone else hahah.

ok im gonna blog bout sunday church thingy muaha..
after service was communion thn had pizza for break!! LOL. after eating pizza, we had choir prac for anniversary.. GODS REFINING FIRE! (:
so after singing it repeatedly for alot of times, finally finished lahh hahah.
and we had YOUTH BIBLE QUIZ WOOT!! (((:
hahah so interesting!!

funny thing was like, everyone was kinda expecting that daniel's group would win for obvious reasons.. SOMEMORE, CLIFFTON & DANIEL are in the same group lah what! hahaha.
ok my group rocks lah. my group was the 3rd group containing me elaine timothy kevin and valerie joy.
and im very impressed by kevin ok. hmm, dong xing also lah..
for the memory verse quiz right, kevin did our group proud!! (: yay kev rocks hahah. i mean, he's jus a new convert lahh, and he memorised God's word already.. and so he and dongxing totally impressed all of us.. WAY TO GO!! hahaha. kevin very funny lah he.
and anw, in the end OUR GROUP acty WON OK!! HAHAHAH!! (((: we rock man. i had SO MUCH fun and laughter once again.
i love my youth group!! (((: you all are SO FUNNY!! hahaha
yay
and kevin was so FUNNNNNY!! he kept wanting shells for his turtles- his bdae present. kept talking abt his turtles and wanting to get the shells for them and he was sayin one day maybe his turtles will change their shells to the seashells he's gonna bring baq for them HAHAH! whatever! lols.

ok so today church was very long.. until 3+ man hahah. so many activities.. but i din mind cus anw the next day is youth day holiday mahh.. YAY! hahah.
so after church, we still went to subway for fellowship hahah..
talk more, eat more, and laugh a lot a lot more hahah.
playing guessing games AGAIN lols.
thn we went arcadeS thn go home at 6? hahah

so me and pris are kinda like grounded today lahh cus my parents not happy that we've been going out for the pas 2 days and so late thn come baq hahah. but i totally enjoyed this 2 days lahhh WOOO!!

thank you pris, elaine,jason, tyron, theron, shaun, joey, kevin, cliffton, daniel!! wahahs. <333
yupp, dun u realise we're in a serious need of more girls?? hahaha.
oh and ive uploaded the neos on friendster. man i love them so much !! sad theron and shaun not in them lah but nvm lah.. nxt time?? hahah

2006-07-02T04:11:00.000-07:00

i really want to thank God.
i really thank HIm for giving me sucha great 2 days. for all the fun and laughter and for being able to enjoy the company of friends in Christ.
it's jus so different you know.. going out with believers in Christ. hahah but anws God encourages the fellowship between believers mah so of cus its a good thing to be with each other!!
ok lemme recap on wad happened yesterday first..

early in the morning pris' hp alarm went off and i got frustrated with it so i offed it. and apparently, she din even hear it ring lah!! grr.. @.@ she thot we were meeting them at 10 but apparently it was 11. wadda waste of my sleepin time..

ok they were unable to book a court for badminton bcus they super las min lah. so in the end cant play badm so they decided to play bball, AGAIN!! sian. hahah.
ok anws, so we arrived at tamp mrt and pris thought she saw them but it was not them. thn u know there's this board which shows which train goes where thingy right in the middle of the station. ya. i saw underneath how come go like 4 legs and a basketball.. so i was wondering if it cud be them standing behind the board thingy on the other side so we went over and really was them!! HAHAH! ok very surprised to see theron there also cus thot he cudn make it or smth hahaha. anws.. but one person wasn here yet.. SHAUN!! we were waiting at tamp mrt, he was still at home eating his breakfast and he stays at yishun issit?? LOL. so wad to do? we din wanna go to the bball court first cus later when he comes thn someone has to walk all the way back jus to bring him to meet us mah. so we decided to go play arcade while waitin for him.
so yep we proceeded to tm arcade lol. hmm so we played the usual games hahah. tyron and theron went to play car racing game first. so the rest of us played air hockey!! hahah the usual game which we nvr get bored of heee. it was me and jason versus pris and joey. ok there was this freaky guy there lah. he was like standing and watchin us play, thn when someone scored, he would like clap?? lols. so after the game, he approached joey and pris .. challenge them siah. so they agreed lor.. anythin hahah. and he very crazy wan lor!! he play like his mad liddat!! hahaha i wish i could imitate how he did it but he really swings his arms until very hiong lah, i stood there watchin and laughing away man. lols. ok in the end the score was 10-3, yar he pro lah wadeva haha. thn someone went to play lost world. and i went to play house of the dead with tyron. oh well i died very fast fine.. lols.. thn after i died he died also HAHA! =PP
ok funny thing in the arcade. there;s this game machine beside the lost world machine. and this machine apparently no one plays it bcus its so ex for a stupid game lah. lols. its this steering wheel and u must like push it forward to knock the other player;s cars off something liddat. lols. and then tyron go and push the steering wheel back n forth so hard!! LOLs. it was like the machine was gonna spoil hahah!! but sucha dumb game lols.
but very funny siah. and we din know we spent like 1 and a half hrs in the arcade jus bcus we were waiting for shaun lors.
thn the da pai finally arrived so we finally got to go to the bball court lols.

well yeah, i din play lah.. so i jus sat there and watch, jus like las week. yaa kinda boring to watch but this time i had theron sitting down watchin with me hahah!! he says basketball isn his thing, soccer is though hahah. ok so sitting a while, feeling abit sian.. so he asked them if they could play captains ball instead so that me and him could join in the game also hahah. but nahh, they din. so the both of us ended up stoning there. and i detest the wind man, its super strong and it blow blow blows until ur head feels super sian. so they got play like 40mins++ thn me and pris had to go cus we had church youth mtg at err 230.. but we were super late lah!! hahah. so very sad had to leave them so soon after making 4 of them come all the way from very far to tampines jus to play bball and meet up with us heehee. what gentlemens!! (((:
yup so me and pris faster made our way to church bla blah.
so we had a sharing session on how we got to know Christ and got saved. thn we celebrated kevin's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!! (((: now ure as old as me hahaha

and guess wad. i thn received an sms from both joey and tyron sayin that a bird had released its faeces on shaun HAHAH!! where got not suay! lOLS. SO FUNNY LAH! and anw, yay after church youth, we went baq to tamp to meet them for dinner hahah. i cant believe they so nice man! they acty waited like 3hrs+ for us lor!! hAHAH yay!! but oni tyron and joey lah. shaun had smth else on and theron apparently disappeared. found out later from him that it was bcus joey and tyron were walking in front, theron and shaun were walkin behind and somehow they lost contact with each other and theron's phone no batt plus he doesn know the way ard tamp so he decided to go home.. aww.. so sad.. hahaha.

dinner totally rocked!! it was one of the funniest parts lah!! so sad theron din join us hahah.
ok me pris elaine and jason took taxi from church baq to tamp lah. and so funny. tyron and joey were standin at the dunno-how-to-say-where place go stand there and wave at us hahaha!! (x
ok on the way here i msged tyron abt something which i told him i would slap and kick him when i see him later. and he very funny. i was being nice, pretending i forgot that i was plannin to slap him and he go remind me and even put his cheek out for me to slap lor. so obviously i slapped him right ?? HAHAH. thn he ran, and i chased hahah.
ok thn later finally decided to eat at AHH I FORGOT THE NAME OF THE PLACE!! u know outside the cinema, thn its logo is this jap girl holding a bowl and winking?? yar. hahaha.
we were totally making sucha din there lah. tok so loud and laugh VERY LOUD until ppl really turn and look at us lor!! LOLS .
wah but i really enjoyed suanning and di-siaoing tyron siah. very fun to bully him. we ate and talked and laughed and asked them to guess those lame lame stuffs. eg. john johnny johnny johnny woosh johnny johnny johnny john. + bang bang bang who died+ black magic + how many meh meh jumped over the wall etc. hahaha. so funny lah. we stayed at the johnny question for the longest cus they cudn get it. and tyron smart lah , first one to get it and he was SUPER ACT man!! he tried giving them a super obvious clue by standing up and down 3 times consecutively!! HAHAH and thn din get it man!! i videoded it down haha. mayb put on youtube or something hahaha. thn he tried imitating pris by combing her hair to the back of her ears and he kept complaining he din have enough hair to do that hahaha!! =PP
thn for the how many meh meh jumped over the wall right. elaine kept askin them so many times until like oni joey i think still din get it. and very funny lor he!! pris said " LISTEN CAREFULLY!!" and he acty replied her very dramaly " LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN!!" and very focused on her siah. hahaha.
he very naive lah lols.
ok i cant elaborate too much on the details lah. too much hahah.
anw we spent a LOOOONG time at the there and finally bcus of me rushing them, we left. if not i think they wanted to stay longer to talk lah hahaha. and there was sucha long queue outside siah heh =PP
so we conveniently walked to the arcade AGAIN YES! hahaha. played another round of air hockey. and wad can i say. joey& tyron jus keep losing to us, GIRLS, in air hockey haha. EVEYR ROUND LOR! so funny!! (x lalala~!~
so after spending another quite some time in arcade, we left to take neorprint!! YAY so exciting right!! hahaha
ok i had this very bad plan of siamming from the cam later so that it oni takes tyron and pris but right, we all very not united lor, some siamed some din.. grr.. and she wasn even standing beside him. hahah okok anws shudn encourage this lah but i was jus playin for fun cus she can delete the pic anws.. so.. ya. haha.
ok so after we took at the tm neoprint shop, they acty wanted to take another one lor!! but the shop we were at was closing le.. so we had to proceed to the one at cs hahah. so go there take again. hahaha. yay rocks man. i shall upload it asap in friendster bah.. heeh(x

ahhh i really enjoy the company of them lahh. i really had SOOOO much laughter. too much to blog abt here!! ARHH i really love being with those guys ok. we're jus so funny hahah. ahhh i love slapping, di-siaoing, teasing and kicking and suanning tyron man. super fun!! (((x heehee. im really very very thankful for them lahh. hahah. wish we can go out again soon and this time MUST GO BADMINTON!! haiish, but ya, bcus of some thigns which i shan blog abt here.. its kinda impossible to be able to go out soon with them again lahh.. NOooooooooooooooooooooooo so sad lah. but we will find a way to!! (:

AHHH i was seriously very happy today and yesterday!!!! i miss everyone so much now. argh. anw i will blog abt today later on in the night lahh..
heee

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ok im very not in the mood now to blog abt happy things so i'll probably blog abt it tmr or another day when i feel happy again..

we're in a crisis now. i dun wish to elaborate much nor bring it up.
i think we're all very discouraged by it now, even myself.
but i guess its something we jus have to face it as it comes. and since the Lord has allowed it to happen, He must have His reasons so we should just trust in Him and His will for us. though we may not know or understand now why all this is happening but we should trust His guide anws.
i really hate myself for being so weak. tears are strolling down my face as i type this now. i hate myself for being sucha crybaby. for being so useless, for not being able to do anything.
i dun see my bros or sis or anyone else behaving like me.. but this must happen .. haiish..
im like sitting in between pris and dan now. both facing not me thankfully so i can blog and cry without them knowing.. i really dun wish for them or anyone to find out or see me cry..
pls dun expose me if u do see my nose and eyes turning red.. or i'l start crying very badly..
oh man, i really need a good cry now.. got to get off this thing and hide in my room..

2006-06-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

sports day.. BORING!! sheesh.
wadda waste of time.. i rather have lessons seriously HAHAH!! cant believe im sayin this right.. lols.. i cant either HOHO

i wonder who was that smart person who suggested wearing voyage of songs shirt. WL EH! BLACK LEH! its like UBER HOT when the stupid morning sun shines and we're directly staring into it you mei you!! my goodness.
ok the oni complain i have was that lah. but i shud really use this opportunities to practice giving extra grace
and so funny man! we were saved by liujun's fan HAHA! (:
y'know slowly as the races are carried out, u find that the choir ppl seats in front get lesser and lesser. and i found out everyone ran to the back cus they cudn stand the heat of the sun lols. wadda smart move. so sad i din think of that earlier siah. hahah.

ok thn after that..
i went to marina sq witha my sissy!! (: yays.
like finally we go shoppinn. hahah two noobs with shopping walking around marina sq.. and do u know how big marina sq is?? its SOOOOO BIG!! hahah walk until feet pain man. and we din buy much. grrr. why now everything nice is all sleeveless de.. grr.. yuck
ok so after walking for like eons, we decided to leave cus we walked the whole 2nd floor and 3rd floor alr and theres nth much left there. hahah and theres this shop there called bearyhip which i told pris that nxt time must hint to my future bf that i like the stuffs there HAHAH! ;)
so huggable lah
ok so we were in the mrt and the nxt stop was bugis. so i was like " eh wanna continue?? hahaha" cus apparently i din manage to find stuff which i was lookin for.. so ok lah, since we were out le so jus go give it a try lah. HAHAH and the 2 noobs of a shopping us got lost yet again!! i dunno where we were and we cudn get out of that place to get to bugis junction hahaha!! and pris made me walk rounds ard the same place with her. smartypants. hahah. its so tiring walking with her man HAHAH.
ok thn we finally got out thn go walk walk and walk. somehow bugis like lesser nice things than las time le lor.. dunno.. and so horrible lah, we walked ard the mall and the edge and cudn find ANYTHING AT ALL ! so fruitless siah lols. and our feet were aching, we gave up, go home sleep le lahh hahah.
ok so we were at the mrt station, jus missed a train. so we walked all the way to end and sat down cus of our aching feet. hahah. and thn this guy in uniform came and he kept lookin at his reflection lah!! i dunno why but it was so funny. cant stand zilian guys hahah. it jus tickled me so much though i dunno why i find it funny hahah. and there was another guy who kept walking to and fro in front of us tokin on the phone. and he was tokin abt piano stuffs. lols.

YAY tmr!! finally here!!
yays we're gonna go play badminton thn go for youth activity!! HOO HA!! (:
will blog abt it tmr hee

2006-06-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

sometimes things happen and i may not understand why.
in fact, most of the time i jus dun understand and dunno why things must be liddat and not something else.
but i guess that everything happens for a purpose and i shud jus trust in the Lord and believe that He will guide me through everything.
that every trial is a test will ultimately be for my good and its to mold me into a better person.

2006-06-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

haaiiii.. suddenly have so much i wanna say to you.
i really hope to see you sign into msn
alas, you really did siah! hahaha.
BUT .. everytime i dun get to tok to you, there'll flow in my mind many many things i wanna thrash out with you. but once i get a chance, i dunno why its jus so hard to jus let you know what i really feel. and in the end, the conv ends without me telling you wad i wanna say. its sucha wanna wrench something feeling u know.. like URRGH!
i thot that you were what i thought you to be, but, ure not, and i cant lie to myself abt that nor can you..
but i think the prob is not that much of lack of communication, its more of, we dun understand each other. ok FINE!! yes thats a result of lack of communication.
ok enough of that!

another random topic.
dun u feel that communication is very impt? no matter for wad relationship? in fact all? its jus like, if you dun pray and talk to God, your relationship with Him wun be close. likewise , with friends and family, if u dun spend time with them to understand and communicate with each other, wud ur relationship be close? it wun. you may say u "love" your parents. but if u dun take time out to jus spend time with them, that type of "love" isn that deep u know.. its jus.. aiyah how to say. grr.

anw ok walkathon today..
i was like zi highing lahh. and where was anngi !! why ur class so lag behind de grrr!! we all anyhow jaywalk and stuffs de lol.
thn we talked, laughed, played wu liao games while we walked. and ate LP's yanyan hahaha. so sian lah walkin under hot sun.. sweat like siao. and the shirt sucks. hahah 25 bucks ok!! for some china made dry fit and give us ugly colour some more..
and wwx is the best lah, she acty told us that we got the nicest colour!! WL not suan siah.. lols

2006-06-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

ok these quizes things are jus so fun to do!! hahahah (x

1) who was the last person u were on da
phone with?
- ehhh the conference call: me, pris, joey, jason, tyron lols. hilarious crappings.

2) who was the last person u receive sms
from?
-joey

3) what brand of hp are u using?
-nokia

4) what telephone line do u use?
- singtel i tink. so lousy lols.

5) what is the colour of your
handphone?
- white/ silver

6) who are your best friends this year?
- ehhh..

7) who is your favourite character in desperate housewives?
- the apples in the advertisement HOHO! (x no lah, i dun watch it, dumb show

8) name 5 new frens u made this year?
- esther, joey, benji, yixuan, danny - all from church camp wee!! (x

9) do u use a flat screen computer?
- yeah i think so hahaha

10) who is on your mind right now?
- who.. the conference ppl.. hahah

11) what's the funniest thing about today?
- ehhh nothing funny happened lah.. im feeling so sian lah, sch is jus like super near i have the super sian feeling in me liao.. wahhh talking abt it makes me even more sian sia.. grrr.. boo @.@

12) what is your favourite ice cream flavour?
- vani

13) what do people need to know about u?
- ehhh, that im not the icy princess i seem to be OK! Lols. and err, dun spout vulgarities and those oh my --- in front of me. oh and smokers are nono

14) would u die with your true love?
- ehhh i dun think im mature for love yet so i really dunno abt that hahahah.

15) with whom is your longest relationship?
- no one lols.

16) would u prefer all day on the beach or all day in the hotel room?
- that depends on who my company is. hahah i wun mind both

17) where is da question ?
- huh?? o.O

18) do u still hang out with your ex(s)?
- no exs..

19) describe ur bed.
- hahaha the bestest ever you can find! c'mon man, my mattress is like super nice to sleep on cus ive been crushing it for dunno how many yrs liao hahah. and my bolster is so huggable lah. and i have 3 pillows for u to choose from. one for ur head, one to hug, and one for ur legs to hug!! hahah brilliant right!! (: plus!! u get to sleep with all my pooh stuff toys HAHAH!! (x see, its obviously the best choice lahhh hahah

20) wat channel do u love?
- ehhh dun love. jus prefer chn 55 cus it has nicER shows that other boring channels HAH!

21) do u hate any teachers?
- dun hate. jus dislike em HAHAH (x

22) do u hate any guys in your school?
- dun hate anyone. jus bu shuang them maybe? hoho =X

23) do u hate any girls in your school?
- ehhh same answer as Q22 (:

24) miss any of your frens?
- OF CUS!! i miss my pri school buddies, las time we were so close lahh. and i miss church camp ppL!! o.O

25) what movie do u hate the most?
- horror movies!! gory gory stuffs are so evil lah.. corrupt and scare urself.. dots lols.

26) malay or chinese?
- erm as in im malay or chinese or do i like malay or chinese?? lols. chinese laahh hahahahahah. so racist siah

27) what would u do if u've been rejected?
- oh that wud be terrible!! hmm, i'll come baq to this after ive experienced it ok. hahah

28) have u ever rejected people?
- ehhh think so.. hahaha

29) what are you supposed to be doing now?
- doing my hmwk?? lols. whatever..

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went down to marina sq with my dad jus now.
go creative shop buy you-know-what lah. hahahaha
THANKS DADDIEE!! (x heehee
what can i say?
i jus have the best dad lah hahahah.

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wah and last night where got not suay siah.
my first time conferencing with them. and thn kena caught liao. ok its not like its some crime or anything wud. its jus young ppl chatting/ crappin in the early morning hahahah cus they dun wanna sleep?? lols.

ok starting of the conv was like super funny lah!! i was like listening and laughing so loud that my mom got disturbed by me and she asked me to put down the phone le hahaha. but c'mon man, jason and joey were jus on some funny topics lols.

ok cus of my mom, i changed phone and went upstairs to my bed.
thn pris finished her studying and came to join me so i made loudspeaker lah.
ok loudspeaker right, thn they cudn hear us as loud and clear. so pris was like talking so loudly into the phone thn my mom suddenly came into the room siah.
and she was like "what are u all doing??"
wahh.. caught lor.. i faster put down the phone budden the jason go and call me back!! arrghh gave the game aaway.. lols.
so mom confiscated me and pris' phones lols.
thn we go sleep lor hahahah. oh wells. so sian.

2006-06-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

ok something to blog abt finally..
the whole week has been like.. super dull , jus passed it by staying at home stoning and reading the hobbit.

ok so today me and pris were supposed to meet jason, joey&shaun at tampines control station at 130pm. apparently, she din tell me that it was 130 when we're suposed to be meeting them and i thot it was 1.45 or 2 liddat.
so yupp, we were late. 1.25 thn rushed out of our hse hahah! not my fault heehee(x

so we called jason and told him to bring the 2 guys to he-should-know-where place and we'll meet them there.

ok so from our hse we took 22 and alighted wherever thn we jus kept walking forward and walking walking thn i called jason, he din answer. so i called joey and joey passed the phone to jason and thn i was like " eh where are u all?? we reached the bus stop liao. EH EH! is there someone wearing a green shirt amongst yall?? "
" oh erm shaun is wearing a green shirt."
" oh okok i see you all ler!!"
LOL.
yay my eyes were so sharp. saw 3 ppl ina distance and i guessed it was them muahaha (x

ok so what? erm.. we were unsure of where the bball court was so we jus kept walking and walking for like 5 mins? hahah. thn we finally got to the place lols. and sadly , there were ppl. i din think there wud be anyone playing bball at 2pm leh. unfortunately this court was a sheltered court. lols.
ok so since there were ppl playing there alr, the oni way was to play with them lols.
so joey shaun pris and jason played against 3 other guys and they were like SOOOOOO tall !!! hahah kanna pwned like siao man hahaha.
for once , im like thinking " where is tyron when u need him??" HAHAH
so funny. but those are pros wad. we are jus play play ppl. and i totally din play cus hello!! ive nvr touched a basketball before!! i dunno how in the world to play hahah and i dun think i can shoot since ive nvr touched a ball before hahah.
ok so a while later, jason din wanna play since he wasn doing anything acty hahah. he was jus standing in the middle doing nothing.
so he joined me sitting down there and he started crapping !!! hahahah!!
saying what playin basketball would damaged his fingers by eroding his skin and reducing the sensitivity of his piano playing fingers and thn he wun be able to play chopin songs cus chopin songs requires his fingers to be sensitive de. LOL! all the crap abt his piano playing fingers and stuff lah lols.
thn this guy in bb uniform walked past and jason was making fun of him. so mean hahah.
pris too short. cant block the other guys and they snatch her ball so easily de hahah=PP

ok so time's up. got to go meet the others at sakae sushi.
so we left the place and went there.
sunny aileen jason elaine and daniel sat one table.
thn me pris joey shaun and timothy sat at another table.
lols and these ppl take like super long to decide whether or not to eat the buffet or eat alacarte thn the waitress stand there and GUESS WHAT MAN! shaun joey pris they all were having their own conversation, ignoring the waitress standing there waitin for their order LOLS! i can tell she was kinda pissed at us hahaha.
thn we still deciding decidin then the other table they all already took dunno how many plates and were all eating already lah! LOLS!
ok thn we started playing cards since we weren eating yet so our table has space hahah.
thn played 2 rounds oni thn the woman come and tell us cannot play cards here.. grr..

ok the table joke.
joey's mom called him on the phone. thn timothy, sitting beside him, started gaying and he was acting his voice as a girl hahah!! to get joey into trouble of cus but i guess his mom din hear it .. aww.. hahah but it was so hilarious lah.
ok so after eating a while, joey go and tok to timothy, dunno abt wad. thn timothy was like " eee! ur sushi breath!! ""LOLOLOLOLOLS!!!!!!!
oh yar thn later timothy ate his fill and he wanted to leave but joey din wanna let him go and so he timo and shaun had a leg fight thingy. dunno wad they were doing underneath to stop timo from leaving. thn afew times a waitress walked pass us thn she stared at their legs lols!! so funny lah they all.

so a while later we also decided to leave, go arcade and play. and daniel, my bro, so po4 fei4 siah! he acty treated joey and shaun to the sushi lah!! wl. too much money siah lols. thn they kept saying " wah ur bro so nice sia, i din know he so nice, gentlemen, kind, and all the good words to describe him lah. thn ur other bro arh, rush off man!! " LOLS!!

ok so went over to tm arcade cus down there thn have the air hockey which i wanted ta play. heehee..
we played 4 rounds i think.
and one round i paired with shaun thn my finger hit his hit-puck-thingy away to the other side. wah SUPER PAIN siah.
thn we played daytona also. i played against shaun. ah yar lah he won lah.
but i think my machine something wrong siah. he was going at 300+ speed but i was oni 200+ lah! and i was holding the accelerator down dunno why the speed jus wun go up. its totally the machine got prob lah not i loousy hahahah (x
rematch nxt time!!! (x

ahh had fun today. lotsa laughter. joey's laughs at like anything and everything. so funny. and pris laughs at his laughter lols.. (x
eh nxt time play badminton luh! dun play bball liao!! heehee
yay hope to see ya all soon ! takecare-! (:

2006-06-22T02:57:00.000-07:00

1) Grab a book nearest to you. Turn to page 18 and find line 4:
He charged the ranks of the goblins of Mount Gram in the Battle of the Green Fields, and knocked their king Golfimbul's head clean off with a wooden club.

from the book THE HOBBIT lols(x

2)Stretch your left hand out as far as you can..
my hand wud be blocking my dad from reading his letter lols.

3)What was the last thing you watched on tv?
Innocent steps dvd. great dancing. very nice hahah

4) Without looking, guess what time it is now?
5.50pm

5)Now look at the clock. What's the actual time?
5.58pm

6) Without the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my dad asking timo to get off the comp already!! lols (x

7)When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
erm today morning at 11am. go see doctor to get mc from choir HAHAH (x

8) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my WILDs music book/score. was playing the piano heehee

9) What are you wearing?
a black Samuel and kevin's shirt and some lousy old pants i wear at home oni heh

10) Did you dream last night?
yeahh but i forgot what i dreamt of already so there..

11) When did you last laugh?
ehh before lunch jus now when i was making gay faces with timo while pris took pictures of us using her phone lols.

12) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a clock, and 2 large photos thingy. one depicts a river with a bridge and the other has 4 horses in it with the words MA DAO GONG CHENG lols

13) Seen anything weird lately?
words on a book! i cant believe im reading!! aww i jus cant sit down and read a book! its pain and torture!! and its weird to be reading a book lols

14) What do you think of this quiz?
hahaha i think its weird! this is like the first quiz which asks this questions siah hahah

15) Last film you watched?
i dunno.. i watched parts here and there..
well las night i watched white chicks on HBO since i had nothing better to do.. ehh wun exactly recommend that show. not good for ur brain yupp though a bit funny lah.
and today watch INNOCENT STEPS again.. lols

16) If you become a multi millionaire overnight, what wud you buy?
like i said in the previous quiz, what for make ur brain tick for something which ain gonna come true?? lols

17) Tell me something about you that i don't know.
hmm.. do i even know you?? i bet u dunno my name!! HIII my name is deborah!! nice to meet you!! =DD

18) If you could change one thing abt the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?
i'd make everyone a nice person with a kind-loving heart (:

19) Do you like to dance?
ehhh no, dun dance. lols. jump around yupp hahaha

20) George W. Bush:
yo! sup?

21) Imagine if your first child was a girl, what would you name her?
ehhhhhhhhh no idea..

22) Now imagine if your first child was a boy, what would you name him?
reuben

23) Have you ever considered living abroad?
not exactly.. im a person who cant stand changes and a person who totally dislikes the idea of a change

24) What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
" Well done , my child " (:

ok got this off my dear cous val's blog heh. yay more time taken up!
im so dead lah. im oni like 1/3 through the english book! arrrghhhhh. this is SOOOO HARD! i cant read for crying out loud!
i'd take studying anytime thn doing hmwk siah!! grrrrr.. :(

2006-06-21T03:19:00.000-07:00

DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE.

1. WILL YOU TELL THE TRUTH, THE WHOLE
TRUTH, AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH SO
HELP YOU GOD?
-uh whatever lets jus get on with this lols.

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- v-neck DANO white shirt with 2 cute angels on it heeXD

3. HAVE YOU KISSED ANYONE ON YOUR
FRIENDSTER LIST?
- uhhh NO

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON
YOUR TOP 8?
- what top 8? ain got no thing fer nobody going on lols

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDSTER
LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
- all duh. i dun add strangers. its dumb duncha think

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
- ehhh i'll leave that to God hee

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP
WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
- yuppp. we're a healthy family heh.

8. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR?
- lol i dun even make one buck a yr... boo

9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE
BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
- nvr thot of it

12. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
- ehh, whole family went to eat at tony ramos/romas/whatever place for lunch, thn went to church for youth activity where i had a cake there too, came home at night celebrated with another cake (:

13. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
- i dun use ringtones. silent mode all the time heh

14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
-11am !! hahaha!! im sucha pig!! [ ok maybe for some of you 11 is still early but for us, its like LATE LATE LATE! ] and my mom was angry to see me coming down the stairs at 11+ hahaha!!

15. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT
TWO NIGHTS AGO?
- i decided to spend my last sunday night stayin up to watch some korean repeat show. watched it before ler and it had sucha stupid ending ok!!

16. HOW MANY OF YOUR EX'S ARE ON YOUR
FRIENDS LIST?
-dun have any exs

17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
- i dun think so

18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
- finish schooling !

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
- an hr ago

20. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLING(S)?
- uh huh.. ok laah hahah unless they start picking a fight or i pick a fight hahah!! if not all is calm (: told ya we're a peaceful family HAHAH!

21. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
- well lots and i ain gonna list um. " Lord, CHANGE ME!!"

22. IF YOU HAD $250,000 DOLLARS HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
- hehh, why make ur brain juice work for something which wun happen?

24. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
- no.............

25. DESCRIBE WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
- oh this is so dumb!! lol

26. LAST THING YOU ATE?
-old chang kee spring roll . guava

27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
- November. finished most of exams so wud be slacking and in front wud be a month+ of holidays which is JOY!! (:
ok that was jus a random one. i dun really favour any months lah lols.

28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
- ehhh dunno. october. end of yrs. lols. anyhow lah, dunno

29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
- a pink adidas cap from vanessa

30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
- some guy. dunno wad his prob is. ego too big or think himself too big ler.

31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
- ........

32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
- jason. abt how he crapped on our youth forum lols

33. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
- forgiven and forgotten

34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- i guess so hahah.

35. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
- ice lemon tee!!

36. FAVORITE FOOD?
- dun have fav food.. or at least cant think of anything now ha

37. FAVORITE DESSERT?
- ahhhh cant think cant think!!

38. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
- seriously, what countries are in europe? i guess furthest i went is america california, los angeles. i guess thats called US not europe right?? hahah ok so thats a no.

39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
- i'd rejoice if he/she was a Christian. but if he/she ain, hmm.. i guess i would feel really bad

2006-06-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

boredom keeps attacking..!!

ARE YOU
*sensitive = i guess so lols
*easily hurt = i dunno..
*calm = dun think so heh
*quiet = to unfamiliar ppl yupp.
*active = depends on my moood.. heh
*very shy = *shy* (:
*confident in yourself = ehhhh..
*brand-conscious = nahh, those branded stuff like billabong roxy etc is like so common. as long as i can find something nice, doesn matter whether is no brand or not. cheap and good is better hehe.
*a good listener = i hope so heh..
*easily bored = when im alone yupp. with company i like thn obviously wun right lols.
*outgoing = ehhh..
*open-minded = not exactly.
*an only child = hahah naaahhh
*happy at the moment= neutral mood
*tired = my eyes yup.. and my poor nose!! its tired from tryin to breathe from my blocked nose hahah
*playing any online games = nahhh.. being pestered by a little boy lols
*tempted by chocolates = OI! i having sore throat .. cant eat!! grrr..

D O Y O U ? ..
*believe love at first sight = nahh, thats a very naive, stupid, and dumb concept. kinda ridiculous too. it wun be love when u first see someone, it'd be superficial liking towards their outward appearance what. lols
*have someone you really care for present = someone? alot siah hahah
*believe in love = uh huh
*ever cheated on a test = oops.. heh =X
*play the guitar = ahhh.. not much now..
*play the piano = yes! im baq to the piano hahahah (x
*play the drums = nah, very rarely cus nvr go sheri's hse liao lols
*like your life = ehhh.. sometimes, but not when im in school lols
*like school = TOTALLY NOOOOO
*like dancing = erh, dun dance
*like sweets = uh huh
*like travelling = depends who my company is
*own an Xbox/ playstation = xbox. but we dun play it lols. wadda waste o money
*like Spongebob squarepants = lol i like his spastic laughter
*ride a bike = bicycle
*read Harry Potter = oni the 4th book. and its my fav bk siah!
*yell at your siblings = yell my bro to get off the comp so i can use =DD heehee
*argue with your parents = nah, we're pretty much a peaceful family. at least much much more peaceful than most friends' families i know of heh
*love McDonalds = if u dun eat it too often. or ill get sick of it
*play basketball = nvr tried it
*play badminton = YESH ! badm is my fav sport heee
*play tennis = nopee
*play bowling = oni tried it once. and im sucha noob at it lah lols. now i think i very paiseh to go play bowling le, after that incident.. lols
*swim = not much now, thats why my tan is gone!! lols
*skate = i have a very bad sense of balance
*watch Disney channel = certain shows.. but not much
*love movies = ehhh prefer serials
*like Oreo = maybe??
*like chips = junk food?? yeaaahhh but its like super unhealthy hahah
*do the housework = hahahah NO! ive a maid ard the hse heehee.
*love your friends alot = the ones im closer to DUHHHH

Will You?
*get more than 5 piercings = i ain gonna pain myself
*curse a friend = a fren?? for wad lols. nahhhh
*hug a stranger = errr.. no
*sneak out at night alone = why wud u wanna go out at night when ur bed is at home?? hahahah. anw my dad wun let me, and i doubt i wud.
*further your studies overseas = i dun think so. no money. and i dun like changes a lot. and why wud i wanna be all alone overseas for?? so foreign so lonely so expensive hahah.
*try summoning a ghost for fun = dun believe in ghosts,
*try alcohol = a sip before. its disgustingg
*love someone whole heart! = when i meet the right person !
*smoke = not in the big wide blue green world wud i ever try it. i ain dumb

Have You ever?
*hug someone = ehhh yuuupp
*look someone in the eye = yaaaaaaa . its called communication lols
*done stupid things that finally made u real
embarrased = uh huh
*said sorry to someone = yuppp
*thank someone = yesssh
*loved someone who hurts u badly = badly? has anyone hurt me badly before??

2006-06-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

ah the agony..
today in church..
daniel chose 2 songs i like!!
hearing pris' sop voice loudly singing beside me i also wanted to sing !!! ughhh.
its so.. angry lahh..
wanna sing out cant sing..
nice songs some more..
grrrr

2006-06-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

hahaha watchin the repeat telecast of Singapore Idol.
got one guy SUPER CUTEEEEEEE!!!! hahahah.
YES! its JOAKIM! hahahah SOOOOO CUTTTTTTEEEEEEEE
cant stand it hahaha (x its the innocent type of cute! ahhh XD heehee
and his dance moves also very cute! hahahah
really good entertainer!! esp his ending "fall" hahahah XD
nothing to say.. jus..
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUTEEEEEEEEE JOAKIM(x
oh and guess what. he ain malay, hes KOREAN!!
double cooolios!! (:

hahaha oh and YAY
HE"S IN !! lalala~~ ((((((((((((((((((((((((((x
how innocence makes one so cute lol

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okok, sentosa outing.
ppl see me, they see my face, they see my scar hahahah.
all ask me how come got the thing de.
but i seriously dunno hahah. dunno why i nvr ask the doc also hahaha.
i'll bring to show yall tmr heeheeXD
and i go ard showing ppl hahaha " so cool right, my scar..hahaha"
lols. thn dunno who was saying, my skin without the scar wud be flawless. WAHAHAH wadda compliment! i have my fair share of pimples larrrh hahahah. jus the small small ones heehee. XD

the 4D thing arh.. ok lah hahah. not bad.
but very not worth money.
its like u pay normal price 16 bucks for like 15 mins oni?!?!
jason was saying that altho we had 30% discount , still not worth it. shud make it 5 bucks thn can consider lols.

ok yada yada..
thn sandcastle game.
lols. tyron so funny.
he was shouting there " POUR POUR POUR!! NO. 1 IN SINGAPORE !! POUR POUR POUR!"
and so on lols..
and he likes sliding in the sand lols.
seriously cudn judge the differences lols.
not my fault. is SUNNY decide de wahahs

lol and sentosa so sian wan.
have to keep transferring bus.
thn today suay suay so many ppl. cus i think its holiday, weekend thn theres this family day crap there lols.
and disgusting lah.
at the beach in the waters got couples making out.. we're like ughhh..
jason was like " get a room lah!"
dun need to do this kind of things in public areas leh. show off arh. nothin to show some more hahah.
thn jason was like " they all so fat still dare to wear bikini !"
LOLs
anws..

bah, coughing the whole day.. very bad throat, luckily still able to talk siah.
now kanna blocked nose.. so horrible. dun think i can sleep tonight ler.. grrr..
i think i'll lose my voice by tmr .. nooooooooooooo

2006-06-15T00:56:00.000-07:00

nooooooooo.. ack, MY VOICE! ack, is this? my.. voice???
im down wiv like a super dry throat which got me waking up in the middle of the night cus it was SOOOO DRY!
time check: 12:40
lucky pris was still awake. dragged her down to the kitchen with me. u know how creepy the kitchen is at night with.. lizards! lols.
can hardly talk now grrr..
and worst still, i cant sing!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
its like, i was listenin to THE WILDS cd and i wanted to sing along, like i always so lol, well i tried but i jus cudn !! grrr. i simply abhor sore throats!! i wanna my voice baqqq!! lols

when boredom strikes..
A- AVAILABLE? no, im attached alr. LOLS. ask me!! (((:
B- BEST FRIENDS? God.
C- CELEBRITY CRUSH? nah, im over that. besides, ive learnt from camp that all these aren what i shud be pursuing, so yup, im giving them up to please my Father in heaven. at least, im tryin ok! (: heehee but nah, really no celebrity crush. behind all those good looks is jus a superficial personality.
D- DOGS NAME? dun have a dog. not in the future either lols. but if i ever do, its not gonna be browny, snowy, boy boy, girl girl, baby , honey or whatever boring stereotype names ppl give their dogs hahah!! (x
E- EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? my Father in heaven. On earth, wud be pris i guess. i mean, anyone else i try to talk abt serious matters dun take me seriously. like hello!! dun like ppl who are SOOOOO unserious lols.
F- FAVOURITE SINGER? hah! i know pris' ans wud be clay aiken lols. no fav singer for me again..
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? gummyy bears cuter duncha think?? hahah(x
H- HOMETOWN? the reservoirs of bedok in singapore. ( was the singapore part a duh??lols}
I- INSTRUMENT? piano. at one point of time i really wanted to learn guitar! but its HARD to pick up! ugh lols. dunno if i have the patience and time to master it properly lols.
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE? ehhh dun rmb nor count acty lols.
M- MILK FLAVOUR? i prefer the original one, soya bean, or if its DUTCH's milk i like the strawberry flavour heeheeXD
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 3 lalala. and maybe being the youngest ain that bad afterall. dunno. has pros and cons lalala..
O- ONE WISH? wishes dun come true right? so am i suppose to write something which ain comin true but i want? lols. anw im gonna wish for something which by God's grace will come true. i wish to be a light to the ppl ard me, that when they see my life, they will see God. i want to do what God wants me to do! (:
Q- FAVOURITE QUOTE? from joana: boys are like toilets. some are taken while the rest are full of faeces
S- SONGS YOU LAST HEARD? God's refining fire, A passion for Thee, When God is near, He must increase, i must decrease. ok this song is really nice!! we shud really sing it in church !!
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP? ehhh.. 10+ lols
U- UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME? im acty a 5th child? lols. i acty really like talking, but oni to ppl im confortable with. hahah ! im too quiet =PP
V- VEGETABLE YOU HATE? those leafy long greens. and mushrooms! is mushroom a type of veg? lols.
W- WORST HABIT(S)? proscrastinating. being not as friendly as i shud be. i jus cant help it. i cant approach ppl first, i need the other way round. and i'll oni talk if i know im accepted lols. "Lord, CHANGE ME!!! "
X- XRAYS YOUVE HAD? backbone, and for my lungs. had mild pneumonia. lols. i din know i had pneumonia, they jus told me there was water in my lungs hahaha.
Z- ZODIAC SIGN? horseyyy..

heehee got this quiz off my DEAR COUSIN's blog hahah.(x
ok, that helped to pass some time.. (:

2006-06-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

AHHH im SO thankful to my Lord.
what can i say.
theres really so many things i can think of to be grateful of.
big or small.
at this point of time, im reminded by what the preacher said to give thanks to God in all things, whether good or bad cus ultimately every trial and tribulation is for a good purpose! indeed, the Lord we serve is a GOOOD GOD! (((:

im so thankful to kahhui! for remembering me! ok i seriously din expect her to remember or anyone acty. some more i told her these a few wks ago and she really remembered still lah. so THANKYOU KAHHUI! i love you! hahaha (x

and thank you to yixuan. for scaring me las night.
hahah ok i was really scared las night i almost wanted to cry lah.
and anw thanks for comforting me hahah! (:

and thank you danny! hahah i dunno why im thanking you.
hmm thankin you for calling our home so many times a day for no particular reason?? lols. ok i know. thankyou for making me laugh every time i talk to you. dunno why ure so funny or why i keep haha-ing so dun ask me lah! lols. its good to laugh and smie ok! heehee XD aww, now ure on a china mission trip, no more danny calls for 11 days!! boooo lols. peace and quiet! hahahahahah
i bet he;s gonna kajiao jason when he comes baq lols.

and thank you esther!! hahah youre so sweet!! (((:
yay really hope to see you all soon and stuff. hope you can come on saturday and thanks for offering to lend me scores and being so sweet hahaha (((:

and thank you tyron, for caring so much abt my sis. hurrrr- lols

who else who else. THINK THINK!!

ahhh thank you my family! for being so supportive!!
my dad, mom and sis came with me today morning.
for my minor surgery on the face.
ok, i waited like half an hr before i cud go in.
i was really tryin to calm myself down. and while waiting, i listened to THE WILDS cd i brought and it really calmed me down.
esp the song MY GOD IS NEAR
indeed!! my God is so near! how can i fear!!
He goes with me and before me and i know He loves me so much He will protect me.
with His presence with me, what more shud i fear!! AMEN! lols
while lying on the surgery bed, i was not as tense and scared as the night before.
i kept thinkin of the song, going through my mind.
the surgeon thn came in, and poked a needle into my face, it was the anasthesia.
ok, that was the oni pain needle they poked into me!! i was clasping my hands so tightly.
thn they put this cloth over my head where it oni has a hole at the part where they're gonna cut.
so for the whole procedure, i cudn see the equipment nor do i know wad he was doin to my face.
and he was so silent lah the whole room!!
he din say like "ok, now im gonna blah blah blah into ur face"
NOTHING LEH!
thn dunno how he angle his hand, keep poking my left eye! so uncomfortable!
thn dunno wad he put onto my face, some metal thingy? dunno lah. cudn see nor feel lols.
and he was like squuezing my face lah, to squeeze the thingy out lols.
i felt like my face gonna bao liao lols.
thn after like 10 mins, it was finished.
i cud feel the pressure he applied on my face lessen , thn it sounded like he was unscrewing some needle or dunno wad thingy lah.
thn he told me " ah, its out already "
i was like PHEWWW YAY ITS OVER! my LOrd has seen me through it !! PRAISE THE LORD!
thn he took out everything on my face thn he asked me "wanna see what was inside your face??" lols.
it was disgusting!! hahaha. its like bigger than i expected and SOOOO HARD OK!
hahaha
i was super relieved when i came out of the room and so proud of myself!! hahah ive survived this!! i really wanted to tell someone i did it!! i went through it and I DIN CRY OK!! wahahah. but too bad, he's plane took off at the time i was done. 5 mins before i was done.. argghh. lols.
and my heart was so full of thankfulness!!

ppl may think its jus a minor minor surgery , it'll be ok de. but they dunno how afraid i was. of the needle and stuff. ive nvr been cut or stitched liddat lah. anyway, im jus so glad for the ppl around me and for everything lah. practically hahaha.

muahaha, and im so proud of the tiny bandage i have on my face now. i wish i cud show it to everyone wahahah.
oh yar, i still have the thingy which was in my face so if u wanna see it, come my hse hahah! keep for souvenir lols! let u touch and feel it hahaha (((x
the guy said i need to go back nxt wk, to undo the stitches.
apparently he still had to stitch me. forgot to ask him how many stitches he gave me lols.

hahah debby! pamela! no more thingy for yall to feel and be amused bout le! hahaha (x

PRAISE THE LORD O MY SOUL!

2006-06-09T04:47:00.000-07:00

WEE HA!! ok ive jus come baq from CHURCH CAMP - BFC & EBF!! ((((:
so if ure bored and have nothing better to do, i welcome you to read my post. but warning! its gonna be VERY LONG!! hahaha

5 JUNE MONDAY
ma so kanchiong, keep chasing us to hurry up and leave the hse earlier cus she scared highway will have jam. in the end we were the 3rd group to arrive there and had to wait so long for other ppl hahah.
ok and i'll jus make a brief intro on cliffton's friend. hahaha im so sorry to think that he was gay lah. but really, how come early in the morning come tiong bahru to send him off?!?! oni 5 days camp leh, quite weird, and anw i jus find it very funny we kept laughing at cliffton abt that hahah.
okok
it was a great journey to the hotel in melacca.
had lunch, got our bags, went to check out our apartment, BUDDEN! the ppl haven finish cleaning up our room, so we left all our baggage at aunty aileen's place thn went to the hall to gather for games.
the games was nothing much lah, so i shan comment on it heh.

6 JUNE TUESDAY
ok this day after morning service, we had the whole afternoon as free time. can do wadeva we wanna do. which is GOOD! hahaha. so we ended up blowing the afternoon away in jason&elaine's room. apparently, they brought their PS2 there lah, cus after camp they were gonna drive up to their grandma's hse in IPOH and they say theres nth to do there so they bring their PS2 there to play. yup. hahah.
ok, we had some babysitting to do too cus some parents wanted to go shopping so they left their children with us. and the kids hogged the PS2 lah really.
so we ended up playing bridge and whatnot card games lah hahah.
kinda wasted our tuesday afternoon actually.
oh and ma and pris went kayaking lols.
ok, nothin much happened on first 2 days..

7 JUNE WEDNESDAY
another day which they gave us the whole afternoon free to do wadeva we want.
they arranged some bus for those ppl who wanted to go to some malacca tour thingy. and our gang most of the ppl went. cept for me , tim and jason.
ok during lunch time, yixuan and zegang came up to be friendly to us and made friends with us lah.
they're very nice ppl. and SMART ppl lah their church de and very funny.
yixuan is from erm.. RI?! YES! correct. lols. and his sis is from RJC lah! so smart lols.
ok thn after they sat with us for a while, these bunch of BFC girls came up to me and asked if i wanted to play captain's ball with them in the afternoon. hahah ok i was kinda shocked cus the first two days we din really interact much with each other. but i must really thank them for inviting me lah. at first i din exactly wanted to go play captain's ball with them cus its like, i was intending to slack or sleep the afternoon away and din really feel like playin outdoor games heh. being plain lazy
yupps. at first i also thought it was jus a girls game. in the end guys also ended up playing luh. so timothy and jason came with me to play heh.
ok this day, i made a lot of new friends with the girls. they're very nice ppl yupp.
we played under this 2pm+ hot sun which was like BURNING HOT! i cud feel the heat on my legs siah. its horrible.
thn i also stood ard and got to tok to esther! hahaha she very friendly! (((:
and seriously doesn look her age lah. ok i know she got sisters but i thot she was the youngest amongst them and turns out she's 20 and is the oldest!! so shocking! hahaha. cooooL =PP
ok, so we play play play thn after the captain's ball game, we were supposed to let the guy's have the court to play their bball or soccer lah.
thn since i have nth to do after it, so i jus stayed baq to watch the guys play soccer since tim and jason were playing with them. but it was kinda boring lahh. so after like half an hr i managed to get them out of the game to do something else wimme hahah.
and since we alr had 3 ppl, we decided jus to find one more person to play bridge again lols.
and yes we found him, ivan and i dunno his name lols.
anw, yupp so we played. and charissa also joined us. so funny.
and she every round ALWAYS said this phrase " this is quite bad! " LOLS.

8 JUNE THURSDAY
ok this is like super cool lah! during lunch, i saw ahs council ppl at my resort lobby there!! lols!! so coincidential lah! i was like so surprised hahaha
saw minhui yongsheng clinton weiyang etc.
ok, so today afternoon was organised games at the street soccer court. i din participate. din feel like cus my stomachh.. ya probs again lols.
ok for this, all i have to comment on is.. JASON SO FUNNYYYY!! wah lao eh!
he SUPER gaoxiao lah can! we were like the oni group lose also scream hahaha. they were shouting funny cheers and lame stuffs. SOOOOOOOOO FUNNNNNNEHHHHH!
WHY ARE WE SO PRO??? WE ALSO DUNNO!!
and some malay words which we dun even know wad it meant but jus cheered anws lols.

ok i must admit lah. there were a few guys i see alr, i kan bu shuang them cus i thot they so action act cool kias
i must really say , you shud NVR judge a person jus by their outward appearance. its super different lah!
and im really sorry abt my bad habit to judge ppl =(
ok, im so sorry to tyron and theron. [ SO COOL NAMES RIGHT?! i think so too!! lols ]
ok the one i din really like was actually tyron. but he turned out to be really a nice guy leh! nice and funny lols

today was the las night in camp. so as usual, we stayed up by playing games. so we invited BFC ppl to come play with us and yup they did! hahaha thanks so much for coming yo! (:
ok theres this specific guy i noticed who was kinda left out and lonely lah.
i met this guy benjamin through cliffton. i think he was cliffton's army buddy or smth liddat. and i still rmb how i first got introduced to this benjamin guy lols. i was walking talking and laughing with cliffton thn we walked past benjamin and he asked cliff if i was his sister. -.- lols.
ok anw this benji is like one of the oni 3 ppl that loner guy talks to so i decided to ask benjamin to ask him if he wanted to come play with us.
and yup! they both did hahah!
benjamin was tryin so hard to teach him how to play bridge but kinda not successful lah.
anws, found out that guy was called jonathan and he was not the huachong guy's bro lols. they looked so alike i thot they were brothers luh!
majority of the ppl were playing polarbear but i din wanna play it cus im not a good speaker.
so i played bridge with benjamin, jonathan, danny, shaun.
hahah ya. all guys and im like the oni girl in one room playing them hahah.
and i realised it was not oni one time whereby i was the oni girl playin bridge with a bunch of guys. anw , i dun feel weird hahah XD
but after elaine "died" in polarbear thn she wud come in and join me lah heh.

anw at around 2am liddat, pris was having gastric from probably being hungry lah. but we were playin in a room in another block.
and my mom told us we were not allowedd to walk back without my bro cus she thinks its dangerous.
but since my bro was in the middle of a game, tyron and shaun SO NICE! lols. they escorted us back to our room to get pris something to fill her stomach with lols.
and they were like so funny while walking back.
its like me and pris were watching some midnight comedy show hahaha. their guys all are so funny&interesting ppl lah.
at the void deck of the block, there was like SOOOO many moths/flies/whatever you call it attracted to the lights. and there was SOOOOOOOO MANY as in REALLY A LOT
so how? pris and i kinda freaked out but lucky for me i was wearing long pants but pris was wearing shorts lol. so we let the 2 guys walk first and they chased away all the moths/flies/ whatever you call it thingys hahaha yay! save us .
reached the room safely , mom was sleeping so i dun think she noticed the guys talking loudly lols. lucky they din wake her up man if not i think we wud have gotten into some kind of trouble heh.
i dunno how but quite a number of those moths/flies/whatever you call it thingys managed to fly into our room. so shaun and tyron were tryin to kill em all using their slippers lol.
at first shaun decided to go back to his room to use the toilet cus he was having a stomachache from eating half a tub of ice cream from charissa's bdae party.
so left me pris and tyron in the room.
while pris was eating, tyron wanted to learn how to play bridge so i tried teaching him lahh.
but dunno why talk halfway i cudn continue so i let pris take over in the explanations and thn shaun came back also lols.
so pris and tyron were sitting at the dining table , her teaching him how to play bridge while i wanted to lie on the sofa but that shaun go sit before me humph. lols.
so while waitin for pris to be done, me and shaun started a conversation. talk talk talk.
oh yar he was sayin that when he went downstairs, there were so many flies/moths that he kept jumpin to avoid them that he looked like he was dancing lols. thn he also told me abt this AP guy in their church called darren? hahah i think so. lols. thn very funny, he talk halfway, suddenly got the moth flying ard so he go use his slipper to go kill em thn tyron thought that shaun was using his slipper so he was like " oi why u keep using my slipper siah! " lols

ok so me and him talk talk talk, thn pris and him tok tok tok.
thn later pris went into the room to do dunno wad. so left me with the 2 of them at the living room. so they decided to tell me abt the ice cream cake they made for charissa's bdae party thang.
ok its like, shaun was sittin in the middle of me and tyron.
at first shaun was like lookin at tyron and tellin it to him thn tyron was like " eh! why u lookin and telling to me! i already know wad happened wad! u shud be telling it to her! lols"
thn shaun turned and talked to me lah hahah. and it was kinda weird having him look at me and tellin it into my face lols so i told him to look baq at tyron or stare somewhere else instead lah.
so after spending some time, we walked baq to the apartment where everyone else was still there playing at.
played some UNO , and shaun so funneh. he wait until someone has 2 cards thn when that person is gonna put one card , so will left one card, he will shout "CATCH!" before the person says 'uno!' lols.
dunno how many times liddat, wanna game thn kanna saboed shaun so cant game de lols.
thn bridge very funny. me shaun pris and weicong played. very weird lor, with pris around shaun kept losing but once she left and joey took over, he started winning siah! so funny. but after a while i became tired so i let benjamin take over my place and i went to slack somewhere else.
later pris played stress with shaun hahah. shaun super lag lah can. he washed out by pris. he so slow hahaha.
oh yarh! thn everytime i play cards with him i make sure i let him do the shuffling. jus for fun joy and laughter hahah cus he shuffle always got things happen de heh heh. thn i will laugh at him thn he will shoot me this " you good" look lols. XD
oh yar thn everytime start game he will keep saying " let's go man!" lol abit *ahem!* hahaha (x

ok thn the few survivors who survived through the night without sleeping were so deadless in the morning. esp tyron lols. he really looked shacked siah. but pris and elaine still so energetic hahah.
and the funniest part was when sebastian came and joey started laughing SOOOO hard at his REALLY HEAVY and DARK eye rings hahaha.

oh and uncle pui shung is SOOOOO funny! 18 yrs old! HA! (x

ok thn theres a lot of things bu fang bian mention in here lah.
but it was really the greatest day. really got to know alot more ppl better and im sure everyone had fun luh. i know i really had lotsa lotsa lotsa fun being with the new guys & girls and stuffs !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOt!

but the weirdest thing is that, we actually made more guy friends than girl friends.
ok as in, we toked more to the guys we met thn to the girls.. somehow the guys nicer to tok to. maybe cus they very crap thn very funny de lols ya. hahhaha.
SO HAPPPY XD
so happy i made so many new friends and happy i had LOTSA laughter cus all the crapping from the guys were simply SUPER FUNNEH! (X
PRAISE THE LORD!! (((x

ok anw so on the coach baq today. its somehow always us with a bunch of guys de lols.
dunno why , jus liddat. so me and pris with a bunch of guys, sitting at the back playing some more cards and talking nonsense lols.

ok we stopped at jusco for lunch at some pizza shop i forgot the name!! ugh !
ok anw, we had 2 hrs at jusco so we jus walked ard at first, till we came to this kiddy arcade and we decided to go in and play cus there was air hockey! hahaha.
me and pris versus tyron and joey.
first round we won 7-3 i think.
they not happy, they want rematch. rematch they won lah fine. lols.
they very funny lah. like joey own goal and gave us a score thn they tyron will playingly kick his butt with his knee. lols. (x
hmm, also played the picture game. y'know they give 2 pics thn u find out the differences, ya. hahah.
and thn joey and sebastian go play hit the crocodile thingy LAWLS!

so after arcade, headed for lunch.
we bought the 8 RMB thingy which came with, a soup, a soft drink, a small pan pizza with 2 diff flavours and an ice-cream. quite worth it lah.
and i cudn finish lah!
so since bro benjy was nxt to me so i ask him help me eat one piece of my pizza cus i cudn finish.
there was like 4 pieces lah.
and he very funny siah. the whole time at the pizza house he kept fidgeting in his seat. dunno why lols. piang, sit beside me very bad mehs.. Lol. jkjk =PP
wah eh and pris even more pro! i gave away one piece, she gave away TWO! which was like half lah! LOLS! we shud have shared seriously. and i gave tim my soup too, cudn finish it.
aiyo anyone who eats with me can get to eat alot de lors. lols.

aiyah i really wanna touch on something which someone who MAY see it wudn like. so i shan say it here though its really tempting to hahah. its the JUICIEST part.

ok wait, continue with my story.
oh yarh, so after eating, while we were walking back to the coach..
bro benjamin and shaun were tryin to do magic tricks. thn they both show me hahah.
SO COOL SIAH! i really din notice how they did it lor, too tired lah.
shaun tried to do first, thn bro benjy came along and he did one for both of us hahah. so cooooL. thn later on the coach when shaun tried to do it again, i still din know how he did it lols! until joey spoiler! he go reveal how shaun did it WAHAHAH! totally ruined it for shaun LOLS! (x plain funny

oh and we realized that theron, tyron’s bro, is very talented in drawing siah. He draws so nice!! And he gave pris nice pics which he drew during sermon.. sheesh..lols. yeah anyway but there’s one which is really nice! I’ll post it maybe tmr lah hahah (x

aye i dun have many pics in my cam cus we all use other ppl's cams to take pics so im waitin for them to send it over heh.
meanwhile i shall jus post this two.
first one is tyron and joey sleepin in the coach hahah.
second one is me and pris with shaun lols(:

2006-06-04T00:47:00.000-07:00

ah ok, my last random post yet again..
nxt time i'll blog will be erm.. saturday i guess??
HERE WE COME , CAMP !! (((:
dun miss me ppL hahaha (x

okok.. lets see..
aiyah i still think my fringe is super weird lahh ..

and erm..
yay i finished another 20 pages of ding zhuang meng. now at page 40. doubt im gonna continue much cus my sis also was like " HUH?! u wanna read whole book for wad?!?! jus read a few pages thn crap something out can already whaaaat. like me lor. "
LOLS. so.. mayb i wun complete the book afterall. and till this point its like seriously boring.. jus abt different ppl and how they got the lousy aids bla blah.. more or less the same thing waaaaaaad.. dorts @.@

eeyer, after service we haad practice for songs. so coooL. jus cool, dunno why also. hahaha. yay i'll be singing the alto part of [ God's refining fire ] with elaine.
hahah she very funny siah. at first she's the oni alto and im not involved de. budden there are apparently two PROOOO ded sop woman singing and overpowering her.. and the funniest thing is they ask her to sing louder. and shes like " !!!!! they so loud how to be as loud or louder than them ??! " hahahaha. so she ask me help her heehee.
its a NICE song (: esp when we do SATB muahah.(duh) choir powerr-

yay ok thn after church, had to go shop for thingys to bring to camp TMR! woot!!
first went to buy pris' shorts thn go buy mama's contact lenses solution thingy, thn finally went to shop&save to buy all our junk foods wahah.
so, on our way baq to the car, passed by a shop and there was this guy shouting SALE SALE! so pris walked in luh, look see look see thn saw short pants which she wants wad. lols.
but so funny. in the end is I who bought the pants lols. and i hate it lah, the oni colour for size s they had was PINK! my goodness. i wanted the other colour, so much nicer but they oni had L.. boooo
aunty aileeen so nice, go shop with us and help us carry our barangs thn later still send us home hahahah (((x yay

so sian ded. tmr have to wake up early early cus have to be at tiong bahru before 8am!! sleep on the bus lah. lols.
oh yar and i heard the ride there is oni 3 hrs. so fast siah ! hahah good. faster better also. but first day the afternoon sure got games leh.. sian.. i usually like to laze ard on the first day.. check out the place.. maybe go SWIMMING!! hahah. (x

oOoo im now on the song inside your heaven by carrie underwood ! nice song hahah.

ok lah, im done crapping here hahah.
till saturday! BYE BLOG! (:
my spiritual revival camp, here i come!!

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven

2006-06-01T23:22:00.000-07:00

the house is like.. SO QUIET !!
ahhh and i jus missed a call from pa.
apparently he's reached japan but still have more than halfway of the trip to go.
TAKECARE!! (((:

oh my goodness..
and i jus came home from a haircut.
still in a state of shock lah.
piang i dun like that guy who cut for me, he like super gay can?!
i waited for him for a while jus bcus he was styling his own hair. SO GAY!! wahlao
thn i dunno how he cut for me siah its.. UGLY PONYTAIL!! ughhh lols.
and wad.. oh yar! the worst part! MY FRINGE!
ok now its super weird lah, but pris and vanessa say liddat nicer.. i dunno man..
im SOOOO gonna be donning a hat everywhere i go or rather, i shall stay right at home hahah.
ugh, and i realised my fringe now really very little luh.. grrrs..
AHHH i shall cut more on my own. lols.
y'know i usually cut my own fringe so its.. inpropotiate de.. and the guy realised it LOLS!
and i hate him lah, i smiling to van and pris thn he go say
" xiao shen me? hen hao xiao arh?? "
slap him lah! wads his @!#$&^%@ prob man.
nvm, i shall quit whining abt my hair.. it WILL grow hahaha XD

aiyah i wanted to go out shop a while with vanessa de..
but after my haircut, i jus decided i cant stay out !! need to get home asap!! lols
and some more tampines there's SOOOO many ahs ppl de lahh.. dun wan to see ppl i know lols.
hahah sorry van had to make you go home so early wahah. =P
oh yar and thank you pris and van for going wimme hahah. lucky had you two if not.. i very.. you know luh.. hahaha XD

oh and jus some more random stuffs..
PIANG EH i found out that my mother actually took part in OBS before siah.
and its like they do all those "stunts" and super scary thingys which i die also wun do it de lor.
SIAO SIAH!
my mother is SO PRO!!! hahahaha
kan bu chu lehs
i thot i got my shy genes from her.. yuan lai she so .. BRAVE man hahahahaha
so cooooooooolio

oh man im SUPER bored at home now.
hahaha came home and slept for like 2hrs++
got up with an aching back man lols.
thn can u believe it?!?! i started reading to page 20 of the DING ZHUANG MENG!
wah it sucks laaah i dun wan to spend another 9 days to complete it lehs.
{ i decided everyday read 20 pages. so i'll take 10 days to complete it lols }
i hate chinese can.

oh man camp is like in 2-3 days?? happy, yet not so happy.
it'll be the first in like YEARS since we din go in FULL FORCE.
this time timothy will be the only man of the house with us there lols.
daniel carn get leave from army.. BOOOOO!! army sucks!! no daniel no daddy how to survive siah! cant depend on timothy alone lehs. LOL. so sorry hahahahaha XD
daddy left early today morning for US- to study hahah.
he wans to get his doctorate and be known as DOCTOR GAN hahah.
that dream started like years ago luh?? budden he hasn completed it yet due to family commitments. so its a good time now for him to go for like 2 wks lah.

i wonder.. wonder how camp will be without daniel and daddy.. :(
oh but hey! this year cliffton is coming with us !! hahaha. guess he'll have to take over daniel's position luh..

2006-05-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

MORE RANDOM..
got this off kahhui's blog wahah. my turn to take from her heeheee

what are you thinking about right now?
how i feel like crying but no tears to cry out bcus someone said something which i shant say here

who was the last person you talked to?
my bro

what was the last fun thing you did?
oh no flaggin was no fun at all

what was the last reason you cried?
bcus sad

often happens:
cus i feel like crying cus cryin makes u feel ultra better

who is on your mind the most?
no one in particular.. think of diff ppl at diff time lols

what subject would you say you think about most?
for now, chinese cus i have to read like 2 bks and i haven started and did i mention i read chi characters like ultra slow luh.. im so dead

what do you most often dream of?
something which doesn happen in reality

do you often day dream?
uh YUPP

quick word association
(type the first thing that comes into your head)

love:beautiful
family:warm
sex:porn
money:gold
death:darkness
alone:scared

some thought sparkers

does the future scare you?
yes. im gonna be by myself

do you have any deep dark secrets?
yes

what is the most intriguing part of the human body?
the brain i guess, dunno how it works

if someone gave you 100 dollars, what would you do with it?
spend it on smth i want

before you die

one place you'd like to go:
paris

one thing you'd like to do:
smile sincerely from my heart

one person you'd want to speak at your funeral:
dunno

one thing you'd want to be remembered for:
for being whoever i am

one thing you'd hope people forgot:
every unhappy thought

more thought sparkers

what would your autobiography be called?
HER destiny {anyhow wan lols.. cant be bothered to think lols}

would it be a movie, a book, or both?
both lah lols

one scene you'd want them to include:
to include every single thing which made me a happy deborah lols

another scene you'd want them to include:
i dun think i wanna include unhappy parts too, thn the movie will nvr end LOLS

what would it be rated?
PG lah, suitable for ppl from all walks of life wahah

2006-05-31T02:50:00.000-07:00

today morning..
woke up, sky still dark, went back to sleep.
woke up again, check clock, 7+, go back to sleep
woke up yet again, check time, ard 8, still have some time, go baq to slp
started dreaming abt something ~~quite~~ very dumb thn suddenly my mom came into the room and started waking me and my sis up lols.
thankfully have her to come in wake us up siah, if not i wud have overslept lols.

ok so 10am , met up with LP and rachel.
rachel so funny siah, cus she was slightly late, thn LP suddenly thought of tellin her to wait inside the mrt for us dun come out, so dun need to waste her money.
thn when i jus sent the msg, suddenly saw her and she " DI " the card thn so fast walk out we cudn stop her lols.
shes so fast luh hahah.

ok anws so we went to the wherever place blah blah blah..
kinda hopeless and realised how much more planning we need luh.. so .. thats it..

thn took train baq to tamp to meet minhui and yongsheng for lunch before cip.

thn so funny, cus ys' class is another day thn have cip mah, so dun have his class list and thn the person dun let him do hahah
ok, so he not can or wadeva u call it lah. dun have that bag to tong money in

wahah, but he still followed me and minhui ard.
thn i so hum dun dare go ask ppl for money mah, so he helped me!!! yay!! (x
for like 2hrs?? hahahaha wee`
pro luh, but other ppl more pro, dunno how they manage to get so much siah.
anw, all in all, flaggin sucks XD

oh and i saw munhoe, sherwin, philine, rayner, zuhao and MANSFIELD!
ok that one is lucky lucky saw him de hahah.
wahah i still recognise him lehs but not vice versa ..
i find it weird when ppl tell me i change a lot, like surely i got lah.. hahah
okok wait, maybe cus las time i look super toot.. oh ok lor.. fine.. hahaha.
and yay he juan a lot of coins to me hahaha XD so funnnnyyy
his face super small lah, smaller than mine, and he's taller than me now!! hahah
las time oni 149? lols
good old times

oh and there are some hao xin ren in singapore still hahah.
came up and juan to us on their own initiative , how nice siah !! (((x
hao ren shi you hao bao de heeheee

2006-05-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

aiyah, i have nothing but lotsa random things to blog abt.

okok firstly, im still into the national jc choir concert ! i miss it so much !! i miss all the songs with the ppl who sang them man..
listenin to some of the songs which pris managed to record with her hp, i really suddenly have this feeling.. dunno how to describe. its jus super cool a concert lah, different from secondary schools type de.
at the same time i feel so sad..
why this yr so unfair we no concert?!?!! crap lah.
how can u count the esplanade concert as a concert for us liao and so we have to forfeit having a concert of our own.
i tell u the feeling of havin ur own concert and standing on stage is damn good lah the feeling.
u'll feel super proud of urself liddat.
ok altho this syf batch sucks lah, but dun have to forfeit our concert lehs. damn sad lah.. grrr @.@

aiyo i think i having hua chi syndrome siah.
i suddenly like so many guys WAHAH!
aiyah its jus a.. a.. harmless type of feeling lah.. lols.
okok lets see, theres the NJC J1 soloist guy , my neighbour , and today saw this guy thrice hahah!! dun even know hu he is luh lols.
i seriously like staring at ppl a lot. hahah
lalala~~ hahaha XD

oh yar thn the ah ben guy was in sch videoing some tv programme arh? lols.
his pants sucks lah!! lols

oh and im hooked onto the song wo men xiao shi hou by tank.
very niiiiiicee hahah.

oh im so bored !! yay im goin home with my sis afta flag day tmr !! wahah! im so weird .. happy jus bcus i get to go home with ma sissy. lols. aiyah boredom has turned me NUTS!! goodness.. @.@

2006-05-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

SUPER RANDOM POST

yay got another random thingy off somewhere again (:
wee`

1. Start Time: 1810
2. Name: gan pei jun deborah
3. Nickname: deb / debbie
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: green. dunno why also heh
5. Chinese Zodiac: horse/ goat
6. Zodiac: aquarius
7. Hair color: brownish black
8. Eye color: sheesh i nvr noticed it before lols
9. Height: boo 159 nia
10. Favorite Color: white!
11. glasses?: at home
12. Braces?: nope
13. Piercing/tattoos?: nahh but i want piercing
15. Area code: wad???

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: nopes
18. Did you do something in the past month that you
regret?: yeahh.. .. ..
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: nope
21. Skipped school?: you mean pon? yes. hahha
22. Bungee jumped?: are ya crazy?! i have a weak heart pls lols
23. Had sex outside?: errr PURLEESE lahh..
24. Dumped someone?: nvr in a relationship before
25. Been arrested?: no lah, see i so guai how can de lols
26. TP'd someone's house?: wads TP'd?
27. Won something?: in pri sch wahahXD
30. Been rejected?: ehh no..
31. Been to a funeral?: uh huh...
32. Used a lighter?: no hahaha
33. Been on stage?: yes

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: autumm/ winter
35. Food: hmm a lot, everytime u ask me to list i always forget wad i like de lor lol
36. Ice cream flavor: vanilla, mint
37. School subject(s): have i nvr said i hate studying?
38. Person?: my parents <333
41. Book(s): Bible. dun read other books lols
42. Movie(s): ehhh nt much
43. Song?: lol i like those sentimental, super touching with nice lyrics songs. issit called R&B? dunno .. lols
44. Park?: i hardly go parks leh.. lols
45. State: NIL
46. Place: home sweet home
47. Sport to watch: badminton , swimming
49. Bands/musicians: ehhhh..
50. Letter(s): dorts dun think i like any lehs
51. Restaurant(s): kenny rogers, long john, pizza hut lols
52. Cartoon Character(s): spongebob pants sqaure
53. TV Station(s): chn 55. 56
54. Name for a son: i like the names justin& reuben. not bcus of anyone ok.
55. Name for a daughter: kaylin or kaelynn however you want it to be spelt.

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: vanillaaaaaaa
58. Long relationships or one night stands ? : duhh LONGGG
59. Dogs or cats?: though i dun like both but prefer dogs to cats luh
60. Scary movies or comedies?: ehhh pretty obvious comedies
61. Short hair or long: aiyo i like both lehs
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: wad wad??
63. Kissing or hugging: lol if its the right person , doesn matter which bah..

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans: moustache
65. School: sucks
66. Grass: coww
67. Cow: grass
68. Canada: leaf
69. Mouse: pris
70. Hands: legs

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: nope
72. Talked on the phone?: nope
73. Cried?: nope
74. Threw up?: ugh no
75. Drank a glass of water?: uh huh.
76. Done Drugs?: no..
77. Read a book or magazine?: nope..
78. Watched TV?: i watched on computer
79. Looked in the mirror?: yeahh
80. Taken a shower?: uh huh..
81. Taken a picture?: no
82. Listened to music?: yes!! music is super beautiful
83. Kissed someone?: nopee
85. Told someone you liked them?: shhhh lols (x

End time : 1826

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ok, went to view SIMEI GREEN.
thats out for us.
space too small for our big big family with all our barangs. and one unit facing the pool timothy cudn stand cus all the kids downstairs at the pool made so much noise u cud hear it all the way up at the 10th floor lols. echo luh..

i think yup, its more or less confirmed abt the bukit batok unit luh. i dun exactly mind it there jus tt wanna meet friends wadeva thn have to travel very far.. quite sian lehs.
and its like 20++ stops from tanah merah?!?! my goodness!! how to go home siah! i'll die of boredom in the train man..
and if i wanna go temasek jc or meridien sure cannot go le mah, so super far!! wanna kill me with the travelling issit.. lols.
DUNWAN LIDDAT LARHHHH. i dun wan go their ulu JCs there. no friends no nothing siah ! horrible ! @.@

since this is a random post, obviously i'll be posting random stuffs larh.

sian, wad i want most now is an MP3 and new nice nice songs lehs. (x lols
NO MONEY NO MONEY NO MONEY NO MONEY!!
=(

oh yar at the simei green there, there was this little boy&girl who were speaking korean to each other thn we kept staring at them.
and i was wondering if i can ask them to teach me their language lehs.. hahaha SOOO cool i tell ya hahah.
thn my dad came and stared at them oso and i faster pushed him to walk faster and said, yes they are koreans.
dun stare at ppl until liddat lah, very wad leh lols.
thn later my bro help the little boy carry his bike up the stairs lol.
thn my ma go take the chance to tok to the boy.
" you are korean arh?"
-.-
DUHHH!! why she ask for?! ain it obvious?!?! lols.

thn in the lift , WORST arh!
we were in the same lift as that korean boy.
thn my dad go say things abt him wadeva, thn like very paiseh leh.
so my dad switched to speakin in hokkien , thinkin the boy doesn know wad he's sayin. but its super wad leh, why kajiao him for siah !
my dad even tried to show off some korean words he knows and said kamsahamida to the boy. lucky the boy din care him hahah. SUPER MALU lah.
thank the boy for wad?!?! my goodness..
my bro and i were super ._.

oh yarh, saw my shuai ge neighbour downstairs playin soccer.
they very kong xian siah.
we go out come back they stil at void deck.
poly life so slack man.
haiish, wun be seeing much of them liao le after they move we move thingy..
but he looks abit zhuai but guys who are goodlookin all are liddat de bahs.
and i think guys keep the hair long long is like super ugly lah, dunno why they think its nice..
neat and short is much better luh, more decent rather than long long like pai kia lols..

2006-05-28T18:57:00.000-07:00

LoL funny ppl tagged me. (=

okok let me recap wad happened yesterday..
ok so after church, we went down to bukit batok to view some more houses.
ok larh, i must say the place there is quite desirable cus there's mrt, bus interchange, west mall, civil servant club house ( which we can frequent cus my ma is a civil servant ), polyclinic, on the 17th floor which gives a nice view.
my dad says my ma is more than 65% convinced of that place so theres a high likelihood of gettin it there. oh wells.
and my ma tried to convince me by saying : " see arh, at night right, if you bored at home can jus walk over to west mall to catch a show leh !! so near!! "
im like LOLS, is that really my mum sayin that?!?!? so shocked siah. lols

oh wells, but me and my bro want simei green.
so maybe we'll check there out too and compare larh.

ok thn super rush, came home le oni had like 1 hr to bathe & eat dinner thn had to leave for NJC concert.
1 guy 8 girls.
lol vanessa, i think he feels more out thn you larh can. hahah (x

oh and i TOTALLY enjoyed the whole concert larh!
why?? bcus right, they had SOOOOO MANY acapella groups of their own.
you know they make the drum beat themselves and sing. yar like tt lah..
and NJC choir is DAMN PROed.
ahs choir ppl shud have really come to watch it luh. alot to learn lors! @.@
anw all the songs were damn nice lah and there was one muppet song which was ULTRA CUTE!! my goodness the ending wrapped the whole song up SOOOO KAWAII-ly!
so sad hongyi not around to go perform with them, we'd have been so proud of her and her choir!! ((((:

wah, and right, there's this J1 guy who sang 2 songs, as in he's the lead singer.
I LIKE HIM SIAH !!! lols XD
he sing damn nice larh and i was totally bei ta gan dong !! o.O
after he sang, the rest of the concert i kept staring at him WAHAH! he's not shuai or anything, he jus attracts ppl with his voice. lols.

and there's another guy who played the guitar while the J1 guy sang lah.
and BOY OH BOY the amos guy plays guitar until SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking well! its SOOOOOOO nice larh!
see arh, the pro J1 singer + amos the pro guitarist = DAMN DAMN NICE ok!!
i listen until i was so touched by them hahahah. loved it . loved them.
so super touched ! ahhh talents!!
for their songs i was so engrossed listenin to them siah, and for the more fun songs i was totally smiling through them. so super cute&nice larh. ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS!

oh and ALL their soloists right, can go join some singing competition luh, they're sure up to standard if not , better!! (x wahah!!

aiyo, by today morning i forgot a lot of things le lah..
i jus remembered it was very worth the 12 bucks to watch it cus it was very entertaining throughout luh. *thumbs thumb up*

eeyer, pris likes the J1 guy too and she told me dun qiang with her!!! HUMPH! lols.
and hongyi will oni be coming baq from germany on 25th?!?! which is like the end of school hols?!?!
wanna ask her intro the guy to us lehs.. WAHAHAH (x

i love guys who can sing well & play guitars !! they're super attractive larh cant stand it !! wee` hahaha

2006-05-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

curses.
jus went to view some units at tiong bahru.
they suck !!
go into the first one i wanna cry. seriously. conpared to my hse, it falls nowhere near siah.

of cus larh, we bo pian have to move hse mah. its not i not happy over moving hse.
its the PLACE we're tokin abt. of cus if its like upgrading to a better hse right, obviously i wun mind lah. but we're like downgrading luh. no money thn have to move.
all the houses all damn small lah, fit wad crap in there hello.
my room alr so small, thn i see the first hse the room SMALLER than wad i have now! BULL SHYT lah.

ok wad pissed me off the most was they kept saying the view was nice. ( cus its on the 24th storey )
I SPIT AT THEM LUH !! i bring them come my hse see the view , see wad they will have left to say larh! wah lao eh.
the view is.. crap lah. jus on high high place nia wad. wad u see also nothing great de. mine is TEN TIMES better !!!

wah and another thing which jus pissed me off is right, today go view hse, my sis and bros all dunwan go. even ass daniel. he so freee, whole week at home. take 2 hrs jus go see hse with us will die arh! he stay at home play games etc like very fulfilling??
and he still dare answer me when i asked him to go with :" SEE FOR WHAT. I ALSO WUN BE STAYIN MUCH THERE "
YAR! GO EAT SHYT LARH! so sarcastic larh! hello? as if its not gonna be his hse larh! poor but big families are liddat.

aiyah i totally wanna cry lah. practically can feel the tears building up in my eyes.
i hate it.
i hate everything.
i hate the fact that some as***** jus bcus he wanna get rich , so he comes up with this enbloc sale plan to get rid of us.
wah i feel super shytty now, so sorry for the bad language used. i jus cant accept it

im playin some happy& more upbeat song to cheer me up, if not im really gonna cry but i dun wan to cus there's someone else here. dunwan them to know shhhhh

AIIIIYAAAAHHH i feel damn pissed now.
i really pray that we will find one nice nice nice nice nice nice or nicer than our current hse hse.

jus realised how lucky i am. to acty be able to grow up in sucha nice environment, good view, with nice wind blowing. i jus live too pamepered a life i cant get out of it. yeah, fortunate.
jus hate my bros now. they're such total jerks! every little thing they do contributes to convincing me more&more.
guys are seriously JERKS! im SUPER convinced
i hate guys below 23 yrs old, complete a**es
why issit always when ure gonna lose something thn u find out how nice that thing acty is and that u nvr took time to appreciate it??
i jus cant bear to leave this place lah. afterall, i grew up here and theres seriously nowhere better than here, unless you gimme condo or landed property WAHAH! XD
BUT it wun happen, unless money falls from the heavens /
ah, its destined..

spoils my weekend mood. tmr gonna go see more at bukit batok, furthur down. sian bu sian.
I DAMMIT HATE EVERYTHING NOW LARH!

oh and i thought abt wad benedict&ys asked me.
define my dad.
my dad is someone who GIVES A LOT & SACRIFICES A LOT for the ones he loves.
and he's super thoughtful, loves us alotalot.
ok, wait till i find more words to describe him luh. lols.

NEED MONEY NEED MONEY NEED MONEY NEED MONEY NEED MONEY NEED MONEY
PLS DONATE TO THE POOR. DONATE TO ME! (;

2006-05-26T02:22:00.000-07:00

okaeey, today nothin muchie in school as usuaL..

minhui so pro. beat LP liao. lols. ok larh, both as gooood laah. im laggin lols.
1st in class: MINHUI {no big deal, somewhat expected lols}
2nd in class: LEEPENG { yay first two is 2A de lols}
3rd in class: MIANMIAN ! haha (:

in my report slip, ms hafizah wrote something abt me deserving the results i get cus i worked for it. ok, this are not the exact words but it meant smth liddat. and it makes me feel super guilty lah can. cus i know i din put in my best effort to study for it lor. heh XP

oh yar! and dear vanessa is SO CUTE!!!
she purposely walked the long long path all the way to my class during recess to show me her BLOOD CLOTTED FINGER NAIL!!! hahaha (X
so cute larh she (((:

oh wells. ok thn after school me benedict yongsheng & manda go bedok interchange.
but before that, yongsheng go staff room to see barney chen. lols chm is so funny lah. he wans to retain frederick issit? lols.
thn we walked down chang chen, go bus stop. walking there halfway saw a bus come, thn me and manda wanna run after it. thn we reach that time the bus uncle dunwan stop to let us in lor!! stuupid. make us run for nothing. hahah and running after bus a bit paiseh lah but its ok if ure running with a grp. all throw face tgt mah lols. (x

yongsheng wanted longjohn, me and manda wanted kfc, benedict wanted pizza hut.
so how? lols.
at first decided kfc cus me &manda insist. budden benedict bu fu, he dun wan. lols.
thn ys and manda psychoed him into treatin us to pizza hut thn we will go eat. lols.
so they put up an act and made benedict treat 15 bucks for the pizza hahaha. (X pro

so we ate and talked over pizza .
talked abt SOOOOOOOO many stuffs. and i must say, this is the first time in ages ive ever seen yongsheng so serious siah. weird leh, i mean, usually he so xi pi xiao lian de lor. thn today talk talk that time more serious thn usual. hahah. not used to it. but i like it better hahaha (X
touched on alot of topics, religion, christianity, love.
i think benedict and yongsheng brought up a lot of good points to take note of larh.
jus that , hahahah. i FORGOT WHAT !! XP short term memory loss me. hahah
nxt time i shall pen my thots down. hahah. my brain cant be trusted.
thn later yongsheng brought up one topic, which lasted the longest luh.
acty wad he brought up is really smth to ponder over, well for me luh.
its things ppl like me wun go think of cus i grow up in a christian environment.
anw, good talk today. like debate liddat. very interesting hahaha
alot of laughter too . yupyup.
very long nvr sit down and talk for so long liddat liao lor.
shud do this more often hahah .. (((:

aye, will blog again later when i hav somethin in mind to blog about heehees!

/ toodles!*

the toughest lesson in life is knowing oneself..

2006-05-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

gaaaah. sian dao. SUPER SIAN!

today is play cards, play bridge, play phase ten& more phase ten.
phase ten nort farn larhh. lols (X
today seemed to pass so slow. i was boring to death !!

and dear vannie is so zhang bu da larh lols. me and caiyu have nothing to say.
heehee
and caiyu pangseh !! how can you leave us to die man !! ok lah, i shall be the understanding person i am and understand that obviously choir is not your thang nor priority, given a choice, i wud do the same as you also luh WAHA! (x
hahah and yes, i think i pangsehed u more times luh so OKAY! i accept it!! its FAIR! lols booo. still sad over it. my goodness. heck lah. i shall cont leavin by my principle : chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi *nods head* yup yup..

aye, i have so much i wanna tell you.
but either no chance to, or i jus cant say it when i do get a chance to.
seems like its that hard to talk to ya. oh wells..
dunno.
duncare la.

and you ppl out there with screwed-up minds.
what makes you think im attached siah !! *KAPOWPOWPOW!!*
one aft another askin or telling me weird stuffs. thn say halfway thn dun wan say liao.. dorts.. i dunno wad are yall aiming at nor do i know where u get such funny thoughts from siah. weiiiiird.
ahem, im SINGLE&AVAILABLE BUT NOT LOOKIN wahah! (X
ok jkjk, wrote that for fun joy & laughter niah hahahah (((:

aiyah, nothin lah, jus bloggin for fun to pass some more time.
no more quiz thingys ta duuu..

/toodles!

2006-05-24T06:56:00.000-07:00

ah, ok. i uploaded the pics.
all LP hahah (((x

wah scare me siah. i uploading here suddenly my fan exploded and my hse had a short circuit shut down. lols. there was a POM! sound thn darkness.. LOLOL. so scary hahahas

2006-05-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

ok let me recount what happened today in school.

first period- chem = slack.
she let us do whatever we want. so some girls in class gathered together and they were playing truth or dare.
thn the me , lp, soonhui and melissa wanted to play bridge using the JAY CHOU poker cards. aye, budden ms hafizah saw through JAYCHOU's face lol. thn we play oni 1 or 2 games thn she dun let us play liao. so we jus sat there, talk talk , read book, play handphone games.
so i was talkin to jolyn abt tv serials. wads nice blah blah. hahah.
since ive finished on devil beside you, im deciding which show to watch nxt. i'll try e zuo ju zhi wen or zong ji yi ban (:

ok, thn 9am went down to go the cha yuan thingy.
we were first class to leave school thn reach there that time the cha yuan not opened yet so we jus walked down to 7 eleven lols.
LP bought the dunno wad thing its called luh. lols. quite nice to eat heeeheeXD
oh yar i forgot to mention we continued bridge in the bus. quite sian leh cus the card very hard to see wad it is de cus jay chou face so big lols.

ok, thn hanged ard at 7eleven for a while, thn 3L&3D arrived too thn we started walking to the chayuan. and i was transferring songs from shimin's phone waha! love shimin ! SO MANY songs siah! i envy her man. my kns phone can oni store like max 4?!?! BISH! the best thing abt her songs is that the size all quite small. at least smaller than the songs from yongsheng's phone luh.

ok, so we went into the chayuan thingy. wanted to sit with jolene and liming de. budden had some problems so in the end we all were in diff rooms luh.
and i very bu shuang the china guy man. ok, acty i think that all the workers there are from china and not singapore. i jus cant stand their accent. and the guy with the ppt slides is super irritating. tryin to show off his english blah blah.
and super boring luh. anw, nxt was another guy showing us how to bao the zong zi and talking abt the leaf thingys dunno wad crap lah i not listenin lols.
thn a 3rd guy took over. he showed us the "apparatus" for making tea thn he talk talk talk thn finally let us do lols.

ok and now LP is SIAO over TEA MAKING! sit same table with her get to drink so much tea siah. she kept pao-ing and pao-ing the tea. one time the tea leaves can pao like 4 times, she pao dunno how many times luh. and our tea leaves used up liao she go get from other tables. keep making and making and making us drink it!! drink so much wanna go pee de lor lols.
{oh wait till i upload pics of her hahah. i lazy go get cable and dl so .. wait till i free hahah. }
oh and i love tea leaf eggs! so yummmy! hahah (X
and we gave our dumplings to yiqian and edmond to eat lols. i think yiqian had 3 to eat lols.
oh yar, yiqian very farnie siah. he hold the kettle thingy not vertically de, he turns it horizontal and holds liddat. apparently cus he wanna add more water that time the lid must open mah, then all the hot steam comin out so he dunwan his hand to kanna it. LOLS! it look like it was gonna drop lah. prooooo. lols
oh yar. he was also the first person at our table to go overturn the 2 cups cus he din want LP to pour more for him. funnnnnyyyy lols.
apparently, our table was like the oni table still making tea and drinking it after very long luh. lols

ok thn today assembly was like 2hrs? my back was aching man. and i felt like puking from all the tea.
the chiangrai CIP thingy quite cool. my sis is interested in it lor lols.. her school has it too i guess and she say a lot of ppl sign up that they interview you?? lols kinda weird siah.

hahah okok, i go makan liao TATA (:

2006-05-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

hahah okok i scraped that post.
i was jus ina bad mood hahah (x
sorry kahhui & anngi u had to read it lols (:

im SO SAD NOW
bcus i finished watchin the las epi of devil beside you ler !! @.@
my goodness. its so sad hahah (x the las epi
so sad singapore no 4 seasons.
if oni had winter.
thn can experience warmth from the heart.
but in s'pore, everyday is warm, burning!! horrendous.
growing up in s'pore is seriously a waste of childhood.
at least pris agrees with me.
boooooooo =(

2006-05-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

hmmm, somehow days i skip school are tuesdays.. lols
dun exactly care. dun like tues and thursdays. all so boring lessons wahah (X

woke up today and i had notes from both my DAD and MOM. hahah super cute.
dad's note { PA DOWNSTAIRS WASHING CAR. ENJOY YOUR BREAKFAST ! }
hahah he bought MACDONALD breakfast for me!! (((: wahah.
i woke up so late, he was alr back from washin car. so funny hahah.
love my dad&mom !! (x

ok, thn went to tan tock seng hospital.
we were thinkin it wud take a while to see the doc and blah blah blah thn arrange a date for the minor "op" .
wah eh ! budden right, cus this specialist doc has some relations with my uncle, so we had special treatment siah.
walked straight into his clinic , filled up a form, waited like 5 mins + nia thn he came to see me liao.
he see less than 5 mins thn he suddenly ask me if i wanna do the "op" today!!
i stun tio you mei you !!
i nvr expected to do it today luh, no mental preparation. i thought he wud schedule another date for me to come back to do it. lols.
thn when i was still in a state of shock, he suddenly said to his nurse " go put the cream for her"
i was like !!!!
and my dad kept askin me wanna do it now or not? might as well do today lah. its oni a minor "op" blah blah.
but i jus cudnt lah, no mental prep hahah (x im sorry lols.
very scary lehs, poke a needle and squeeze it out. if cannot thn have to cut leh!! and i'll be awake?! and conscious of wads happening?!?! and the worst thing is there's this aura in the hospital. it doesn leave you a good impression, kinda freaky also.
oh wells, yup so i decided better not do today. so scary hahah.
but after we left, i thot abt it, yar leh, maybe shud have jus done it got it over and done with. better lehs. hahaha. TOO BAD! they shud have given me some time to think not jus throw it at me and kept tellin me to do it today lols.

anw it finished so fast luh. and so we left.
thn went to taka walk a bit thn came home.
so farnie..

oh ! and i forgot to take MC! ahhhhhh sian.
lololol

2006-05-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

ooh yay! things are gonna be exciting !! at least thats what im hoping for. hehehe
yay, gonna go watch x-men with some peeps. though im not very interested in x-men but nvm lah, jus go with them heheh.
after that gonna go shop around orchard with christabel as a guide.
heard that she's very familiar with all the good shoppin places de. YAYS (x
shopping shopping shopping !! heehee.
ooh and the most exciting thing, da da da DA!!
vanessa is gonna bring me go cut hair/style hair lols. (x yayys!
SO EXCITING!! hahaha coooooooooooool man. (x

today is sucha waste larrrh.
end at 12. thn still had to like stay back TWO hours for choir.
and it lasted less than an hr thn get to go off liao.
abit dumb lah, but think it this way- go off earlier better than havin to stay longer right? yupp hahah
yay i love tokin to vanessa and caiyu a lot!! wahah.
really dunno wad im gonna do without caiyu lehs. booo :(
i'll be left with vanessa oni !! cannot pangseh me okay!! (x
and im so nice larh. din wanna go NJC concert since hoi not performing, thn u say u wanna go ask me go thn i going liao le lor. so im acty goin for you not hoi. oops. NOOOOO, im goin for BOTH hahah (x i want my present from germany heehee.

2006-05-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

yay. my first time uploading a pic onto blog. hahah i think this pic is kinda cool.
presenting my sis &bro! (: heeheee

2006-05-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

yay, got another wuliao thingy off kahhui's bloggie (:

name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.at the end tag at least 5 people.

01. kahhui
02. anngigi
03. leepeng
04. minhui
05. yongsheng
06. amanda
07. chongning
08. cliffton
09. randall
10. hongyi
11. jacq
12. caiyu
13. michelle
14. elaine
15. jason
16. kevin
17. cheryllynn
18. faith
19. yingqian
20. jolene

how did you meet 14?
sunday school - church

what would you do if you've never met 1?
CRY! no one to noob with me in mahjong LOL XD

what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
wah cannot lah! she will bully him lols.

did you ever like 19?
awww yeahh.. lols

would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
yar , they click so well

describe 3.
smarty pants

do you think 8 is attractive?
hahah yar ! esp when he plays guitar and sings lols

tell me something about 7.
she's a crazy woman lols

do you know any of 12's family?
no, her sister knows my bro though. losl

what is 8's favorite?
i dunno siah. oops lols. i guess serving God

what would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
i'd tell her i love her too (:

what language(s) does 15 speak?
english

who is 9 going out with?
ME! hahahXD no lah, now no one.

how old is 16 now?
haven turn 15 yet

when was the last time you talked to 13?
19 May

what is 2's favorite band/singer?
she doesn have one, not that i know of.

would you ever date 4?
huh?

would you ever date 7?
do i want to? lols.

is 15 single?
yar

what is 10's last name?
goh

would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
hmm, maybe. hahah, she so chio! (: nah, she has her guy lols.

what school does 3 go to?
anglican high school.

where does 6 live?
jalan tenega

what is a favorite thing about 5?
KPOing!!

2006-05-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

yay finally found another random thingy to do.
suddenly love doin this thingys lolsXD

1. Song playing at the moment?
- rainie's ai mei

2. One reason for living?
- God

3. Do you think you're ok?
- if youre not thn its really sad

4. Ever donated blood?
- eh nope. im underweight so underweight ppl cant right?

5. Favorite color(s)?
-white! white! white ! (:

6. Accessories you usually wear?
- i dun wear em. hardly go out nor do i bother to lols

7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
- ai mei

8. Last place you went to?
- church

9. Last person you went out with?
- pris, mich, caiyu, sheri, jacq, hongyi, randall

10. The most exciting sport?
- badminton

11. Ever had a baby?
- ._.

12. Movie you want to watch?
- MI3

13. Any piercings?
- not yet. after o lvl yes

14.The most romantic gift?
- to be loved by the guy of my dreams & every little thing he does for me

15. Act on stage before?
- yup. concerts. syf.

16. Struck by lightning before?
- nope, dun intend to try

17. Danced with your loved one before?
- if my sis is counted thn yes. if not, no. lols

18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
- for what? lols, have ta learn to move on

19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex?
- scream into his ear

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
- aiyoh a lot leh ! now cant think of any hahah. ask me that later/

21. Last person you met for the first time?
- for the first time, oh keave ( dunno how to spell his name)

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
- goin to church, thn slack the rest of the day off watchin finish e mo zai shen bian

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
- hello? i ain stupid.

24. One thing you totally regret doing/done?
- i think i have a lot of regrets in life. but really, dun make me dig em up lols

25. Do people like you?
- ehhh, i cant tell lols.

26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
- spider solitaire

27. Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
- everyone. but him, not anymore

28. The color of your mobile phone?
- silver, white

29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
- no

30. What do you wish to happen now?
- ahh, not gonna reveal here lols

31. Last time you ate pizza?
- WEDNESDAY! my parents went out on a date so my granny dunwan cook oni for 3 of us lols.

32. Ever been given a ring?
- nahh

33. Do people think you're weird?
- YESH!! hahah!! i know i am

34. Movies now showing that you hate?
- da vinci? i dunno if i shud hate it

35. Most important thing in your room?
- MY BED!!!

36. Last movie watched?
- errrr, in cinema : ice age2. at home is my little bride

37. Last television show watched?
- E MO ZAI SHEN BIAN ! DEVIL BESIDE YOOO!! damn nice!! gimme a guy like him man! lols XP

38. Who is the person you want to see right now?
- surprise me

39. Ever called a person useless?
- hmm yeah.. heh.. more of idiot, but idiot is the same as useless luh

40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- i duno, i guess

41. what did you do last night before you sleep?
- wrote smth and cried

42. what did u do this morning when you wake up?
- ate prata for breakfast! YUMMY YUMMY!! (:

43. what song do you recently hear in your room?
- in my mind, ai mei. on the stereo is chuang and wenrou

44. did you sleep in your room last night?
- err OH NONO! i slept in the toilet..

45. what's your room like yesterday?
- like always.

46. do you enjoy being alone?
- depends who my company is.

47. are you a daydreamer?
- yar. dream too much, and whatever i dream NEVER comes true

48. where's your favorite place to daydream?
- bed

49. what kind of music do you enjoy the most?
- touching ones and meaningful, also WILDS music

50. if you were a shirt, what would you look like?
- like a comic strip. i think its cool

51. describe your favorite moment?
- being loved

52. what do you like most about being alone?
- i can cry without anyone knowing

53. can you hangout with anyone?
- no!

54. what's your hair like today?
- eh, as usual. im SO gonna cut it by nxt nxt wk! wahaXD so exciting!!

55. have you taken a bath today?
- UH HUH

56. who do u wish to spend the rest of ur life with?
- i cant picture his face yet, but his character&how he treats me, i can XD

57. who do you adore?
- My God

58. if you were alone in a cafe what will you be doing?
- drinkin something, staring at passerbys of fiddling with my hp to look like im doin smth altho nothing

59. do you believe in wishing star?
- nah, its kinda dumb. i oni wish upon my birthday cake. and it has been comin true every single year. yes, every yr i wish for the SAME thing

60. which do you believe the most, fairy or wishing star?
- HAHA?! you really think im dumb. i believe in God

61. do you like chocolate?
- some types. esp white chocs (:

62. do you read books?
- hell NO! lolsXD

OH MAN! disney channel is screening BAMBI now and its dammit farnie can! lols. my bro and sis were laughin their butts out XD

2006-05-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

lalala~~
VJC guitar concert for one thing is definitely more professional than other concerts held in schools.
and their performance auditorium is DAMN Nice lah can. lucky we came late thn can sit upstairs hahah. i think upstairs view nicer.
ohhh hahaha, so we arrived late and oni entered in the 3rd song.
ok, from far and upstairs view the guy sitting beside jacq quite cute hahaha. =P
heeeeheee. hopefully he's not like from far look nice but near is a different story le. lols. oh yar! saw a lot of cute guys today somehow hahaha. in the bus to tm also saw one hahah. he quite cute wad, dunno wad is pris' problem, her standard for guys is like damn high??! OH YARH! another one i saw , my neighbour. piang he is really shuai for a singaporean lah can. hahah he looks so jap somemore. hardly see him thn lucky lucky i go in lift he come out. lols XD

oh yar, back to the concert hahah.
ok so there's this 5 VJ ppl sitting in front of us luh.
2 of them quite goodlookin oso , but they seem cocky, somehow again hahah.
OH and theres one part dammit nice lah can!
these guys performing on stage thn suddenly halfway through, they stop and they shouted { HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL !} !!!
thats dammit sweet lah can! and that gabriel guy happened to be sitting in front of us lols. so super sweet siah. ur friends wishing you happy birthday at THEIR concert!
oh and we saw jacq's guy wahah. ok lah lols. jus dun look like jacqo type lols.
uh huh, and the encore song jacq SOLO one part. as in SING not play guitar.
her voice obviously very nice lah, the best among the 3. like duhhh hahahXD

OH YAR! and during the interval, we saw RANDALL !! lols.
pris was SOOOO happy again. and she kept asking him come up sit with us instead. lols.
but randall is so funny can. i like him lols.
he tore the pages up from the guitar concert booklet thingy.
thn he was like "hmm, you want -----?" *finds another page* "or you want -----?"
{the pages got pictures of wadeva ppl on em}
thn he tore the guitar pic out.
*hands it to i-forgot-who* "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
lols. XD
thn he tore jacq's pic out and give her. lols
randall is so cute. and yar a nice guy, small wonder why pris likes him so much lols.

i felt super dull after seeing him yesterday by chance.
seeing him jus ruined my whole mood yesterday.
who wud have expected singapore to be so small thn so qiao.
anw yar, and to make things worse, one thing why i dun like going concerts with my seniors is the generation gap.
everytime they see each other thn will talk talk talk abt things which doesn concern me or tok abt things which i dunno wad they're tokin abt luh.
generation gap.

so after the concert, one whole gang of jacqueline supporters waiting for the DA PAI to go home with.
thn they all meet other ppl they know blah blah thn go off tokin tokin tokin.
thn caiyu left le, so im so wuliao cus i dun fit into their conversations leh.
so i jus sat there, playin with sheri's hp bounce, feeling super extra and bored.
thn randall notices me, comes over and lames. lols XD
yay, he was the las person to make me smile with his lameness lols.

aye, lucky readers yall are.
las night i had more than this i wanted to blog abt.
unhappy stuffs.
but after a good cry, ive forgotten wad shytty feeling i was having las night ever since i woke up.
so i guess i shan spoil a saturday thinkin abt em anymore.
and so u guys wun have ta read it. lols.

transparent ;
only have my shadow accompanying me

2006-05-18T02:55:00.000-07:00

its so cool how a song can express so much feelings.
of sadness, happiness, any expression,
super touching even.
dun you ever wish that someone wud sing that song to you
or wished you could relate to that song of love and happiness?

devil beside you is super nice to watch. must be like the 2nd nicest taiwan show ive ever watched luh. when i first saw it on tv, i was thinkin it was like ge dou tian wang or xue tian shi, all those lame draggy taiwan shows again. i thot oni the startin of the show wud be nice and the storyline furthur on wud be kns.
but HEY! to my glad surprise, its NOT! ! at least its not draggy or at any part do i feel sianded. its jus so nice to watch luh. comparable to my korean shows wahaha (x
i jus love the way he loves her, protects her, takes her in his arms.
i guess all girls who watch it also wish for at least smth liddat, maybe less, maybe more..
anw, yup, *throws a bucket of cold water over self* , such guys are EXTINCT in reality.. girls are so pitiful eh? lols, cus guys are JERKS! =Plalala~
and she so cute(:
i somehow feel ahmon is tryin to imitate daomingsi lols, the way he toks.
ah, ive watched till left 4 epis oni :( sian. they shud make nice shows longer so ppl like me have more to watch and be entertained longer heehee.

aww man i jus love that show hahaha. i unexpectedly got caught onto it.
so glad that on sunday night i jus anyhow on tv thn it was on heeeheee XD loving it-

2006-05-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

walkin down the long long road,
under the hot blazing-making-you-all-sweaty sun all alone,
the road normally seemed so long,
as if i wud take hrs to reach home.
But today, it din seem all that long.
why? i duno.
maybe bcus ive never been more sure,
about it.. .. ..

BOOOO. ok i must say my results are OKAY~.
dun think my parents will scold me on anything, cept maybe chem hahah.
chem hates me and i hate chem too ! @.@ *sticks out tongue*
ok im pretty much ok with what i got, given that i was SERIOUSLY LAS MINUTE piaing for exams luh. as in really a few days before thn start worrying& start muggin.
so , yup, thats what i get for las minute study so im fine with it, more or less.
i also dunno what to say.
stupid minhui.
lols.

2006-05-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

yup, im bloggin fer the 2nd time today.
im watchin FULL HOUSE again and i jus love li yingzai's character which is RAIN hahah. he's so cute, has the height, and his character jus super cute luh his facial expressions. the oni flaw in him is his ego lols. jus love the way he loves her, aiyah all these korean shows the love in it all very nice luhh. i watch too muchie liao lols. maybe thats why i expect reality to be liddat.
oh and ppl who can dance are so cool luh. RAIN's dance moves and JR+Gino also. so coooooL
oh another nice korean movie to watch is My little bride by moon geun young and kim rae won. very cute show also, nice to watchie.. (x another one with nice love in it lols. aiyah all nice lah, oni reality not nice. lols.

ok this is jus a random post cus i nothin better to do luh heh

2006-05-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

yay, today after church went to shop for a mama's daee gift.
and since mama's burfday is like coming in 2 wks, we decided to combine both gifts as in can buy a more expensive gift for her.
so we found out cliffton was also gonna buy jewellery for his mom at Citigems lols.
and the brochure had this really chio pearl necklace luh and so we decided to get that for mama.
and seriously its like SO CHIO ! its simple and at the same time elegant ! so nice siah. SO CHIOO, as chio as fiona xie hahaha. (x so pretty lah cant stand it lols.
yay HAPPY MAMA's DAY! heeheee (x of cus u like the present from all 4 of us to you right? DUH! hahah (: we love ya too heee

2006-05-13T05:41:00.000-07:00

ahh, i got scammed by my parents to go PP with them lols.
cheat my feelings again.
i so totally was not prepared to going out at all today and my mind was actually set on staying at home WHOLE DAY , like i usually do.
and they got me tempted to go out to buy ------- !!
and my ma so cute. she go shopping really shop de lor. she totally stops at every lane to see see, even if theres nothing nice.. lols.. (x
thn walk halfway got these ppl staring at me, yuan lai they were my ma's students hahah. look look thn suddenly "Mrs Gan"
so funny siah. and they so polite. if it was me i wud walk away or go by a different direction de lor. lols. suay to see teacher on weekends siah. heh
in the end cudnt find it in PP lehs.. damn sad. humph.
everytime go out with family or friends i wun buy anything de.. somehow.. not bcus i dun want to.. jus cant get what i want. and that stinks. waste my time go PP with them lols. and i got blisters for wearing pris' lousy shoe and my socks went all the way down so the shoe was rubbing against my poor heel. booo @.@

lol, and to da fa shi jian, ive been watching shows online lols.
aiyah, im super tempted to either buy a disney jigsaw puzzle to do or to buy vcds to watch leh. jigsaw puzzle more costly leh, but vcds not good for eyes hahah. aiyo i dunno which one to get.. booo.. maybe vcd is better hahaha. ive been online hours jus watchin different shows, repeat shows, anything. and i totally distracted my sis.. hehe.. XD

AH! i jus rmb i have to do 2 jian baos. ahhhh.. stupid wwx. @.@ sheesh.

2006-05-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

vesak day. how sian. i'd rather go to school? maybe.

had pre mothers' day lunch with my cousins at some ulu restaurant downtown.
bad service i'd say. dun like their attitude. not professional lols. but waddo ya expect? the waitresses are mostly ah mas alr lah.. lols.
okok my dear cous val is SOOOO amusing hahah and she is so easily amused luh !
cant believe youre still at that grass cutter joke siah hahaha XD
and man, she's got a LONG TONGUE! my goodness! she's a lizard le lah! hahaha. her tongue can reach her nose and can go down and touch her chin also!!! so freakish right! hahaha and when she sticks it all out, she totally looks like some lizard le lor! so funny!! (X
okok funniest part, 3 siao girls playin a fool in the toilet, gaying away lols.
first, we laughed at a piece of paper which said [ LOOK HERE ]. i wanted to stand there like an idiot staring straight into that piece of paper budden got a guy walking out of the mens so i paiseh do that hahah, so we walked straight into the toilet. it was empty. oni the three of us in there, well at first that is.
ok, so me and val were in the cubicle, oni pris wasn in one.
thn val started making some weird weird noise which made pris laugh like siao and she kept askin val to make the sound again hahaha.
ok, the reason why she laughed so hard was bcus someone walked in and val was making the noise over and over again cus she was tricked by pris to do so and din know that there was someone else besides us in there lols. and pris kept laughin like siao out there. and her laughter is so contagious hahah. XD we were being damn gay lah. esp val lols. it was just super hilarious luh. just burst into much laughters.
OH YARh! and valerie teo! you are so like timothy gan! LOLS! piang oni you two squeeze ppl's arm there de lah, lookin for muscles.. so FARNEH! lols.
and val is SOOOOOOOOO funneh.. lols. she go take the wet tissue and gay ard. POLISH YOUR MUSCLES!! LOLOLOL XD you so cute siah! hahaha (: dear arh.. aiyo.. lols..
laughy girl.. keep laughin&laughing&laughing.. so funny siah.. lols.

ah, thn went to suntec to walk. actually more like we went there cus my dorky bro wanted to change his shoe. and PIANG i cant stand it lah ! hello!! we are tryin to help you look GOOOD but if u wanna insist on ur BLACK and NAVY colour code and look total DORKISH i have nothing to say! i mean, you alr look dorky, hahah sorry to say, and so thats why we give you our opinions so you wudn look THAT bad but we cant help it if u dun wish to listen to us and waste money buyin that shoe which totally sucks. have some taste lah pls..
we totally like wasted time in those sports shop like world of sports and adidas and nike jus bcus YOU cudn make up ur lousy mind.. duhhh.. and i cudn even go into puzzle shop luh! cus YOU took up so much time and STILL DARE TO SAY ME! I SLAP YOU ARH! @.@
OH OH! and I saw RANDALL at the nike shop with his bro lols.
yay yay i spotted him first thn i took prissy to him. piang he looked at me so i waved and thn his face was like he din see me wavin to him at all luh pls! LOLs. oh so funny.. and his bro doesn look like him lor. so funny. randall look like indian man thn his bro looks chinese. hahaha XD and pris was so darn happy to see him, what can i say? you cud tell, she was totally sticking to him. and she was like
"eh why you here?! "
"orh, my parents go watch movie, so we come here walk walk lor"
" EH! we also walk walk leh! eh yi qi walk luh!"
LOLS.
thn he walked on around the shop and noticed her at the back of him still..
"what are you doin?"
" following you lah"
DOUBLE LOLS.
she like despo liddat. hahah. wtv, like she hasn seen him in ages.. hmm ok maybe she really hasn seen him in ages.
and he call me VAIN! LOLS.
is pris go put eye shadow on me de lah ! not i ASK her to lols. BISH..
you also vain wad, spike ur hair until daniel cudn recognise you HAHAH.

lols, thn i saw some le coq sportif bag also, dunno if its the one jolene liked.
hahah! and my bro ALMOST bought it for me hahah. for a while i managed to convince him into. its almost 50 bucks right. i think so. hahaha. wtv/

oh and im sucha pig. came home ard 4 and i slept till 1937 !! NO ONE WOKE ME UP SIAH! grrrrr... i hate oversleeping..

2006-05-12T01:09:00.000-07:00

ALL GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT JERKS..

2006-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

*General Section*
1. what do you do when you're mad?
; really mad, i'll curse. but im tryin NOT to do that. i'll cry instead when im mad lols.

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you
were mad?
; hurt someone's feelings

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
; i dun think i ever had sucha great influence on anyone

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were
mad?
; no lols

5. do you curse when you're mad?
; yes, when super mad

*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out ?
; if it was bcus i was seriously upset.. that wud be a few yrs ago le.. lols

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
; yupp, great way to sleep. but u get ugly eyes when u wake up the nxt day lols

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
; no, i usually cry alone. or sometimes oni my sis sees it.. lols

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
; hmm, haven got injured.. lols

5. do certain songs make you cry?
; YES TOTALLY! if they're so touching and meaningful hahahaXD those songs rock

*Pain Section*.
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody
else?
; errr.. hurt their feelings? i dunno.. or maybe i dun wanna rmb? lols

2. how depressed can you get?
; ehhh.. quite very.. but NOT ANYMORE! im grown up okay! hahahXD

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
; ehhhh.. i dun know..

2. what can make you happy?
; oOoo im a very easily contented person! erm, to some stuffs oni.. hahaha. little things done for me makes me a happy me :D

3. do you wish you were happier?
; well yeah. happiness is a very impt factor. the more the merrier y'know XD

4. what about being with your friends, does that
make u happy?
; yeah well sometimes, till the teasing starts..

*Love Section*.
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that
you'd die for them?
; ehhh at my age? NO WAY! i dun even LOVE others other than my family hahaha. i mean not LOVE until THAT great an extent luh. lols

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her
that you love him/her?
; love, no. like, yes.

3.have you loved someone so much, it made you
cry?
; family? yup

4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever
said 'i love you' to you?
; i dunno leh..

*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your
heart?
; hated ? then, i did . but it din las long and i jus forgot abt it and din care abt that person no more

3. do you hate Bush?
; i dunno anythin abt him cept that he's the president of united states right?? lols.

*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
; not high

2. do you believe in yourself?
; no, humans cant be trusted. i can oni do things through Christ in me

3. what do you say when people say they think you
are good looking/cute/handsome?
; eh? whatever?

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are
ugly, dumb, and fat?
; hahaha! im not fat ! i want to be fat !

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought
you weren't good enough?
; hmm.. no

6. are you happy with who you are?
; pretty much. i love my family! anyway theres nothin you can do to change anything abt you. so jus live with it lols XD

2006-05-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

JOY !!
yays today was overall a great day luh heee XD

ok shant tok bout exams no more wahaha!! (x
ok yada yada happened thn played 2 hrs of badminton at tamp sports hall.
and its like all the JCs , even those from far far away singapore came. and yup, there was some tournament-like thingy goin on luh.

hmm, thn we went ys mh hse PLAY MAHJONG! lols, my idea hahaha
din wanna go home so early lehs, boring siah.
ok anw, so funny lah, i alr know so little about mahjong and i haven played it in ages so i totally forgot how it goes luh. heh , but anw i won the first round, thn liming the second, thn LP the 3rd and thn kahhui ! the funniest thing was like it was in a clockwise direction lah, one aft another to win. hahah ok but the fifth game i din win booo. i oni won the first one hahaha. lousy hand.
anw mahjong is fun, and addictive hahaha XD

ok, im sorry jie, i still love you ok hahah XD and so does the fat guy who carried you WAHAH! okok hahahaha

so i came home and watched finish the dvd my ah ma borrowed. its some korean movie luh, about dancing. ok the front part of the show is seriously boring luh. but the girl is cute hahah AND SO IS THE GUY OK! hahaha, my craze coming back AGAIN liao.. booo.
EH! i seriously think guys with slit eyes are damn shuai lah can hahaha. yar, in short is arrowing those korean actors. their slit eyes are super electrofying luh !! hahahaha!! SO SHUAI! blehs =P
and the show since about its abt dance, obviously the focus is on it lah. AND WAH KAO! they dance DAMN NICE LOR! those latin dance, its SO nice !!
imagine lah, moon geong young and this goodlooking slit eyed guy dancing tgt..
hahaha shuai right ! wah lao ! cant stand it!
and THEY SO CAN DANCE LAH! they can act and dance so well. pro lor.. lols..XD
and they had to learn finish it all in like 4 months can? hahaha. pro lor! cant stand it, if i ever watch this show again its definitely bcus i wanna see their moves, so shuai.
dancing with the one you love.. super have feel lah hahaha.
oh yar! another add point for it, the dance songs are SOOOOOOO nice!! i totally love it lah! the first dance has this really romantic song thn the second one is so cheeky and cute!! ahhhh, wish i cud find the soundtrack or something. its SO NICE! hahaha.

the guy+ the girl+ the love+ the dance moves+ the dance songs..

yup, im bloggin right afta watchin it hahah. (x

ah, shan say smth i actually wanted to type. sao xing.

2006-05-09T03:00:00.000-07:00

CRAAAAPPP.
siann lah, my butt and my stomach hurt like siao lah.
its like having gastric and diarhoea all at the same time!!
CRAP! TOTAL CRAP feeling! SO SO SO sick feeling, i felt like i had a fever and a bit like vomiting lor. i hope its not stomach flu man. stomach flu is like the WORST type of sickness you can ever get and it sucks.
and i had to wake up TWICE in the middle of the night to go toilet luh ! crap leh! disturb my sleep! i din blow up cus my paper today is 2nd shift so can sleep longer luh.

anw, lucky after eating po chai yun thn not so bad lah. and thank God really that i din have to halfway during exam go toilet luh.

and my dad and ahma so cute luh XD
my dad totally rocks lah can hahaha. he totally knows what i like de heeheeXD
self-initiative, to get me what i like hahah. in the end my ahma dun let me drink lor! cus she say i shudn drink cold drinks. boooo. waste my dad's xin yi but i listened to my ahma and abstained from it luh. hahah i so guai !! (X
sickness sucks lah, but the concern i get is *thumbs up* wahaha

like minhui says, my stomach always got problem de lah.

i shud really consider operating on it, i bet if i ever get cancer nxt time it'll be stomach cancer.. lols. CHOY! XD

THRASH JOJO! (x

2006-05-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

RANDOM POST

goodness gracious, ms satsuki and aunty irene can come up to sing a duet and it'll be like damn nice can?! they are professional singers hahah. OOh wait! plus ESHTON! hahaha let him sing descant! WOW it'll be sucha nice combination, and daniel can play the piano for them or bro sengkiat. lols. i admire their good voices siah haha. talented peeps.
OH and escher is simply so precious!! he super cute lah can! cant stand it! pls dun let him grow up! hahaha! SUPER CUTE BABBY! hahaha(x

ok im havin a break again from studyin bio hahah. so im jus gonna do another random thingy to destress a bit ahaha (X

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: faith ang xin hui ! (x

FIRST SCHOOL: bethesda kindergarten

FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia 2100. yr 2003 lols

FIRST FUNERAL: paternal grand-dad, still rmb he died a few days aft my bdae lor..

FIRST PET: my pet or my sib's pet? lols. i no pet. their hamster bah. some ranaway while the other which tried to act smart got itself squished dead lols

FIRST BIG TRIP: every trip on plane is smth BIG to me lehs. and i seriously dun rmb in chronogical order. i jus rmb which countries i had most fun in hahaha. japan, korea, australia, los angeles. OH and nvr go las vegas- its not a good place.

FIRST FLIGHT: dun rmb.. too young hahah or rather cant be bothered? =P

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: ok this is embarassing, F4 lols.

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY? i'll have to ask my parents tt lols.

FIRST JOB: at my uncle's family business factory, its horribly boring n the pay sucks hahaha

FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: whats tt? lols
_________________________________________
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EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: AHHH ! i forgot her name! one of the knies' daughters.

LAST CAR RIDE: in a cab jus now

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: yesterday the yesterday

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: at home, i not stupid2 & finding nemo wahah (x

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: maggi mee hahah ! cudn find cup noodles at home luh..

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: WOW! i haven bought stuffs in ages luh! if clothes it was during cny bah.

LAST SHIRT WORN: white converse shirt

LAST PHONE CALL : hmmm, i dun usually talk on the phone..

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: him

LAST KISS: erm never? lols

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: my handphone i guess..

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: las sunday

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: im still being excited for church camp in a mth's time lols.

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: daniel.

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: ehhh.. dunno

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: hmm.. OH i rmb hahah! yesterday! when i was muggin and sharing a mars bar with tim thn my sis came home with bubble tea oni for ME waha! and i din ask her to buy for me leh.. wahahah (x

ok, im done with this, which means back to more muggings..
waaaaaahhh..
onward go !! (x

brain stereo: God's refining fire

2006-05-06T01:20:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhh, ok i shudn be here now. i shud be muggin my butt off for chem and bio but whatever lols. i cant stand it liao. though i must admit i hardly did much lor.. guilty guilty!!
i totally cant stand it, ok, mayb i do know why ive been feeling super tired the whole of today. morning wake up , eat breakfast, mama teach me some chem stuffs for like an hr+? not sure.. thn i was gettin super tired!! sian dao. so once she finished i ran up to my bed and lazed in there for half an hr? thn decided go eat lunch and go back to sleep again lols. TOTALLY SLEEPING AND SLEEPING LAH! kns. study ge pi lor. lols @.@

ok, now that at home oni left me my sis and my maid, so i decided use comp a while before goin back to study bah.. if i can.. lols.. and to pass some time, im gonna be even boreder and do this bored thingy which i click here click there thn VIOLA saw it de. lols

01.Your name -- Gan Pei Jun Deborah
02. Hobbies -- sleeping, slacking, tv, music
03. Gender -- GER
04. School / work -- skola
05. Height -- 159 nia
06. Horoscope -- aquarius
08. Address -- bedok
09. Email -- attitud3b@hotmail.com
10. Hair colour - black
11. Eye colour -- u know ive nvr really thot of tt hahah
12. Skin colour -- err, ppl say im white grr @.@ im SOOOO goin swimmin after exams
13. Right or left handed -- right.
14. status -- singular
15. Siblings - 3
16. Last 6 digit of your mobile no -- 254312
17.When's your Birthday -- 110291

[[ haVe u,,, ]]
21. Tried smoking -- im no fool
22. Drink alcohol -- a sip? lols
23. Been hurt emotionally -- yarh.. guess everyone has?
24. Kept a secret from anyone -- obviously.
25. Been on stage -- yupp, choir concert&syf&stupid founders day

[[ faVorites ]]

26. Color -- white, orange, dunno , depends.. lols
27. Food -- LONG JOHN! and everything unhealthy
29. Number -- i nvr thot of that. how bout 383 my ex locker no. lols.
30. Cartoons -- spongebob
32. Song -- ehhh too many to list bah.
33. Movie -- ehh, NARNIA
34. Subject -- now? amaths lols.

[[ rYt now,,, ]]

36. Wearing --PJs lols XD
37. Hairstyle -- in a mess lah wad u want. i nvr go out lols
38. Looking at -- this screen!!
39. Thinking of -- i jus won jojo at mines! wahaha XD
40. Listening to -- we belong together.

[[ dO u beLieVe in,,, ]]

41. Love -- yes. i watch too much tv you see.. lols
42. Faith -- yupp.
43. Yourself -- no, i cant
44. Ghosts -- thats CRAP! no such things as ghosts pls.
45. Angels -- yupps! they're all around protecting me:D hehe

[[ in the Last 24 hOurs,,, ]]

46. Worn jeans -- nopes.
47. Cleaned your room -- nopes.
48. cried -- yar! watched i not stupid2 las night lols
49. met someone new - nope
50. Last person I talk to on the phone -- shumin

[[ LoVe Lyf ]]

51. Do you believe in love -- why ask again? lolsXD
52. Have a secret admirer -- eh, if u said its secret, so how in the big wide blue green world shud i know?? lols
53. Do you wanna get married -- DUH! hahahXD
55. How old you wanna be when you get married -- by 25 or younger
56. How old you wanna be when you have your first kid? -- maybe one yr after marriage? lols
57. How many kids do you want -- hahah err, i'll leave that to God hee
58. Would you have kids before marriage -- NO! duh? lols.
59. Do you have a Crush -- yupp
60. What do you want most in a relationship -- him to be REALLY SUGAR SWEET, THOUGHTFUL, and does things for me w/o me askin for it, definitely must totally make me laugh n smile alot alot, and can gan dong wo hahah (x not much right? hahaha
61. Pink or Black -- pink haha
62. Kiss or hug -- hug, the kiss is for the one&only SPECIAL ONE for me
63. Summer or winter -- winter
64. Sunny or rainy -- now, i hope it rains, i hate the sunlight blowing into my face when i try to have a afternoon nap lols
65. Chocolate or vanilla -- vanilla :D
66. Hanging out or chillin -- hanging out
67. Music or TV -- tv if theres a nice show, music if i can find something new and nice to listen to lols
68. Hamburger or Pizza -- ehh, hamburger, i dun eat much lols
69. Smile or Laughing -- laughing!
70. Sleeping or eating -- sleeping!! woo haha
71. Mc Donald's or KFC -- mcdonalds i guess, i dun eat much things in kfc lols
72. Silver or gold -- silver looks more elegant
73. Sunset or sunrise -- sunset! sunsets are SUPER PRETTY LAH! i love em man! (x
74. On phone or in person -- in person..
75. Diamonds or Pearls -- diamonds more elegant leh, pearls like for ah mas heehee
76. Adidas or puma -- adidas. puma like not nice de lehs hahah
77. Band members or models -- band i guess lols
78. Local or international Artist -- local artists are super shi bai lah. international are far more talented lols
79. sneakers or boots -- sneakers.
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal -- WHO ARE THEY?!?!?! lols
81. Dunhill or Malboro -- slap you arh. smokers suck
82. clubbing or live music -- huh? i dun both
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt -- i heard johnny depps name but i dunno hu he is leh lols
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson -- i cant rmb how kate hudson looks like!! lols
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy -- romantic comedy
86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain -- ???
87. BMW or ferarri - i know nothing bout cars
88.incubus or maroon 5 -- Maroon 5!
90. long haired or bald -- Long duhh.
91. pop or rock -- pop. rock is SOOOO NOISY!! NOISE POLLUTION! hahah no offence to rock ppl
92. beach or mountain -- beaches.
95. nokia or ericsson -- nokia!
96. 311 or hoobastank -- hoobastankkk
97. Asia or America -- asia! i dun like america leh, dunno why. feel very out of place there
98. tattoo or piercing -- erm how bout none.
100.asking/answering -- asking? lols..

YAY! finished a 100 questions!
waha, ive been here for an hr already?? lols. played mines with jojo! hahah XD
okok, slacker deb off to mug
CYA~!!

2006-05-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

woots! ive survived through one week!! (x
gah, 3 down, 4 more to go..

sian sian sian. cant wait for wednesday to come lah duh.
crrap.

ok, so today morn , hahah so shiok din have to wake up at 545.
but i jus cudn sleep much longer.
decided to get out of bed at 8..lol
get ready, do this do that, thn go read through some things again thn left for school. geog ppl so poor thing, they oni get 30 mins liddat to study for lit thn have to sit for another paper liao hahah. well, think of it this way, they oni have 3 papers left.

ok so yada yada thn finished the paper and i totally crapped my way through lah, hopefully i din go out of point siah. ah, i heck lit liao lah.
anws, yupp thn time to go play badminton.
waited quite long for kahhui at first thn we decided not to wait for her so we jus proceeded to bedok stadium in the rain lols.

so lame, 6 of us there oni 3 rackets.
anws, so jus take turns to play lah. and piang eh, lp ys mh amanda all play like pro lahs. so stress to play with em de lols. thn time's up, left de hall go eat lunch..
so we walked all the way to bedok interchange the long john heh. lols, the way there so funny.. so INTERESTING siah, lols, LP talkin to me thn ys come n crap.. laugh laugh laugh thn reached dere. lols
thn LP so much things to say hahah, so we sat at a different table from them and she continued lols.
ok, some things bu fang bian blog lah so .. hahah. yuppp..
so funny lah, hahaha yay wednesday shud come sooner wahah.

eee, i wish i was more musically inclined. booo.
i wish i was able to play the piano jus like he does and how she plays the guitar. sian laaaahh.. grrr.. @.@

disappointed , time and again.
maybe i jus expect so much from you
too much, you cant do it.

2006-05-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH
what the. tmr is exams liao. lols.

ah, amaths and ss.
aiyah the sudden pressure is horrible man. cant cope with it lols.
now i regret procrastinating my studies.
all at once got SOOOOO much to study. too much !
i even had to stay up las night to pia ss.
and today, came home cudn even rest and i had tuition for like 2 and a half hrs.
jus ended so im destressing abit.
piang eh, the more i do the amath qns, the more i find myself stumped at them.
dunno issit bcus im tired so im brain dead or its bcus i really dunno how to do em.
but its like, even aft the tuition, im still so bewildered at all those qns man.
all i can do is pray they wudn come out man.
PLSS! Lord, help me!!

Dear God, i pray that as I go through my amaths and ss papers tmr ,Lord, you will give me wisdom and guidance Lord, that i may know how to attempt the qns. Father, i pray that you'll be with me as i go through all my papers Lord and tat you will guide me through em with the strength and wisdom. Also Lord i pray that i may be able to focus well, and not be so easily distracted, and that i may have a clear mind. I commit all my papers unto you Father,and thank you for listenin to my prayers, in Jesus' precious name i pray, amen.

2006-05-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

hahah thank God really that my boxed-eye thingy subsided during the night waha.
apparently oni minjie noticed smth wrong wahah (x

aiyah.. im so into camp mode.. weirdo..
lols cant wait fer CHURCH CAMPPP !! woootx.
eiyer, snap out of it lah deborah!
one wk later thn i'll be a freeman! LOLS (x

nachos with cheese? niceeeee heh . thanks mian mian hahaha

oh dear.. i jus suddenly felt the urge to start STUDYING DEBORAH!!!
i suddenly feel the stress man, like everyone's mugging but im not! and ive been so slack seriously. im feeling ultra guilty now.. bahhs..
pls help me Lord!
ok, long break. i better go back to mugging. i think i'll be stayin up tonight to mug man.. grr..

2006-05-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

#MAYDAY

ok today early in the morning my parent's [ ITS 6AM! ] alarm clocks both went off simultaneously. and i was like "waha, thats not for me. i still have another hour to go hehe"

ok so me and pris got up late. left the hse late. fetched kevin and dongxing late. but we reached that marina bay park or whatever its called place on time! lols and we thot we were gonna be so late! i din know it was that far leh.. lols..

ok so by the time programme started, we were totally off schedule by half an hr. nvm much huh.. and its like, hello, bcus all the games are by US, so its like, all our youth/teen guys all helping in the games station so they're not participating de.. so its like, left us girls and the other church's adults plus youth guys de. a bit odd siah.. lols..

and that guy came. lols. i rmb i had a crush on him 2 yrs ago from the combined church camp. ya, 2 yrs ago.. hahaha. i dunno why i liked him anws. its so lame. and after the camp wad i did was even lamer! i cant believe i so liddat !! LOLS. ok shall not furthur explain it. oh yar, wah eh, he las time alr very tall but i think he grew some more?? LoLs. and he has a nice tan siah hahaha. (x

ok so first game some blind fold thn follow the leader type of thingy. being the first teams to go is a good thing leh, we get to soak the nice blindfolds in our sweat thn the other teams get to use um! wahaha.
okok, this one very hard to go into detail cus a lot of details lol. but i must say they really put in a good effort in doin it lah. hahah. its like the best blindfold game thingy ive ever played lah hahaha.
they made this web thingy, and covered it in starch. so when u have to go through it, u will touch it and u will kanna the starch. lols. thn before u step down, they put some water bomb thingys and thn PIACK! when u step on it. so cool ! i stepped on one hahaha. and they bluffed us it was a big anthole.
okok, the BEST part was right, near the ending, colin was like "ok, this is the final obstacle. in front of you theres a hole, a drain. you will have to release ur hands from the person in front of u and jump across. dun worry, there'll be someone at the other side to catch u so guarantee u wun fall"
when i heard that i was like " bu hui ba.." lols. blindfolded have to jump across a drain?? so dangerous.
in the end guess what! they bluffed us! there was no hole. they jus made us look dumb jumping as if in front was a HOLE!! WAHAHHA that was a good one siah!! got us all laughing away hahahah (x

ok, thn 2nd game was obstacle course. hmm, i have nothing much to say abt this one lah, jus that it made me look stupid lols. ok nxt game

nxt up was something like captain's ball but the catcher uses a bucket to catch the ball and theres a zone area where the captain can move abt to catch lah.
ok we weren 1st or 2nd lah so we were fighting for 3rd place.
cus the first team we played against too pro le. all their ppl super enthu and good lah. and they had a defender guy glen who was TALL!! lols! defended all our balls. boo. lols.
all i can say is, kevin is our HERO! hahah. piang he damn pro lah! he's our ace player hahah. totally thanks to him that we won. oh yar credits to uncle james, elaine, and JOANNA! wah seh she damn tall lah can! and the opponent team had this girl called cynthia, she play this game also damn pro lah! they totally had team spirit siah haha. we won them by one ball nia. thanks to KEVIN!! hahaha. he scored practically all our goals?? hahaha. wooots! during las yr's youth camp he was my group too! wahahah! thats why we also won for this captain's ball type of games de WAHAH yays! (:

ok finally las game was.. scavenger hunt. lols.
gave us envelope with pictures in em and we're supposed to run ard lookin for the thingys in the picture luh. the sculpture garden area is like SOOOO big. we run ard until damn tired siah. so me and pris decided to jus slack and walk, let them run to the place first hahaha.
hahah got one i very cheat. i was holding one picture lah, thn i saw opponent team holding same piece as me lookin ard for it also. hahaha so i jus watched him, see where he goes. and WAHA! he found it! so i knew it was HUA MULAN! hahaha. im smart lala. XD

ok so our group, sinai prophets was 3rd lah. nvm hahaha. lost at the scavenger hunt i think, cus at first we were 2nd de. BOOO. and the group with the nicest name, ZION WARRIORS was 1st. gethsemane gardeners was 2nd. us 3rd, and jerusalem levites were 4th. lols. ok the group names were came up by elaine hahaha. at first they wanted to use matthew mark luke and john so she las min came up with all these names. the funniest was gethsemane GARDENERS!! hahaha so insulting but so funny lah. lols XD

haii, ok fun over.
came home ard 2+. and im very pissed now.
why? bcus i dunno why i have this purple reddish things ard my eyes! theyre so disgusting lah! i dun even know how in the world did i get it! and it seems to be becoming worse and worser! its so awful, like i got punched in both eyes by someone lah. horrendous!!! @.@ eeeeews. :(

ahh, now im like SOOOO in to the church camp mode! wee! i cant wait for church camp man! church camps are ALLL SO FUNNN! very refreshing and FUN! woohooo! EVERY SINGLE YEAR!! since i was a kid till now its still somethin to look fwd to every june! wahaha yays! church camp! (: eh ppl u all must go lah! if u can! church subsidising for youths, so can pay lesser. so MUST attend if can ! dun miss it lah! (x woo! counting down to JUNE 5-9

2006-04-29T02:52:00.000-07:00

woots.
at least eng and chinese and gone yay.
smth to rejoice abit about?? lols.. anws..

ok oral today, i have nothing to say lah.
jus liddat lor.
and u know when report to the class room right, wah eh that sec2 student councillor guy is funny lah.. lols..
he was like busy collectin hps from those girls who brought em and stuffs lah, thn i tap him at the back help me mark attendance for like twice lah? and apparently he din tick my name yet.. so i heck lah..
thn later on the teacher came in to ask if all were present yet thn he asked me if minmin was here so i pointed to her.
" erm, ya, is this person here yet also? " *points to a name*
" hmm.. yah thats me? " lols..
"ohhhh okok. LAO SHI LAO SHI! dou dao qi le!!"
lols. he blur blur wan

ah anws, im totally a slacker wahah.
my oni time whereby i shud study is like today lah.
in the end i slacked the whole day away.. thinking and thinking of those wu liao stuffs which yes i shudn be thinkin of now lah.. grr. cant help it leh
lalala

yay tmr i'llbe doin other stuffs.. after church have to go with elaine get the present for the games and wrap nice nice and in the end maybe play some bridge? lols.
thn monday will be having church games thingy yup yup.. good luck to me for studying hahaha (x

2006-04-28T05:57:00.000-07:00

BEI NI QI SI LE!!!!!!!!!!! @.@

2006-04-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

ah nothin seemed to be going on well today..
lol but my dad forever is the one who cheers me up siah.
i SO LOVE him heeheeXD

ay, bad things jus follow one after another. what can i say.
at a total lost now.
dun even know wad to do.
cant keep my mind off it. grr..

2006-04-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

lols, i din exactly PON hahah.
at least i have an official reason ok.. hahah(x
stayin at home is SOOO great heehee
part i love most is can sleep how long i want heh
rocks hahah.
and i actually had a nightmare!!
someone's after me and im on the run, but i cant seem to get away.
kinda like a hide and seek game, so "thrilling" man.
ok all i rmb was, i was really freaked out in my "dream" lols.

lol ok, so i woke up at 8+ but lazed in bed all the way till 9? yup,
thn ate breakfast and had a 2 and a half hour tuition heeXD. she totally gives me so much pressure on maths hahaha. ive been dedicating most of my time to maths man, i better turn some attention to other subjects too..

ok yada yada, thn BOTH my parents brought me to see doctor hahah (x
i feel so.. LOVED by them hahah, in the rain BOTH followed me to see doc some more hahah, and its not some BIG BIG problem i guess? hahah yay i love them SOOOO MUCH!(:
ok thn the doc had to check my stomach lols, and it was so ticklish!! cudn stand it heh. anw, he concluded that i had gastric, mild case i guess. and he said i shud drink milk to neutralise the acid LOLS! bio.. hahah and he gave me 3 types of medication!! lol!!

lol my dad so funny, he told me get some medication proof or whatever from the doc thn give teacher so in between lessons im allowed to eat smth so my gastric wun act up hahaha. funny siah..

OH YAR! the jealous thingy..
at first was abt ---- and ----, now its switched to someone else.
lol all the girls are the lucky ones siah i found out. hahah their guys are such nice peeps hahah. he's so nice lah, im jus his gf's friend, thn ok, so we saw him in person once and got tok on msn abit las time lah.. but now he still does show concern and care for us ,her friends. *thumbs up* he has great inter relation skills hahah, but he is a good guy lah(:
jus now suddenly his window pop up [ u okay?? ]
i was shocked!! lols i mean so zun lah, im havin gastric and he asks sucha question. so timely concern siah hahah.
nvm, both of them do deserve it lah hahah (x

do u like concern??
i love concern!!
why?? cus concern=love
and being loved jus rocks. i mean duh, who doesn like being loved?? hahah.
even the Bible says the greatest of them all is LOVE
all the different types of love jus rock so much! (:
i love those ppl who showed me love !! ((((: heeee
even if u din think u did show concern for me, but yes u did lols.
mayb it doesn seem like to you but it does to me!! (x

2006-04-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

hahaha this is SO COOL

ok so i decided to slack my whole sunday away really.. feeling kinda guilty now but heck lah hahah (x
ok anws, ive been doin this tickle.com thingys with jojo..
and HAHAH its SOO COOL! ok its kinda true and the best thing is, how come my results are same as jojo's?!?! hahahah COOOL siah.. so cute hahaha (x
at least its something to entertain me with..
sounds a bit huachi but like jojo said, "nth wrong with dat, ROFL"
LOLOLS
so entertaining.. jojo so cute.. hahah (x
eh but this web is really very cool and at the same time entertaining hahaha
okok i go off, maybe after i study a bit i'll come baq on to do some more of it LOLS (: heeeeee

2006-04-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

hahah i love talking to jojo (x
heehee.. so interesting..
and jealous lah hahaha (:

ok so today's youth activity we all learnt something.
y'know chinese characters also tell abt the story of Creation and of God?? pretty cool huh.. lols.

2006-04-21T06:24:00.001-07:00

LOLOLOL!
ive been watchin jus too many ou xiang jus seriously wahah. my eyes are spoiling all over again. this time its taiwan shows hahah.
4 more episodes thn i wud have finished devil beside you, i cant bear to finish it !! :(
thn today go yongsheng hse he was actually watchin LIU XING HUA YUAN! LOLS! din expect tat really.
so we watched like 4 discs of it while playing mahjong oso hahah.
*hint hint* all the kissing parts are yongsheng's LOVES!! heeheeXD
so funny luh. i mean when we watch such shows as a family and there is kissing parts my parents wud be like " CHANGE CHANNEL CHANGE CHANNEL!! "
but ys say his ma will laugh to herself.. LOLS?! weird, how cud she let her kids watch such things hahaha XD

oh yeah, and today morning i tried watching an episode of zong ji yi ban.
ok wang dong cheng is cute luh hahaha XD but the show is not very entertaining. its so fake lah some parts. so zuo zuo lols. and i dun like huang xiaorou, so irritating lols.

oOoo now i like yang cheng ling songs lols.
if not for devil beside you i really wudn have liked her at all lols.
seriously din think much of her till i watched the show wahah. the power of ou xiang jus.

so cooool. and my sis jus bought a new phone. nokia 6280 or 6820. dunno lah. the 3G sliding phone de. cool siah, its so clear the screen quality. grrr.. i always liddat wan, in a rush to change hp thn in the end a few mths later my sis will get a new n better model thn me.. DAAARR! 3 times already lor!! and i still haven learned from it! sheesh. @.@

i cant understand why everybody wans to go watch da vinci. blasphemous show. crap!!
the worst thing is i cant believe my bro went to watch it!! AND HELLO! its DANIEL! NOT TIMOTHY!! so surprising! i always thot he was a very christian christian and wun go support such things altho we all know its fake. i jus cant accept it luh.
and he actually said it was entertaining luh, its a good show besides the blaspheming of christianity. asshole guy who go use it luh. so many other religion dun wan use.

AH! anw gtg off the comp now, have ta attend jacq's concert at vjc. boo so far!! sian and its guitar some more.. haha no offence but have to go support her luh.
the best thing is SHERI IS COMING! JOY JOY JOY!! (x i LOVE sheri ! hahahah yayayayayayay!!

2006-04-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

wow, kinda hard to believe its like friday already.
its jus like BAM! and the week has gone passed.
without cca, it passes very quickly i must say hahah.
i like it ! (:
hahaha

ok after school today decided to go walk walk with pris.
at first oni the 2 of us, thn pa also wanna go so lols..
went to bugis street walk..
i have nothing to say abt there lols..
nothing nice wan.. kanna cheated lols.
and i bought wu yue tian's zhi zu cd at 7 bucks there lol.
and i jus realised theres 2 discs with altgt 22 songs haha!
yay, and i bot some tigger toy hahah (:
quite cute heehee (x

thn we stopped by funan also.
walked the whole of challenger there, its huge hahah.
and thn we went to the xbox section and watched these guys playing DOA.
so we kinda stood there watchin for a while cus actually pris' intention was to stare at them, make them feel bad so they'll go away and WE can play lols. the DOA4 is so much cooler siah hahah. everything so different lols.
ah, but apparently i cudn be bothered to stand there and watch, quite boring after a while hahah so i dragged pris to walk on..
thn we came to some computers with kiddy games on it and i went to one and started playing it lols!! super lame siah! but there was one game pris actually liked!! haha she siao lah.. it costs 10 bucks, told her to buy it since she liked it lols..
so lame hahah (x
thn continued walking on, one big round..
i was actually tryin to find the mp3 section heh. ok so we walked outside and saw the challenger mp3 shop lols, so we went in to look see look see..
pris liked some iriver one lols.. but its so fat hahah.
aw man, now i wish i could get a mp3 for myself man. all the cheapo ones i used all spoilt so easily lah..
im gonna save up to get me one good one heh heh (:

ok so thn reached home ard 530, jus in time to watch the las episode of chuang shi ji2. man, that show is SOOO long. it has two serials and one is like 56 episodes?? lols its not bad a show lah, kill here kill there and all the scheming.
one schemer dies thn emerges another one and the circle goes on bla bla hahah.

2006-04-20T05:18:00.000-07:00

busted.
so busted.
stupid bio SPA.. ahhh so siian.
my experiment was a total flop!
no results siah!
hahah but lucky i made a smart guess, thn i went to check with others, some put that also lols. cross my fingers lah lols (x

lol 3 test in a row today.
lit - ok bah.
chi- din even know supposed to have to write gonghan lols..
bio spa- ahh..

so uber sian.
wah thn after recess my gastric acted up again.
wah the pain is tortorous man..

hmm.. feel like drinking.. BUBBLE TEA!! lols.

2006-04-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

guess what. 8 days to mid yrs.
HAHAH! so freaking fast ! lols.
and its jus so me to haven started no nothing yet. lala.
watch how i dieeeee.. booo..

ah muscle aches today. makes my movements a bit awkward and weird.
and a headache, dunno whats causing it.
and once again have stomach problems. sheesh. i shud go operate on it and see whats up with it lols..

hmm oh yah, the debate against 4B.
y'know today johannes jus said "eh ppl ! who are the 10 going to support again arh? we need u all to go support again today leh"
thn someone asked "today got debate arh??"
"yar! its today!"
thn i was sitting at my seat thinking..: how come monday got debate..
LOLS. thn i suddenly rmbed!! today is wednesday laaaah..
tooooot..

oh yar, what can i say abt it. lols.
dunno lah, hope minjie din screw up too much and we can still win.
when the oppo was speaking, soonhui's face totally looked as if he was gonna cry.
ask wen-yi. she saw it too hahah. damn funny lah.

oosh 3A !

2006-04-18T00:17:00.000-07:00

WOOOO badminton for PE today! played until damn tired laah..
oww my armm.. all the sweat man. i think badminton is the oni game which makes me really work out .. hahah anws it has always been my FAVOURITE SPORT heh. (:
ok so after PE, i was suppppppperrr duperrr tired out..
my mind was switched off during bio and recess i was jus stoning there, chewin on my bread. and darn it, anngi nvr come school today i think? dunno lah but she wasn around during recess... grrr..
ok, so i was lining up with minhui at malay stall.. thn qian and faus came behind us. and i finally found out who qian's BH is LOL! i always thot it was choir that BH lor.. hahaha. he was kinda lining up right before us, hahah, so i kept laughing, suddenly woke up lol. and qian was like " why u so happy arh?? " and i know she thinks its bcus cr was behind them lol. dot dot dot.. hahaha..

ok after lots and lotsa thinking, im so totally lost. LOST!
kinda regret what i had said before.. but i dunno if since ive alr done it, i shud jus stick to it and jus move on..
or i shud kinda change it? to the right way? i dunno lah..
the test of time.. hmmm.. i kinda think i do regret sayin what i said leh. but wah lao i was so confused when i said and i still am. and i actually said it cus i was really down. lol. so i dunno if u can go ahead think its reliable or not. DUNO lah.

lalala.. ive skipped two days of lunch. lol. not on purpose. queues too long, lazy to queue cus eat so slow so take the easy way out, buy bread lols. im so sick of bread and buns now. im eatin too much of it its makin me sick in the stomach.

ah, chem SPA, a flop i guess. i spilled so much of the acid and whatnot. my hands still reek of them lols. and i did not go test for whatever gas at all lah. so surely will minus marks for that. i totally din know need to until i saw johannes lighting up her splinter. and i was like "shyt!" lols. thn i read the question paper again.. lols but too late lah i alr carried the experiment out.. dunwan do again. and anw they did not gimme a splinter so i din bother to ask hahah. lazy..lala dun care lahh..

lol and im thinkin about what they said yesterday.
purple = gay colour
orange = lesbian colour
green = horny colour
surely green very horny de lor.. and is it like the in colour now?? lols..

and lastly, Dear God, thank you for giving me the answer. at least now i know (:

2006-04-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

oh what a start.
i failed my first test of the year!
i cant believe it !
history..
sheesh..its like one of the least i'll ever expect to fail lah.
i was damn disappointed when i saw my paper lah.
all the red ink and big big crosses.
wth, its not like i din study or anything.
i think its my answering skill wrong.
and damn you lah ys.
i detest you more and more now.
im like damn upset over it alr and you still keep sayin n sayin n irritating me. wah lao u totally suck lah ! im SO gonna change my place nxt lesson. idiot.
you are sucha @#$%^*$*^!%*&^& !!! u were tryin to make me cry, you were damn close to it, lucky i was able to suppress it. youre sucha jerk. i pity minhui for havin sucha brother like you

this is an urgent call out to me. to start getting serious and shut all the unseriousnesses and stuff.. no more !!

jus when i cheered myself up, those 2 things hit me real hard .
grrr..
now the oni two ppl left i can smile to or makes me wanna smile at is anngi and johannes.. ( see anngi. im so nice to you, and u still haven given me my sweets yet!! owe me how long alr HUHHHH.. lols )

BAH ! ok! ive decided ! now, im gonna stay focus, and i really really really wun come online on mondays, wed and fridays. and on other days if u do see me online, i'll probably stay for one hr nia. anw theres no one to talk to anymore, hardly anyone to tok to online.. so i wun purposely stay on to wait for someone to come on to talk to.

horrible period of time.. im pushin myself onwards woo!
come on, Go GO GO!

ok i feel like im talking to myself.
disguise
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
You must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone
Something that's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face in a mirror, there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess...
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true, what they say about you
You couldn't care less 'bout a thing surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on...

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come...

i need a punching bag. not literally

2006-04-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

WOO uncle's method totally rocks!!
hahah im back to normal. but dead. lols, yeah, see the previous post ending. WOO hahah. lame shyt me lols (x
hahah thank you uncle! u indirectly helped me. but anws, i know u dun come here anymore lah. heh. sorry anws. >.<

ok out of yet again, sheer boredom. saw this so jus picked it out to do for FUN JOY AND LAUGHTER! woooot`
well not that i have nth better to do (actually really is nth better to do lah) , but i can choose to do hmwk but im NOT GONNA!! wahaha i'll do em tmr in school, anws NO common test for us cus its physics wahah yay yay! (; and tmr is a short day with NO CCA!! double YAYS! jie tuo~! hahah. ok anw maybe some of you has seen or done it before and its the fastest one i cud get my hands on so here goes nothing:

1.Where have you been an hour ago?
- living room, watchin lame show after family meeting.

2. State your name?
- gan pei jun deborah

3. Do you like your name?
- NO WAY! hahah. i wanna change it hahah. my dad allows us to change our chi name if we want, but not our eng.. lols.. (x

4. Can you remember what you did on the first day
of your school?
- sat at my seat and shut up?

5. What do you want to be ten years from now?
- 25 yrs old arh.. hopefully settin up my own family?? :D:D lols

6. What did u feel upon receiving emails?
- click delete

7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?
- pri sch. cus my bros had email accs, so me and my sis see them, we also wanted haha. dunno for wad also.

8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?
- i dun torture myself

9. What was the last illness that you had?
- GASTRIC!! i always get em

10. Do you like listening to rap music?
- is that like jay chou?? lols.. dunno.. dun like noisy ones

11. Have you ever thought of driving the train to
uni ?
- huh? lols. nvr thot of smth so lame..

12. What did you do last 1st November 2005?
- HAHA! most probably doin nothing bah!!

13. Which do you prefer? sunny dayz or rainy
days??
- eh.. not sunny not rainy.. cloudy :D

14. When was the last time you browsed the
bible?
- today, in church :D

16. What is the brand of your first wristwatch?
- i dun buy brands.. lols.. mine are all cheapo.. cept for my current one from DISNEYLAND!! heehee.

17. Look at your back. what did you see?
- i cant see it.. duh.. and if i do.. maybe i'll see my back.. lol.. LAME!!

18. Say something about the person whom u like..
- err.. dunno.. dunno even if have or not.. dunno .. lols.. dunno

19. Do you sing while you are taking a bath?
- YUPPS!! 2 places with best acoustic for singing. toilet and lift. try it.

20. What did you have for breakfast today?
- ba hu bun.. lols..

21. Your last dream that you remembered?
- errr.. abt some guy and me.. lols..

22. What do you usually say when you meet a
person?
- heys

23. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to
forget"?
- err not exactly? dunno

24. Last thing you held before using the computer?
- my handphone which is SO SCRATCHED now.. grr..

25. Where is the place you always dreamed of?
- dunno..

26. When was the last time your tears fell?
- yesterday? from my depression state.

27. Are you goin to leave your parents in time?
- NO WAY! my family is my life! im sticking to them forever. FOREVER!

28. At what age you are ready to get married?
- earliest ard 24 i guess?

29. Long hair or spikey?
- long. but it sucks. i want short :D

30. First person to run to if you are depressed?
- actually i'd jus suffer in silence. though i admit i really hope someone wud be there for me.. obviously.. there isn anyone now..

31. Whats the last movie you watched?
- ice age 2

32. Who was the last person you called?
- my bro.

33. What was your worst flood experience
- err.. dun have..

34. Were you attracted to a person ten years older
than you?
- im kinda against too big age gap thingys..

35. Are you happy at this point of your life?
- err, yesterday definitely no. now im okok lah. not very happy nor very sad..

36. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
- errr subway i guess? lols.

37. Are you in love now?
- errr.. dunno. on the surface, it doesn seem he cares abt me anws lols.
and i cant be bothered if so.

38. With whom?
- err.. some guy if so?.. lols.. DUHH :P

2006-04-16T01:33:00.000-07:00

yo ressurection sunday.
i totally cheered up much when i went to church.
all the singing of hymns and stuffs.
i could feel God's love for me.
and its a GREAT feeling ! (:

ok so after church, me pris and tim and mom got into this taxi.
WAH LAO EH i tell you the taxi driver uncle was SUPERB FUNNY!! (x
gosh, it all started when tim told him " ah uncle arh, can go bedok, by PIE "
thn the uncle was like " ah DUHH! this road u wanna go bedok obviously oni can by PIE what, understood-deded!!"
OMG! the uncle super IN siah! LOLOLOL.
for awhile i thot he APing us siah.. thn he went on tokin and toking.
but wah lao eh, he talk the stuffs all FUNNY like anything lah!
piang eh, i like him a lot leh! i think he damn cute!! hahaha
he totally made my day!! i totally laughed like i was having asthma siah !! hahaha.
he rocks man.
and he was like telling us about the indian slang, how hard it is sometimes to understand what his indian passengers are tryin to say.
AND WTH! he did sucha GREAT imitation lah! and he told us one incident which was like DAMNNN funny!!!
ok he told us MANY stuffs!! piang he must be the coolest and most in taxi driver uncle ive ever seen man.
pls let me run into him again !! hahaha (x
he jus went on and on and on tokin hilarious incidents, thn me tim and pris all took out our handphones to record !!! HAHAHA!!
shyt man, i SO TOTALLY miss him.
he's like the first person in days to make me laugh hahaha.
damn cute lah he.

ok, so that aside, i kinda got back to my unhappy mood after reaching home.. but thinkin of the funny uncle puts a smile to my face.
piang we were really all laughing like shyt in the taxi lah. funny guy he. (x
I LOVE YOU UNCLE LIM! hahah
i wish i cud post the recordings of him online siah hahah.

ok, tears in heaven by the choir boys:
its so totally a damn sad song lah, but beautiful at the same time.
piang, i think it was rewritten by this guy for his dead son. something liddat. also dunno if my info correct or not lah. anws, here it is:

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

ok theres one phrase which catches me most.
"and i know there'll be no more tears in heaven"
i feel like going there now. cause i know i wun feel sad, or will there be tears in heaven. oni joy in heaven and everything good. ok maybe im tryin to escape, call me an escapist, whatever.
anws, thanks to uncle. ive decided.

shortlived happiness wun last.
your reluctance to speak says a lot.
anw thank you for all the happy moments.

adapted from uncle:
deceased, in memories of,
[ 1991 - 2006 ]

2006-04-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

LOL i gotta admit im damn bored.
i so dammit have been cut off from the social world.
TWO WHOLE DAYS cooped up at home, doing NOTHING!
wow, how exciting is my life!! @.@
the oni thing that made me happy for a while was roti prata for breakfast!! lol, its so yummyyy.. (x
and thn the rest of my afternoon was being cooped up in my room.
dang that was superbly boring lah!
all bcus of my bro, bought some new comp thingy and he got benjamin and friend to come set it up for him. and he din even tell me they were gonna come!! luckily i was like lazing in bed when they came. wah lao if not they see me in my PJs lah. stupid. lols.
and all bcus they were downstairs fixing the thingy up so i din wanna go down, hence being stuck upstairs. sheesh. and i had like no one to tok to and no food to munch on lols..
in the end i listened to some old cds and did some maths.
and wth lah, my amaths is a goner!!
yesterday my tutor jus came, and all the hmwk she gave me was like, WTH!! all dunno how to do lah! wah lao eh! crap lah.
yar so anws ive totally been stoning.
i need entertainment. SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLS!! lols.

HAHAH me and pris watched ms singapore universe thingy. i think its a repeat telecast?? darnoe..
anws im not tryin to be critical here lah, but i thot ms singapore is supposed to be some chio bu??
if so, how come got such.. erm.. hmm.. ya.. type of girls there on the stage wan??
ok i was so laughing at them cus theyre so not pretty. i kept telling my sis she shud go take part and she sure will win lor. lols.
anw, wah lao how come the carol won!! jade better lor.. oh wells, anws she got 2nd and this type of "beauty" pageant are all crap lah.. so whatever.
but wah lao why none of them said "world peace!" lols. and they SOOO dunno how to answer questions lah.. so what the hell is the point of askin it if they dun answer it?? zZzz..
ok i rmb daniel made one funny comment, i forgot. so too bad. lols.

aye, shud i start another topic and get myself all sad n agitated again??
haii, i really dunno whats happening now.
nor do i know what you are thinking..
its not me who's causing it to be over.
its you.
mind games aren fun at all. i hate guessing lols.
straightforwardness is much more appreciated.
do friends get bored of each other??
are u bored of me??
sheesh.
ok this sounds weird but.. nvm..
suit yourself. i have no say in your decisions, your life anws.

these 2 days have been.. horrible.. inner turmoil and the cause of it all- sheer boredom. all my hu si luan xiang ness, all started cus im jus too bored, so neglected.
dang.

i can so relate to one scene in zi jin zhi dian now.
the one where aki sits on some wall thingy, looking up to the sky ,
thn shouts out " WEI!!! NI SHI BU SHI BA WO GEI WANG LE ?? WEIIIII !! BU YAO WANG JI WO!!! "
yup, im so easily forgotten..

ok i kinda know the reason behind all these shyt feelings.
i hate myself even more for feeling this way.
i mean , come on man, that is so selfish and so possessive and i cant believe its ME!! sheesh.
i'll get over it.
and guess what, all these is leading me back to my feeling [ insignificant ] and [ nobody ] thing again. but wth ! this 2 words already got ppl using it, so i cant use.. bahs. got beaten to it. liddat also gen wo qiang.. grr..

it jus took timo to shout at me for takin his lousy eraser and not putting it back, and i can feel myself breaking down..
and listenin to the choir boys tears in heaven, i can feel myself on the verge of crying le. sheesh.

man, i better get my feelings right. there's church tmr.
better get myself right in front of God.

ya guan
deng dai hou mian shi deng dai
geng chen mo de deng dai
ran hou yao jin le ya guan
deng dai geng duo de deng dai

ru guo ni , ai guo wo
ni bu hui jiu zhe yang zou
jiu zhe yang, liu xia wo
he na xie tian zhen cheng nuo

ru guo ni, zai ye bu
bu neng zai geng duo de cheng shou
tong ku zhi hou, que you yao jin ya guan
ji xu piao liu

2006-04-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

today's do-nothing day..

had 2 and a half hrs of maths tuition hahah.
my concepts are.. horrendous lol..
in the end yingying gave me so many practice questions heh. so the lesson dragged =P
hahah eh but maths is quite fun leh lols.. the coord geometry de heh

thn i TRIED ta study bio..for like an hour?? hah..
thn i gave up on it so i tried chem.
the moles formula thingys..

thn i slacked the rest of the day away heh..

ah quite sian lah. no one to talk to also.
stupid pris and tim were sleepin through the rain lols

man im so so SOOOO BORED!!
goodness, im jus rotting at home.
i feel like a piece of dried up decomposing ROT!
lols.
it stinks when no one truly understands you, or your psyche.
no one cares! theres no one at the end of the tunnel !
maybe a faint small occasionally blickering light,
but can it be trusted?? NO, it cant!
no one can be! or at least now ,none!
do u get real sincere concern?? nope again, all fake.
ALL.
maybe, at the end of the day, of everything, its meant that you walk the road urself. much as you want human aid, but alas, humans cant be trusted, they're not reliable! NONE!
the only reliable one left, and you know will always be there for you is God.
jus you&Him.
its enough.

darn, i dun wanna go into depression mode.
it jus sucks when no one understands you.
not even one!! what more is there cud u hope for.
no one knows how hurt i feel. or maybe they dun even see a reason why i shud feel that way!!
happiness, am i lookin at the wrong places for it??
maybe, maybe theres oni one place where it will come from and oni through there will i find it...
much as i hoped it wud come from u guys, but it doesn.
right from the start, my wishful naive thinking.
yes, im naive, im gullible, trusts so easily, its all my fault.
let it be.
aiyah, anw whatever i say here you ppl also dun understand nor get it so whats the point?
does it matter? no one's gonna care bout ur life.
no one is concerned. no wait, they dun even care !
they wun be with you through sad times, all they want is to share happy times and thats it.
everything suddenly seems so meaningless.
the sky is so dark.
tears are blurring my vision.
do most teens always have to experience such unlovedness?? do they always feel like no one cares for them??
no, i dun wanna be like them!
i want to be the fortunate ones and show that there ARE ppl who truly care!
i want to show them my great family!
the love we share, and that we can all live a happy life, love and being loved !
but sometimes, sometimes.. thats the oni place mayb u can find some love.
theres nowhere else, or no one else willing to give it anymore..
everyone yearns to be loved, but do they themselves give love too?
( and wah lao, the love doesn always have to be romantic love, you get wad i mean right? later anngi say i despo again. u jus dun understand wad im aiming at lah..lol.. so anti climax )
but sometimes, its jus SO, SO hard.
the bottomline is, no one cares . theres no one there for me
i hate everything im feeling now.

i know how much they mean to me,
sadly, they dun noe how much they mean to me.
but i also know, how little i mean to them.
that ,is what that saddens me the most.

a bored me is a sad me.
a sad me feels neglected.
a neglected me feels lonely.
a lonely me feels unloved.
an unloved me is a sad me